Even if the guardian claims that he doesn't intend to harm either of us and that's what I wanted to believe as well. But if this was true then why does he say that he was acting against me when I tried to defend myself?
Why didn't he help me? If he didn't act against me, then he should surely be helping me now since he himself said that he wouldn't hurt me. And yet I couldn't believe that he'd let me go and leave me alone just like that. I didn't want to admit it, but he truly doesn't deserve any forgiveness…
I don't know what the situation will turn out to be. Whether that would be good or bad. And I hope he can prove his loyalty one of these days.
I wish that he could at least save me from myself. After all, the more I keep thinking about that possibility of him not being trustworthy, the more I feel uneasy towards him.
