Now one year has passed since that day. All of my memory about her is like real but unreal like a dream but also a reality. The only evidence that she is exist is the crest that mysteriously appear in my right hand. The shape of the crest is a black small bat that was decorated with 2 kind of flower, spider lily, and sword lily. I think that she gave me this crest as the evidence that she is exist somewhere in other universe and she want me to remember her even though we will most likely not meet for another time.
"What a silly girl...No matter how small the possibilities I will find the way to meet you once again. Therefore...please wait for me...Lycoris"I said while hoping that my word will reach her.
During this one year I have been searching all kind of information that can bring me to her but the result is zero. I swear to her in my heart...even if this life burn out I will find her no matter what.
"Yo Edgar, a nice day isn't it" my friend Alex called me
"yeah...it's quite nice" I smiled at him with my usual smile
By the way, my name is Edgar an 18 years old man with height over 178cm. I have a jet black hair and eyes. I have quite a big body and straight posture because I belong to basketball club in my high school.
My parents teach me to become a kind and helpful man that can always showing smile in his face and that is one of the reason why my life feel bleak. Because of that I always use a 'mask' to cover my heart till a point where I lost my self. I no longer knows which one is my real emotion until I meet her, at least I know my feeling for her is my true feeling.
"Edgar, why you are always holding your arm is there something wrong with your arm?"Alex asked my with concern
"I'm ok there is no problem at all"I answered him.
Another mysterious thing is that even though the crest is really noticeable but no one can see it. I convinced that this is really magical and one of the clue to her.
"Hey...did you hear the news this morning?"Alex said to me
"huh...what a surprise, I know that you never read the news."I said jokingly to him
"oi...oi...what do you think of me? I still read one or two news don't look down on me!"
"stop talking nonsense and tell me what yours so called news."
"I hear that there will be space fluctuation in the forest near the campus and it will be heavily guarded. The scientist said that this phenomenon is similar with black hole that will shredded nearby thing and transported it to unknown part of space"
"Alex! Tell me the exact location!" I excitedly ask him
"ok ok so stop shaking my shoulder! What happen to you suddenly become so fierce?"
"yeah sorry"I said apologetically to him
I don't know why but I feel that this is the path I have been searching for the whole year. I determined I will go to that place regardless how strict the security. I feel that if I miss it then I will never met her again. This is my first and last chance!
"I don't know what you are excited about and why you asking me the location. I will only warn you don't doing something stupid understand?"Alex told me with serious face
"yes" I said to him while saying sorry to him in my heart
Several hours has passed. Currently, I walk back to my home, before that I also visited several store to buy some tools for the preparation of tonight is operation. After I arrived at home I immediately eat and take a shower. After that I also collecting information of the security level and their station location.
"Now everything is ready" I smiled with satisfaction as I finished strategising the route for tonight is operation.
Currently, the clocks shows !9:00 and the space fluctuation is predicted will be appeared at 20:00 and last for 30 minutes. Knowing that I don't have much time, I immediately wear my equipment and started heading to the location.
Now thinking about it if I'm going to her place then I will say goodbye to this world. I don't know why but I suddenly feel kind of sad and tears started to falling off. For the first time I feel that my bleak life is also precious to me. All of my memories are being played in my head.
"People said that sometimes you will know how precious is a thing when you lose it forever. I always think that this is nonsense but now I think that this is true."I said to myself
Now, I finally arrived at the vicinity of the forest and I encouraged myself. I know I will never comeback to earth but, I will never regret it. But, I will regret if I will never meet you again.
After walking for several minutes I started to see the garrison of military and when I check my watch it shows 19:55. Feeling nervous I touched the crest on my hand and closed my eyes while taking several deep breath. Feeling confidence I open my eyes.
I started walking and gradually increase my speed. There is only one word that I recite in my heart as I charged at the garrison.
"Wait for me Lycoris!"