"Where are you coming from?" my mum repeated. "I .. I.. I heard some noise so I went to check where the noise was coming from. " l lied. Mother was silent for a while before she shook her head and left. I heaved a sign of relief as I was happy she didn't keep on asking me questions.
I went to my room quietly in order not to disturb my sister . I laid down but nature refused to call me. My mind wandered back to what happened in Franklin's room and my body shuddered.
I didn't want to see him again because I felt that with what he just did everything about him is inconvenient to me.
My mind travelled down to the past five years ago. Even though I am already eleven years old . There were many questions I wanted answer to " Why was I born? " Why do I feel like everyone hates me?" Whenever I think of everything I had gone through when I was a little child I always wondered if it was really my parents that gave birth to me because the travails I had always passed through were always too big for me.
What Franklin did wasn't the first time someone had done that to me I had experienced such thing before but then I was still a little child and knew nothing.
I remembered vividly that the boy name was James . He was our next door neighbor so we played together. I was so free around him that we both could be alone playing all by ourselves.
One day when I came to James' house his mom was not around so we both began to play suddenly, he pinched me on my breast and laughed . I took it as a play since he was laughing and I was not aware of what he was doing. I believed he wouldn't hurt me since he was two years older than me.
Before I knew it , he touched my little nipples again and this time around he raised my blouse up and started rubbing his my nipples. He said it was a game that I should just watch him.
I did loved what he was doing back then but something happened and James'parents had to relocate along with him. That was all I heard of him. Although I sometimes missed wishing he could be around and play the 'game' with me but I soon got used to his absence and forgot about it all .
And now when I thought that everything was over , Franklin came to continue from where James had stopped . I didn't know how all this will come to end but all am praying for is for God to protect me and my siblings cause I wouldn't want any of us getting hurt.
With these thoughts in my heart , I slept off and became unconscious everything around me but with the hope of better tomorrow.