" I had a full life . I had a good wife best children not to mention about wonderful grandchildren . And now i can rest but i still want to live but this life was to fast and to busy not that i regret it but still to fast for me not able to fully enjoy . I run a small business able to sustain my family . Had a few assets for my family to live good.
I always wanted to be like those MC in novels that my grandchildren use to read . But not to over powered as it would go in revers of my wish as i liked to have a slow life and not to busy . What is use of being over powered when you will not be able to enjoy yourself.
They say we love something that is leaving us or we don't have . I did not have time with my loved one's so the regret . Now that i died that has something in the past . But don't we have to face some trial or cross some river after death . I have been in this black place for to long is there some problem or don't i get a chance .
Light there is some light there finally free of this place . But the light is to blinding and why i suddenly have an urge to cry what i am crying embarrassing for an old man to cry . But what happen to my voice why does it sound like a child . No it's my voice why am i so small ? why have i to be an child ? How can be a child ? did i not die. Why am i here ?
{" Why is the child not crying "
" Is there some problem with him"
"" The young lady is still bleeding help her"
"To much blood loss she can't be helped "
"YOUNG LADY""YOUNG LADY""YOUNG LADY""YOUNG LADY""YOUNG LADY"
"Quick have a look at the boy . Is he OK .
" He is fine for now but he is to weak because of early birth "
"SIR will that effect him you said it will be fine "
"DID YOU QUESTION ME "
"No sir i was just worry about the child"
"But should you not be calling him young master or something "
"Sir that is for me to say . It would be for master and head to decide"
" HOW ARE MY WIFE AND CHILD"
"MASTER" "Young lady is still critical but we were able to save the child"
"Master young lady has birth a son "
"Master should we inform head and first lady"
"Yes also tell first lady about young lady"
"How are they" "Head" "Father" "Sir"}
who are these people and how can i understand their language . looking around i feel not so different from a hospital . But the doctor does look a bit funny . And the poor woman who bled during birth is she my mother am i unlucky or what in the past to my mother died and in this life to but what worries me that that why am i aware of my surroundings dose every infant is aware or i am the only one .
Whatever now i have another chance i will do all that i couldn't in my previous life.