New chapter: 2 ½: A new life part 1
This time; it was fun; in the hospital. I made lasting friendships. That doesn't usually happen. Since I never knew anybody my age; who stayed the same age; unlike my mysterious family; I wanted to keep these new people; in my life. I took a lot of classes; one major concept; at a time; One sub-concept (I mean the tiniest element at the tippy top of the pointiest iceberg) about, ... :
(In random order)
🙋♀️ "Social Skills 1: A Beginner's journey: How to Make, and to Keep friends" ;
🙋♀️ "Beginner's Social Graces 1: Learning How to be Positive, Polite, Calm, and the right amount of Sweet" ;
🙋♀️"Positive Coping Skills 1: A Beginner's Guide to Getting Through Situations, in a Healthy Way" ;
🙋♀️"A New Groovy Way To Have Fun With Learning First Edition, 1977: An Easy to Understand jive, for Weee Tiinnyyy Ttottss." (It was just the title; that was complicated and silly)
🙋♀️"Journaling for the Newest Members of Society; No Matter Your Age; We Custom Fit; The Lessons With You. A Beginner's First Foray; Into Keeping Track Of Ideas; Events; And More"!
🙋♀️"Social Graces For Beginners: 1: book 1: How to Quickly and Politely Quit a Conversation; When; The Following things Happen: ...,".
🙋♀️"Learning to be Creative; and to Work Well; with Others, Vol. 1 : ...: Book 1 : ...: Chapter 1: ... Paragraph 1: ...: Sentence 1 ... "
(Well; at 5 years old; and Knowing a bunch of languages and dialects; from Lucy Tutoring me; I was grateful; for someone; to go slowly; over one detail at a time; instead of high school pace). Even so; this was ridiculously simple, and it took Forever; Yet; I never aged a minute. Neither did my hospital classmates. We got to know each other quite well‼️
Speaking of taking a bunch of (What should have been) 9-month-long courses; each at a baby snail's or baby sloth's speed; It took forever to get it all done. Every workbook; lasted for at least; 10 "normal" years straight; even with the "weekends; holidays; and vacation" days canceled. I worked "every day": One book at a time. 1⅕ of a page; lasted five weeks; as the pages were jam-packed with information; and things to do. Even some adults use these books this slowly; to get each thing into a healthy habit. The thing is; they tend to have 3 or 4 different classes a day; so that; they can master more than one thing at a time. Or, sometimes adults have different study groups. I'm skipping ahead; to tell you; about all of this adult stuff. Here's an example; from when I was much much older; in real-time: Once; after we spent years fine-tuning our more complicated skills; we were handed a big smile face; with a simple caption. Then the people gave their pitch; like we were 2 years old; instead of well great grandmothers and to 30 somethings.
🙋♀️back to that eternity; of being only 5 years old; I was so well versed in everything; I was able to help other people; in my "down" time".
Even though; someone stopped time; for everyone all over; we still aged and matured normally. We had our circadian rhythms; or internal clocks; after all. I don't know why someone was controlling the calendar and external wall clock time. It made no sense. The time still elapsed as it always did. We grew up; to our full heights. It was a drag; for people; who didn't have interesting people; to talk to them; all this time.
How do the "mystics" think; that they are controlling time? Whatever they were doing; did shatter the space-time whatever it was. I have a long name for something that's also called, "time tinkering".
Well; as I said; I was able to become an expert; in all of those books. I was helping other people; too.
I also had the same bedroom; as before this; as the hospital; was just downstairs; somewhere or other.
I've had the same bedroom; no matter where I go.
How'd They Done That?
How'd They Done That?
- I have credited a couple of Artists for this; Most extensively for Melissa Etheridge's "cover", of The Staples Singers' Song, "I Know A Place; I'll Take You There"
My musings :
Well, we looked in the mirrors
We looked at each other
What we saw
Didn't match
I looked very young and thin
in the mirrors
I looked old and worn
when I saw my reflection
in her glasses.
The glasses enlarged the
pupils in her eyes
She looked like a 50
year-old person
when we stood
in front of the
mirrors
She looked like a
teething tot
How can this be?
How can this be?
I felt very young
when I was listening
to the teacher
When I got
up to go home
I felt old and limp
I often felt like
I was shrinking
and then growing
What is happening
What is happening
I love to sit
here in class
I feel so cute and lively
I know the answers
we've been
here forever
What
What
I'm glad I know
how to cope‼️
I don't think I
can take this
anymore ‼️
I'm so old
I'm still going
to beginner's classes
after all this time
All the clocks
throughout the island
say 8:15 am
September 1st, 1977
How can this be?
When will it end?
Suddenly, it was over forever.
I was 5 again; full-time; going through regular time.
End new chapter 2 ½
new chapter: 2 ⅓: Another new life part 2
Oh‼️
Fortunately; I retained my memories; from all of that studying, and using "new" skills.
Since time stood still; people didn't think to eat, drink,...
We bathed in saved river water; several times a day. We knew; to filter out former humans, and other animals; although; we didn't know; who or what those brightly colored things were. We also didn't know; that we were duplicated; every time; we touched one droplet of special water. Those were our own "counterparts". They were new versions of us. That's some water.
After completing the hospital "one lone nanosecond" tenure; when on the last "real day" the time tinkering people; could not control our "Tiny Tot" environment; any longer; I was ready to collapse.
I spent more time in the hospital. This time; I was allowed to age with the time. It was great; like when I first started the first class. I was a regular person; with hunger; and everything else.
One thing that puzzled me; was that when I got to what should have been preteen; to 40 something; I didn't have to go through a certain process. It was a relief; to just age; without certain things.
The answer to the mystery:
What I didn't know then, is: This is not my first go-round in life‼️
I grew up to be a 49-year-old, lady; before I came to this place; for the first time; in any reincarnation. Really‼️
Well; you will find out more; in future chapters.
Every so often; I remember; something; from anywhere or any time; in my sabotaged existences. I think; I mentioned that; already.
It just came to me!🤦♀️When I said something about jumping "ahead of myself; to talk about when I was an adult" (chapter 2½ ); I was talking about my normal life; before this Island insanity.
Well; whatever. You can see; how this place got all jumbled
up in the first place.
I spent my time finding ways to improve the hospital; and everything. It was a big undertaking; for a 5-year-old kid.
Fortunately; I had the unending secret source; of space-time sparkling fountain of youth water. (The river; before; it was contaminated)
I also had Brian; my family; and my friends with me; all of the time; at home; and sometimes in the hospital too. Brian is my distant cousin; yet; we act more like friends.
At this point; I thought that I would always have proper etiquette; and great coping skills. I was wrong.
Someone keeps erasing my memories; even ingrained habits.
The future; was not Rosey; all of the time.
I had a blast; working with everyone; from the CEO of the hospital to the patients; and members of the various clubs.
Started to think about something:
"Even after I leave this place; so that I can go to the first grade‼️ Gee. After all of that; I still ... ‼️
Sorry.
Even after I leave the hospital; for the first grade; I somehow will still have time; to do all of my hospital duties; chores; and socializing; while attending school.
Wait‼️ What ❓❓
I will be back in an, "One minute; I'm a hospital worker; the next minute; I'm a little kid starting elementary school" predicament.
How do I know this?
How will this be possible?
Why can't they stop playing with the space-time thing?
I put the "problem" out of my mind. As I didn't let it bother me; that I was this anomaly; in a bizarre land; I went back to having fun.
I was so good at so many things; that people just looked at me; in amazement. I thought about that. I was amazed at everyone else's reactions to me. I didn't say it; although; spending about 100 years; on perfecting one's manners and coping skills; will help a lot.
I was carrying a report; to a doctor; when something strange happened. I heard my voice; coming from the pager; on my shirt. Everyone; heard it too. It was a teenager's voice; at first; narrating something. It was bizarre. I recognized the voice; as I have often recorded my notes; and then played them back again. I heard Brian as well. Then; I heard laughter; from the broken space-time whatever. People; from other parts of the fractured histories; futures; and even the present; we're laughing at the version of me; from another time; who was talking about the jumbled-up events that were happening that day; as they happened.
Well; I journal every day. I didn't realize; that; I was giving a running commentary; of my life; as weird things occurred; in this Island Paradise.
I heard an elderly version; of myself; talking in unison; with the first voice. My thinking voice; and more and more of my speaking voices; of various ages; were synchronized; in the same narration; that followed what my original form of me; was doing.
I'm sure none of that makes sense.
Apparently; I tell my story every chance I get; as it happens; as well as at other times...
Something went wrong; with the space-time dimensional continuum system; so that it was sparking electronic pulses systematically throughout the wild web; of alternative realities; that keep getting invented; as people traveled back and forth; through time.
Instead of one future decree; about how the "space-time whatever"; should be; all of the future voices; from everywhere; were coming back in time; to be broadcast; through our communities from gadgets; and even the air itself. Whatever was spoken; in that pathway; through; the space-time ... was heard all at once; as the laws of ...: physics; space-time; and other sciences and nature; were broken; by time travel; and controlling time itself. Whatever kept things going; (as we came to know reality;) was disintegrating into devastation. Deleted.
I could visualize myself; in bed; fully clothed; and wearing my armor over all of that. I had so many of the various kinds of bedding layers on me. Plus; a pile of rambunctiously playing children, and Brian as well; were covering me; too.
I was still talking, and giving a blow-by-blow commentary; of how I felt; and what I thought; too.
I could feel and experience; the whole convoluted day; when I was mysteriously placed in different parts of this space-time dimensional continuum sparking systematic backfiring of jumbled-up events.
Sorry.
Suffering stupidity; since some specific specimens still suddenly soar so smoothly "solo"; seemingly systematically: space-time manipulative anarchy.
This is the Explanation; of how people could jump in and out of space-time ... for the purposes; of "solving problems"; when; in fact; the people; were causing more problems:
People who drink the pure river water; (without any life forms, or objects in it; ) transform; into actual (solar) stars. These suns; somehow; don't have anything dangerous; Except for the highest level of brightness possible.
They are fully aware, of themselves; and they sometimes retain their memories. They can get to be any size. Also; they have supernatural powers; like Superman. This sun - heroes; usually return to human form; on their own. If they are awake; they suddenly wear somewhat loose; yet well-fitting clothes.
The water; is The Fountain of Youth; a Wishing Well; and a tranquilizer; among other things.
The sunbeam; that hit the water; off of the coast of Connecticut; near a mostly submerged mountain; created this magical water.
If you are still here; and you're wondering, "What is going on; with this chapter"?
The Answers are:
1. I get distracted.
2. I have been explaining this a lot. I hope someone understands; what I am saying. What is more exciting; than examples of space-time abnormalities; that happens; in the story?
3. This is an example; of the damage; to the space-time thing; that I keep telling you about; in this book.
4. it is 12:12 am. I'm tired.
Good Night.
Well; It is 12:57 am; on the following day; so I don't have much to say; except for ... :
At some point in the future; I will be able to; somehow; send specific messages; backward in time; to all of the new rays of the alternate past; which form a frayed web.
This will solve a lot of problems, and as the space-time ... is restored to its original "healthy" form.
Unfortunately; this cure; will be sabotaged. That's why; that mysterious phenomenon; happened; when; I heard my future voice; narrating that bizarre day.
Also; crowns, and strange discs; called, "DVDs" fell out of the clouds; above. The machines for the discs; also dropped to earth. Nothing was damaged. We somehow knew; how to work the players; so that; we could watch the movies ... . We also; suddenly; knew all about each crown. It seems; A bunch of evens; will connect the royal attire; to me; as well as a future president of the USA.
People looked at me, for answers. I didn't know; what to tell them. I forgot everything. I had total amnistía.
I was growing and shrinking. I was a changeling. I was of different ages. My clothes; and my hair; changed with me. I was a miniature person; or a giant; or anywhere in between those extremes. It was horrible‼️
I was all alone; in a field. After a while; I heard my voice; from far into the future; as it yelled, "Stop That‼️"
Suddenly; I found; that I was that Stephanie! The one; who just shouted‼️
Somethings happened; I'm not sure what. I fainted.
When I awoke; I...
Now; we may go to chapter 3; as though nothing happened; since chapter 2.
End of new chapters which were created; due to sabotaging space-time...
(I'm back to the little girl; who finally recovered; from ...: descending an enormous, nearly vertical cliff; crossing a river, on the sidewalk, of a bridge; and hiked more miles; to the base, of another mountain. My life fluctuates so much; from various parts; of the space-time ... ".
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