Chapter-4
Hea-Young Pov:
"So, you're saying to me that the president let you go to study overseas! No, shit! Is he mad? You're an idol, to describe you have a REPUTATION in public. I have to talk about these with the president. And for god's sake, you are a child, an underage." ("그래서, 대통령이 유학을 가라고 했다는 거야! 아니, 젠장! 화났어? 너 아이돌이야, 대중들에게 평판이 있다는 말을 하자면. 이건 대통령과 얘기해야겠어. 그리고 맙소사, 당신은 미성년자입니다.") Manager unnie ranted about how I am underage blah blah blah…
Honestly, I don't blame her.
She's been with me for how many years? 8 to 9, I guess? She raised me. So, she knows me so clearly that sometimes I don't need to understand myself. Jokes! And about the underage thing, she is wrong at that point.
"Hey, I am not underage. I will be 18 soon. And according to international age matters, 18 is legally an adult." (이봐, 나는 미성년자가 아니다. 나는 곧 18살이 된다. 국제연령 기준으로 18세는 법적으로 성인이다"라고 말했다.) I pointed out to her with a finger towards her, looking like I was accusing her. So, I removed my finger towards her.
She looked at her, crossed her arms with a boring look 'are you serious?' Excuse me, even though I don't have as high an IQ as her, I am still better than an average person.
"Yeah, I know how much of a great a person you are. And your IQ is still average for me.!" (네, 당신이 얼마나 대단한 사람인지 압니다. 그리고 당신의 IQ는 여전히 평균입니다.!") She spoke out, making me scared of her reading my mind. What the hell? "Did you see your face? Don't you think you are a bit too ignorant for this world(?"얼굴 봤어? 당신은 당신이 이 세상에 너무 쓰레기라고 생각하지 않습니까?) She laughed off like it's some ha hilarious subject, seeing my frowned expression.
How can she read my face? Wait! How in the world can people read anyone's face? It's too difficult to accept. Are they some sort of witch or wizard? If they are, heck! I wanna meet Harry potter then.
"Heather Kim, do come back to reality or else I have to cut your Kpop idols banners." (헤더 김, 현실로 돌아가지 않으면 Kpop 아이돌 배너를 잘라야합니다)As soon as she told me about my kpop banners, I incredibly looked at her and launched at her like a baby to her momma.
Hell, please don't make unnie banned my kpop banners. I may faint to my death if she does it.
She chuckled at me, eyes shimmering with amusement, making me pout. "Yah, unnie I know you won't do that. If you do that, then I will tell…" I stopped while she raised her brow at me and challenged me to finish my sentence. Oh no! Unnie you didn't just challenge me.
I innocently grinned at her, her eyes narrowing me with curiosity. " I will tell Producer Oppa that you have a crush on him." (프로듀서 오빠에게 호감이 있다고 말해줄게)Without waiting for a single moment, I jumped off from her running towards the door to save my bloody dear life. To which I think will not exist anymore, if by any chance she caught me.
"HEA-YOUNG, YOU BETTER COME BACK HERE, RIGHT NOW. YOU BRAT, WHO TOLD YOU THESE THINGS? DON'T LET ME CAUGHT YOU OR ELSE YOU WILL BE DEAD!" (HEA-Young, 지금 여기로 다시 오는 것이 좋습니다. 개자식아, 누가 이런 말을 했어? 내가 당신을 붙잡게 두지 마십시오. 그렇지 않으면 당신은 죽을 것입니다!") Geez, I can hear her voice near the door can a person yell?
I walked to the door to open it, trying to be free from unnie too. Just then I opened the door, and I collided with a human, ending up on the floor. Of course, it will be a human. Not all non-living things are clumsy like you. My subconscious mind scolded me, tearing my face to facepalm. Shut up!
Bang! Bang!
Without any warning, I fell upon the glass tiles off the floor, feeling and groaning in every single of my bones.
"Who the hell are you? And can't you wait for a second? I was going to open the door anyway!" (도대체 당신은 누구 요? 그리고 잠시만 기다려주시면 안 될까요? 어쨌든 문을 열겠다고 했어!") I growled at the anonymous person, earning a growl from the person. Who the hell is he growling like a beast now? But….wait, I think he is a guy or else when do girls growl like beasts?
'You are the perfect example for your very own question.' My so-called genius subconscious mocked me.
I want to smack that so-called sensory but how can I? I probably just ended up hurting myself more.
My thought got interrupted by someone's saying, " Really Hae-Young, you will never change or that your rude mouth. Not even sorry for knocking me down instead cursing me. just- forget it."( 정말 해영이, 당신은 당신의 무례한 입이나 변하지 않을 것입니다. 때려눕혀서 미안하지도 않고 욕하기도 한다. 그냥- 잊어.") A familiar voice curious me.
I think I heard that voice before.
So I turned my head facing him, my eyes widened like saucers. I immediately understood the meaning of his sentence, snarled at him.
In this more than 13 billion people of the universe, I had to bump with a total arse. Ugh! You gotta be kidding with me, God.
I stood up with all my pains, once again rushing through my body. I brushed off the dirt and filth of my dress and faced him again with a very sweet smile. And I knew anyone could tell that within a glimpse of my face. "Oh, Alex! I didn't know that there is a word called rude mouth. I get I heard it was rude behaviour. But no offence, I forgive you for your lack of vocabulary. " (오, 알렉스! 무례한 입이라는 단어가 있는지 몰랐습니다. 무례한 행동이라고 들었습니다. 그러나 실례가 아닙니다. 어휘가 부족한 것을 용서합니다. ")
I nearly giggled at his reaction but controlled myself, giving him a cute tight smile. And I knew, I was feeling it more. But still, as I am enjoying it, I will do it more.
Lee Eun Ho, another soloist of M&S entertainment His English name is Alex Lee. And he was more comfortable with his English name than his Korean name for an unknown reason.
But I can guess it anyway, it will be the lamest reason, just like his lame self.
He and I entered for the audition at the same time and even got selected together too. At first, I thought as we had so many commons, we could be friends or maybe great friends too? But then, I saw something, this boy Alex was always jealous of me on everything and treated me as his competitor. Or, I may quote it as the ultimate competitor. As much as it sounds childish, you will find the next thing more fun.
So, one day when I confronted him and asked him, why the hell was he so cold and rude to me? His response pissed me off. He said that I only got selected just because of my looks and face. And that jerk even had the nerve to say I may have crossed my limits as a participant, maybe that's why they selected me.
Oh, the fucking freak! I never got so mad at somebody in my whole damn life as much as I am now.
I glared at him and threw my fists off him, out of anger. And Geez, what a weakling he is?
He cried out of pain, holding his bloody nose to stop the bleeding. And it was the best feeling I felt at that time. He glared at me one last time before going out of the room.
I know many people will say,' Didn't you feel guilty for such a horrible thing?'
No man, I didn't even feel the slightest bit of it. He was being rude and meany one and deserved my one small punch. I only wanted to be friends but he ruined his chance by giving me useless accusations.
And I have a strict motto in my life.
'If you're good then I will be the same.
But if you are being a shit then don't expect me to be the opposite."
And within no time, we were arch enemies. We couldn't stand each other. Mostly him.
Forget it! I won't waste my mood and time for a git who claims to be a human while he is not. A door opened making me look up to see the person, immediately my face paled.
There was her manager unnie smirking at me with vibes I could detect as 'You are dead'.
And with a last glance at her, I looked back at the floor with sudden interest on it and muttered 'fuck' as I gulped.
Today will probably be my funeral day. Hope all of my fans attend it. Yaya.