Starting to Remember; I Need to Surrender What I Never Really Knew
Once again; we were caught in a cyclone; which brought us up, higher; and higher; into the sky.
I never noticed it ; like this ; previously.
When the momentum stopped; we had to jump through a wide hole; that looked like it was sealed with a swirling cloudy liquid; of its own. Brooklyn took a running start; leaped clear of the strange door; and landed ungracefully ; on the invisible "platform" ; that held us suspended in air. He wasn't injured. Even so; he just lay there. He grabbed some air; and somehow covered himself with a blanket. He was invisible ; except ; for his left hand's pinky finger ; which held everything together.
"Brooklyn; honey; it's okay. You didn't know," I said. Nobody seems to be laughing at him ; as almost everyone, was also splayed on the strange floor.
I was glad, that nobody saw me; as I walked through the swirling barrier ; as though ; it wasn't there at all.
🅱 tried to say something. Unfortunately; he had a mouth full of this mysterious blanket.
He was so cute ; as he poked his head ; out from under the material.
I helped him to his feet. Poor man; was turning red with embarrassment. I don't know why I was dressed so regally; with real golden sequins perfectly overlapping ... all over me; in a high necked ; and long flowing dress. I had my transparent translucent armor; over it all. Plus; my father's crown; which just happened to match my shimmering ... attire ; finally fit atop my head. My ... armor helmet and visor; with the obnoxious computer system inside of them; topped off the look.
My husband ; the Emperor ; was barefooted ; wearing jeans ; and a shirt ; that "had seen better days,". Plus; his hair was messy.
Poor man. I held him tightly. As he felt like a small and hurt person; he started to shrink in real life. He got younger too. Just like what happened to me; in Arizona; he slowly went from adult; to younger adult ; all the way to infancy. His clothes; and his hair ; changed ; to suit him ; as he became younger.
What a cute little baby!
I remember!
I remember!
We were in Greenwich Connecticut! I was 4, when this adorable baby came to live with us!
All of the things that go on in this country, are mind blowing!
How'd They Do That?
I know a place
ain't nobody crying
How'd they do that
ain't nobody worried
How'd they do that
ain't no smiling faces
lying to the races
I'll take you there.
How'd they do that?
Can you take me there?
I suddenly found myself; as a 4 year old girl; in my folks home; in Greenwich Connecticut. I was wearing a dress; that was white; and a little shiny. It had some overlapping ruffles; for a skirt. I was swinging on an old elegantly carved porch swing; ever so slightly. In my lap; was a (1) hour old infant ; who was freshly groomed.
I looked at Brooklyn Otto Robards. I was so happy. I think, that he was happy too.
I must have relived my former life ; as it happened ; with many excellent exhilarating excelling exceptions.
A lot of it; was déjà vu. I have been here. I know what is going to happen. I made changes. Some events ; were unavoidable ; yet I was still able to chart a new path for myself.
Since I was a reincarnation; from the ... V ... ; I didn't have any mental, or physical problems. I was practically (almost) like supergirl ; in many ways. That helped a lot !
Even so; I didn't tempt fate. I found an excuse; to get to school late ; on two occasions ; to avoid getting hit by automobiles.
Those two events changed the course of my life.
The former past; was not giving up the fight! I felt more strangely than ever ; as the old memories tried to take over my brain. I pushed it all away. I didn't want to relive awful parts of a former life ; while I had this new life to lead.
I was really excited; to go to school ; during the time ; that I would have been in the hospital; in bed rest ; or whatever. I was so excited‼️
As I finally got a permanent cure for all that ailed me; I didn't have tantrums ‼️ I was unusually calm; and equipped with nearly perfect social skills ; and nearly perfect street smarts. I was surprised ; with my enormous improvements.
I made real friends; whom I helped ; as much as possible. My restored friends never had a reason to hate; or harm me ; so this time around ; I was a better and truer friend.
Somehow; I prevented family ; friends ; and others ; from ... : drinking alcohol ; smoking anything ; or using all other harmful drugs. I gave people pure Vitality water. They became perfectly formed humans; with no mental or physical ailments. These folks; were able to get more of this water; for more people.
Soon ; I wasn't the only one ; who seemed to be like Mary Poppins : Practically Perfect in Every Way. ( Julie Andrews and Dick Van Dyke ; sang and danced perfectly; in this movie.)
Since I wasn't having problems ; I was able to skip a lot of drama. I was really living a fresh new life ; a lot of the time.
I was able to politely tell people ; exactly what was happening ; instead of getting out of control ; in various ways.
I had new, and more meaningful relationships; too.
I noticed; that many deeply rooted and still growing grudges ; disappeared all together.
Rewriting history is much better; if I can do it this way ; as a living contestant. Instead of the other ways of changing things; I now have a real lifetime of memories; that are really real.
Sitting in an office; writing on strange paper ; is just not as good.
I was able to get to Germany ; to visit some of my family ; on Brooklyn Otto's side of the family. We had a wonderful time.
I hugged my distant cousin. "Thank you for everything. You've brought me with you. Now, I have the chance to correct so many mistakes ! " I kissed his cheek.
My Brooklyn hugged me, too. " I don't know how anything happened. I just know; that the memories of former lives; are pressing against me; like a fog separating me ; from actual 3D events. I am glad you're here ; with me. I'm also glad ; that ; you are behaving your self. Otherwise ; you would have missed out on this trip again, " 🅱 said softly.
It occurred to me; that some of this lifetime ; wasn't right either.
I'm not going to worry about it. This way ; I get to meet him immediately; instead of when he's 4 and a half, and I'm 9. Also; I made some other changes ; to better suit my whims.
I also went up to 🅱's mom; to hug her. This time; I'm getting more benefits; as there's a cure for what ailed me.
I brought my water with me. Every where I went ; I poured it. I gave it to everyone. The miracles multiplied.
Thanks to my previous efforts ( and tons of help from enumerable sources ) I already eliminated all wars ; terrorism ; rape (in all of its meanings) ; ... from the universe. Therefore ; peace reined forevermore.
I wasn't perfect. I was just so much more mature ; and calm ; than I had ever been. That's why I said I was nearly perfect.
I was overjoyed. I was able to ask questions; instead of acting badly; or running from a problem.
Okay. that's enough of that.
As I altered my life; the other dimensions that were still exciting ; slowly disappeared all together. I felt very light ; and free !
I also went to other countries ; with Brooklyn Otto Robards; and other family. Again; since I didn't have any problems ; I could handle situations much better; than in previous lives. I was able to do more things. Brooklyn Otto and I were becoming famous already.
I have no rhythm. Not many people think I can sing. I certainly wouldn't consider going on a talent show.
All the same ; my future selves ; will dance ; and sing ; for other royalty.