I watched as Sasha grabbed her throat. A sob left me as I was dropping to my knees. Not even the pain in my stomach could distract me from all the blood. "Please. She's important." I cried out as I watched blood come out her mouth. I closed my eyes instantly, Everything was to much. All I wanted was freedom. Not for anyone to die. "Please." I whispered breathlessly.
"So what will it be beautiful? Rewind time and take your protection down or allow a world without everlasting love?" Alex mockingly asked. Everyone knew how important she was. "Meridith rewind time. Let her decide while the world still has love that lasts forever." Zavier stated.
Alex gave Meridith a look and she instantly rewinded time to right before Alex slit Sasha's throat. I looked around and watched my hope fade away. I could allow the world to suffer without love that was strong enough to beat hate or I could give in and surrender. I wasn't dumb, I knew what that meant. I wanted my freedom but at what cost would I get it? How bad would it be for all mortals when Gods lost the ability to have everlasting love? Mortals already fought each other because of us but Losing everlasting love would make even light Gods less caring.
"We don't have all day." Alex said impatiently. "Let her think about it." Zavier scolded. Obviously he seen the future. I hated him right now. Why did he have to be evil? "Fine but once she makes her decision, Sasha's death will be permanent." Alex said as he took out the knife that not even Meridith could save her from. Now my hands were completely tied. "I'll do it but Im only taking the protection down for Sasha." I declared. I won't let them erase my memories. Alex chuckled a dark sexy chuckle.
"You must forget, I hold all the important cards. Unless you think everlasting love isn't important." Alex chuckled out. He was completely insane and dark. "You're evil. Wait you are all evil. Royals are dark Gods that have light magic aren't they." I realized what was now obvious. But I wasn't evil. So was I not a royal. "Am I really a royal? Sasha are you a royal?" I asked causing Sasha to pale.
Alex gave me a sexy smile. Too bad for him I felt nothing. How had I not noticed that my feelings weren't the same. "Enough chitchat just take down the protection for Sasha." Zavier stated causing me to sigh in relief. Lucky for Gods and Goddesses our magic was our second nature. So taking my protection down for Sasha was easy, even with how long I hadn't had magic for.
"Okay." I said. "No Mazaya you don't know." Sasha couldn't finish because Alex was already controlling her. "Wait." I screamed as I felt the love being pushed into me. He was forcing to much love into me. The pressure was to much causing me to fall to my knees. I couldn't even stay kneeling it was to much.
As I laid my head on the cold floor reality kicked in and my mind was in panic mode. I had to push him out because I could already feel butterflies when I thought of him. "If you push him out, Sasha's dead permanently. Think before you act Mazaya." Zavier dryly stated. Did any of these royals care at all. What did Arthur think of this?
I paled instantly and got lightheaded as I looked up and watched Arthur talk to Multiple Dark Gods. What was he doing? One last jolt of magic went in me causing a whimper. I closed my eyes with the imagine of Arthur laughing. "Don't worry sweetheart they are all royals. You just have dark Gods and Royals mixed up." Alex whispered as he picked me up. Did he alter all my memories. How could The God of everlasting hate and The God of complete Madness be a royal? Everything I knew was a lie.
"Don't worry none of them are here for you besides
The God of everlasting hate. I need the hate you have for me gone." Alex said as he sat us down again. "Here. You never got to eat." Alex put a piece of fruit in front of me. I couldn't even fight the butterflies I was getting just for him feeding me. I took a bite with a hint of guilt.
"Baby I'm sorry for what I did to you, I know it's not enough to say sorry but I already forced Sasha to take the love away. If I would've never protected the love I have for you." Alex paused making me feel regret. He was being tricked because of Sasha. I was so mean. I was hurting him to the point he made me pregnant. "I'm sorry." I whispered.
"Shhhhh don't apologize. We were both tricked. Now let The God of everlasting hate in. Please." Alex begged. I looked around trying to think clearly. Alex was clouding my mind right now. His smell was intoxicating and his body felt soft and like home. It was nearly impossible so as I looked around my mind started to clear up a bit.
Sasha had tears running down her face and The God of complete Madness was whispering In her ear. What had I done. Chaos was erupting around us. Multiple Dark Gods we're having a discussion with Arthur. While some were just standing around. What was about to happen? I looked back at Sasha to her faced paled. What was he doing to her. The Goddess of misery, anxiety, grief and depression came up behind her. "You lied." I absentmindedly stated. It was obvious they were going to torture her.