Chapter 18 - desperation

***Three Days Later***

Yo girl was forbidden from any and all sexual acts and it was torture for her, to sleep in the same bed with the man she wanted to always touch and make love with but was unable to,

Then having to "bond" with another man who was pretty shy, was boring plus the systems were making her have get close to him...which she didn't mind since he was irritatingly shy, but after that, it was pretty much smooth sailing.

But either way, that man was just a pet, a cute little pet she didn't mind having around her, but after that, she was like oh my fucking God when is this going to end, I can't even get wet nor fe0el any sorts of pleasure and it's driving me crazy!

He hadn't made any advances on her and she's doing as the system says and taking her time with him.

It was pretty funny as she started craving sex but as she tried quitting Ashera teased her into doing it, it was now a challenge to make him fall in love with her as she was supposed to be a succubus!!!

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It's been 3 days since his last feed and he was a bit sluggish today, he was horny and he felt lewd as he served customers, he bit his lip as he found so many scents so appetizing and he couldn't help but want to taste.

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"You alright? You're flustered right now"

Milla said snapping him out of it, he looked over to her as she was enjoying some ice-cream and he looked down.

"Hey, when's the full moon"

It's tomorrow, why do you ask?"

She said but he looked up at the stars and a look of discontent filled him.

'It's my time of the month, what will it be this month, will my hunger make me consume, will I tear up something... or will it make me horny, I never know when it comes to my lunar cycle'

"Don't you find it weird we have 3 moons?" he asked.

"Not at all, the blue one represents the heavens while the red one represents the earth and the green one represents the Devine, which this very realm"

She went into teacher mode, but as she was about to give him a lesson on the moons like how they affect the planet and the creatures living here, mainly like a werewolf or let's say incubus's as well, she felt a warmth on her shoulder and she looked to see him leaning against him.

"From an old folklore from the village I was born in, the red moon is NI and the blue moon is ICHI, and the green moon is SAN, the red is the banner all Demons reside under, it's a sign of unity and representation that they'll live on, and the blue belongs to the gods before they left, the green remains as the ruminal sign, Devine green, one to unite this realm and all its people and creatures alike"

He said but then he closed his eyes.

"Sorry for my useless rambling, I haven't been myself lately"

He felt her hands and he thought she was going to tell him to move, but then he felt his head glide to the softness of her lap and her hand rub his head.

"It's fine, I like it, and I like you, so keep going I don't mind"

Her face became strawberry-red.

"Well it's not like that, but we're friends and you've been good to me and you've been hanging around ya know, so what I'm trying to say is!"

But as she looked down at him she saw him soundly sleeping and she smiled as she began blushing deeply.

"I like-like you"

She ran her hand through his hair.

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It's dark, so very dark, am I dieing again or did I finally kick the bucket, no...he won't let me die, it's like I'm cursed, back-stabbed and betrayed by my own people, all my hearts burst and pierced, but. . .death has a grudge and the greatest suffering is his favors.

Why Alice, why did you have to betray and sell me out to the devil's, if only you didn't do that then I wouldn't have had to kill you.

The tears I shed that day, was it for the sorrow of losing my dearest friend or the hatred that you made me suffer to the point where I almost went into eternal slumber in far shore(afterlife).

Alice just like God's, we are beings born of the far shore, Demon's we are, and who was it that went into that slumber, not me...but you.

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"Ashera!" opening his eyes he saw a worried Milla.

His face was wet and he pressed his hands on his cheek to find out tears came running down his face.

"How pathetic"

'To think a dream of that...girl, did this to me'

His words came as a shock to her as he said that and looked down.

He noticed he was in her room and he sighed as he said that last part out loud.

"To think I let little Milla carry me home and lay me in her bed, I wonder what naughty things I was exposed to?"

He said with a straight face and she layed the plate she had in her hand down before playfully hitting him and pouting.

"It's not like that!"

But as a soft hit land on his chest, she grabbed her fist and smiled.

"Too bad, if you said you said you did I might have given myself to you"

He then leaned in and whispered.

"Because you're making me incredibly horny, and with this moon out. . .I have no clue how I'm going to act"

He blew in her ear sending a tingly feeling through her bones.

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"Stop messing with me Ashera!"

*bonk*

She hit him over the head with her pillow and he fell back laughing.

She smiled as it was good to see him less pouty and serious and happier, but he teased her way too much and her heart couldn't handle it.

[ Lunar cycle starts in 1 hour and 56 minutes ]

He felt his body slowly getting warmer and he sat up crossing his legs and looking at her with an innocent and curious smile.

"So, hadi and Ken, are they giving you any more trouble"

He said but then she looked down and sat on her bed next to him,

"I saw them once and it was a month ago, they tried coming after me and I ran, but after that, I haven't seen them at all... but I know what happened to them"

She paused as she said that and took in a deep breath as those two were very close to making her develop a heart-devil.

"They've been hospitalized, Mr.kozen found the two and when they were brought to the clinic, many of their bones were broken and they didn't wake up until recently, it's really tragic what happened to them, I hope whoever did this to them is found and punished for their wrongdoing even if they deserved it"

She was too pure and he thought it was adorable.

"Hm, indeed"

Yeah...so he was behind it, they tried bulling him and so when they chased after his teacher he found it a good opreturnity to catch them alone and he got a bit carried away.

She looked at him and squinted her eyes "you didn't do it did you" but then he chuckled.

"What if I did"

She glared at him with suspicion before suddenly flicking his forehead,

"Probably not"

What a naive and foolish girl you are.

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As they chatted his body got too hot and he unbuttoned the top part of his shirt and ran his hand through his hair sticking it backward.

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As she was talking about how interesting her students were and praising them she came across talking about ashera and she wished he spoke to the others and would become more social, he didn't comment on it as it was weird talking about himself and also he didn't want to make up a lie or say something he wasn't going to do.

But he was also subconsciously fighting himself as this full-moon was driving him crazy.

"Oh sorry, I'm just rambling now, I hope I didn't bore you"

"No, you're fine"

But as he said that, he patted her head and he smiled sweetly.

"I'm heading to sleep, take care little Milla"

He got up and as he walked to her door "Ashera!" she called his name,

"Goodnight ~"

He smiled telling her the same back and then he went down the hall to a guest room of hers and he closed the door,

Walking to the bed he relaxed a bit as his body burned and he needed to suppress his spiritual/demonic more pov, he was a Demon so he lacked control but he still had to try his hardest tonight.

For a Demon with control is extremely dangerous, and he practiced that control, but as he matured he might have second-guessed himself now, after all, what the hell is controlling and why should he.

His mind got chaotic and as mimic broke, he was slowly sinking into heat and the desire to mate was strong.

But he lacked a partner, he had someone of the opposite sex in the other room, but he refused to touch her like that, it was a complicated feeling and he didn't truly understand himself.

But he marked his scent all over the bed and as his claws emerged he almost scratched the wood and sheets...but then he snapped out of it.

He shook his head and calming himself down he used mimic once more as he still had a year left and that wasn't a lot of time,

He for up and walked to the window.

"I'll see you in the morning Milla"

Opening the window he climes out and disappears into the night, as his wings spread and he heads into town.

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With the [reaper chains] now weighing 100kg, he was desperate to kill his targets, if he was to exceed 150kg, he wouldn't be able to move anymore.

He needed to reap someone who possessed the <<>>, it's basically who all reapers slay to fulfill their quota, and it can appear on anyone, it's unknown how someone acquires it and even Death himself refuses to answer such question.

But all Ashera needed to know was he was looking for a and it's kinda ironic on why they were called that, but that's what he needed to find and slay.

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It wasn't long before he was walking in an alleyway and he saw a group of people, it seemed as if they were pummeling someone.

But he could care less because he saw it, he saw a and he could tell he was one as he had a black Skull on the back of his neck.

Without hesitation, he dashed forward, but with the weight slowing him down he was heard easily by the others, but it was too late as his sickles formed and he already cleaved the head off of the , as soon as he died Ashera saw the black Skull turn white and then fade away meaning mission complete, and the weight of now 110kg went down to 0kg.

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He was lifted from that burden, but before he knew it, they were all killed, he impulsively killed them all without thinking and 8 bodies were laying on the ground.

No there was a survivor, a half-orc around his age, he looked up at Ashera and he showed no signs of fear, he only quaked as his muscles were beaten from taking a shit-tone of damage from those humans.

"Thank you, Ashera-Kun"

He said taking a deep breath and forcing himself up to stand and then do a slight bow.

He didn't get how the orc knew his name but he didn't feel like Killing anyone anymore and he was more focused on something else.

"You know my name? Tell me how?"

He spoke without thinking, but either way, this could play in his favor, saving the life of another equals a debt of one's life, so he could basically expand his search for the Demon of Alethra.

"My apologies, I'm Thepis and we're classmates, I'm sorry to cut this short but help me home and I'll answer any questions you have, after all the look you're giving me is one of curiosity if I'm correct"

He was indeed correct, but what troubled him the most was that the magic item seemed to have no effect on him, could they be broken?

Either way, he didn't feel killing the orc, he was horny and he'd prefer to fuck some, rather than fuck up their life, so he helped the orc home and on their way, he thought of a place to hunt, maybe a tavern to pick up someone for the night, he didn't know and his thoughts were jumbled up.

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(little dialog)

Meanwhile, as this was happening the door opened and with her brown hair slightly wet from taking a shower and her body in some comfy pajamas, she walked into the guest room and closed the door, locking it.

With her shirt fully unbuttoned she walked over to the puffy sheets of the bed and she sat on it, slowly moving her body against the bump in the sheets and she whispered.

"Ashera"

She whispered.

She moved her body against the bump even more and she was already dripping wet and in heat, she couldn't take it anymore and his scent which filled the air was driving her crazy.

"I truly think of you as my best and only friend, but I can't hold back anymore"

She moved the covers, but no one was there and in the end, she buried her face into the sheets covered with his scent and moved her hand into her pajamas and Bagan playing with herself.

The full moon made it intense for her

"Ahh~♡"