This is the war of love
By sidra Tulmuntaha
Episode No: 1
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Carefully opening the small door of the gate, as soon as he came out, a black car parked in the distance turned on the headlights and attracted him. She could not immediately move towards the car, just stared at the car with blank eyes. Seeing him not moving forward, Sabtin Suleiman himself brought the car near him and stopped it and opened the front seat door. Abigail's silent puppets moved and her eyes wandered away from the car to the doorway of the mansion. Taking a deep breath, Sabteen calmed his nerves and got out of the car and sat in the front seat without giving Abgina a chance to utter a word. He quickly took the driving seat and started the car. Abigail's breathing stopped. The angry faces of his father and brothers began to turn in front of his eyes. His heart longed to get out of the car and run away ... Despite Abgina's uneasiness, Sabteen did not utter a word of consolation. This was not the time for these flirtations. They had to get out of here as soon as possible. The whole area near the mansion was full of loyalists of the residents of the mansion ...! Adjusting the cap, he glanced at the security camera and drove away at full speed.
Her silent, serious gray eyes were fixed on Sansan Road. It was difficult to guess what was going on in her mind at that time with her spotted face. I looked up at the building, which was far awayIt was not hidden from view ... Surrounded by anxiety, when she could not understand any thought, she put her hand on her chest in a prayerful manner and engaged in secrets from the Lord.
"My God, I know I have taken the wrong step but I was compelled ... Do I have no right to love, honor and happiness? Or God, I have made this decision in a hurry but I have never made my decision." Don't regret ... Relying on the love of Sabteen, I have taken such a big step, this step should never be heavy on me ... Have mercy on me or lord ... "
At that time he did all the prayers for himself because there was no one in his life for whom there was a desire to pray ... And yet he was the one who needed prayers the most at that time ...! Disturbed by his faint sobs, Sabteen just glanced at him and fixed his eyes on the road again.
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Sitting on the sofa, she kept looking at the clock on the wall that was ringing at three-thirty at night. The people of the mansion were fast asleep at that time, so far no one would have known, but how long could the night last? I had to go ... It had to happen in the morning and then ... Doomsday was upon the inhabitants of the mansion, they would have been thirsty for his blood ...! And this thirst was not going to be quenched before drinking his blood ...!
His blood was drying up as he thought about the possible situation to come. She used to wipe the tears from the corners of the sheet repeatedly. She had already wet the corner of the sheet. Sabtin was watching the ups and downs of his face and was leaving. Feeling the warmth of his eyes, Abgina looked at him in shock, but by then he had changed the angle of his eyes. Abigail pursed her lips and rubbed her palms together. It was also an expression of his inner turmoil. She was terrified of Sabteen's silence. Somewhere he was going crazy hearing about her marriage and now that she was with him, she was nervous, not once did he try to encourage her. This alienation of Sabteen was creating fears in his heart. After soaking her throat, she cast a sly glance at Sabteen, then stared at the ground and said in a verbal manner.
"When will Sabteen come to get married?"
"Message from my friend. Just on the way, about to arrive." She stared at him in response.
Was he surprised to find out that Sabteen had a friend? He was famous as Adam Bizar ... I didn't face anyone at the university ... Maybe there is a friend outside the university ...! Guessing in her heart, she had stopped the coffee mug extended by Sabteen, but she had no intention of drinking coffee. Was it her innocence or stupidity that after taking such a step, she was sitting alone with him in her house and she was taking great care to avoid eating or drinking anything ...!
A strange smile on Sabteen's lips disappeared.
"Here ... my friend's message has arrived, everyone has arrived ... they are out, I will bring them! Don't worry ..." For the first time in all this time, he was speaking in the same gentle tone to which Abigina was accustomed.
He had a lot of courage from his previous style. Shaking her head, she began to see Sabtin wringing her fingers out of a small flat devoid of paint and essentials.
After a while, she was to get married to a man who claimed to love her and respected her ... Which looked exactly like princes ... Absolutely different from the men of his mansion! As soon as this thought came, half of Abgina's panic flew away and the rest had to leave after the marriage. It was such a wonderful idea ... Shaking off the whispers and getting lighter was giving him happiness ... She started looking at the door with a very charming smile and bright waiting eyes ...
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He was also smoking a cigarette while driving. Her ego had found great peace, her years-old stubbornness had been fulfilled, but the gleam that should have been in her gray eyes at that time was gone. Probably because he was Sabteen Suleiman ... It wasn't what it used to be ... He used to be selfless but the heart in his chest felt ... Someone was blaming him from inside, his nerves were getting excited ... The reproachful voices were getting louder and louder, which he tried to suppress in the noise of loud music, which increased the speed of the car.
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The wait was long ... The clock was showing the time from three and a half to four, but Sabteen did not return. He freed his aching legs from the rags and lifted them up to his chest. His horrified eyes would sometimes look at the clock and sometimes at the closed door with hope.
My heart was pounding in my ears. The lower lip was crushed with such brutality that the blood began to glow. After a while she remembered God in her heart and went to the wall on the right side near the window. Frightened and hesitant, he lifted the white curtain and found his eyes dark and serene outside. There was no sign of any soul.
This newly built residential area was not yet inhabited. More than half of the buildings were still under construction. The flat, which was part of a three-story building, was the only flat in the building that was inhabited. There was no other human being in the whole building, as Sabteen had already told him. This loneliness did not feel so much before due to the presence of Sabteen, but now this thought was destroying his soul.
"Sabtin left me and left? But why and where? No, no, it can't happen. Why will Sabtin leave me like this? Somewhere Baba and Bhai didn't reach here ...? No, at that time it is not possible. But what can I do? I don't know what to do ... Should i go and see Yes... Let me see Why would Sabteen leave me alone like this ??? "
Dupatta he had already covered his head ... Wrapping the sheet around her, she came out of the flat in a panic. The flat was on the third floor and the light bulb was on in the same floor. The lower two floors were covered in semi-darkness. It was much darker outside than inside ... The lights from somewhere were trying to dispel the darkness of the night.
"Sis ... Sabteen ... !!! Sabteen where are you ??? Sabteen I'm scared ... Sabteen ????" She was calling out to him in a low voice, taking small steps and moving forward. She was looking around in the hope that all of a sudden Sabteen Suleiman would appear from somewhere and all her worries would run away hiding her face with shame.
"Sabtin ?? Why are you doing this ?? Sabtin I'm scared ...!" Suddenly, her feet got entangled in a small mountain of gravel and she fell into the gravel. He realized he had made the biggest mistake of his life ... Tomorrow's sun was about to rise not only on the people of Haveli but also on it with the Hour ...!
"Why did they do that? They loved me, didn't they? They were saying they would take my life and mine if I didn't hold their hand ... I held their hand." Then why did they leave me in the middle like this ?? What have I done except trust in their love ??? "
Questions were rising in his heart, the answers to which he could not find even after much thought.
Apart from the fear of his father and brothers, the fear of being left alone was also killing him. With a trembling hand over her mouth, she was trying to suppress her sobs when a nearby roar terrified her. Holding his breath, he looked to the right in fear and found a wolf-like dog near him for a dangerous weapon. It had turned white with fear. Holding her breath in her chest, she was unable to understand anything when the dog barked and jumped towards her. She got up as fast as she could and ran as fast as she could. She was definitely running like this for the first time in her life. He could feel his heart pounding in his throat. As she ran fast, the sheet slipped from her shoulders and became entangled in her legs. She fell down and immediately recovered and started running again. The dog's constant barking could not stop him. The sheet was left behind when a phone larger than a hand slipped and fell to the ground. Her legs braked when the phone rang, but as soon as she saw the dog, she started running again.
"Oh God help me ... don't leave me alone ..." The heart was constantly crying out to God when it saw two human monsters coming from afar. Abgina waved to him for help and ran towards him. They were two simple middle-aged men who picked up stones and started beating the dog before he could say anything. Making strange noises, the dog suffocated and ran away. Standing at a distance with her hands over her heart, she was watching the whole scene with wide eyes. After the dog ran away, she took a deep breath of relief and turned her head to thank the angels, but suddenly His heart was aching. They were both looking at each other and pointing at him with a strange smile. Abigail, who had sat on the ground to rest her breath, slowly got up, drawing a lot from his gestures. Before she could run again, one of the men stepped forward and patted her on the head.
"My sister, what are you doing here at the moment? She's alone too? Don't be afraid, consider us your brother." He removed his hand from his head and wrapped his arms around her shoulders.
The tone of this man's tone was very artificial. Now not everyone could be a great actor like Sabteen Suleiman.
"Mmm ... I'll go." Shaking his arm around his shoulders, he spoke with certainty and the next moment he ran headlong.
"Abe is running Sally ... catch up!"
"If she had such a noble daughter, what would she be doing outside at this time of night?"
They both followed him, abusing him. Abigail came running out of this deserted area. Now there was a straight path in front and there were alleys around it. Instead of running on a straight path, he turned to these small alleys to get out of a door or a wall. His decision was in his favor. On the straight path, she could easily fall into their hands, but she would escape from them by hiding in the semi-dark streets. This game was going on like this when the light of day started spreading everywhere ... The doors and windows of the houses began to open. Someone was going out of the house to go to work, college or school. The two human-like devils also went on their way by cursing him due to the rising light and the influx of people. Hiding behind the terrace of a house, she got up and sat on the terrace when she saw them returning, and began to look at this brightly colored stranger of the neighborhood with empty eyes in the morning.
Like his eyes, his heart and mind were completely empty. What happened to him ... What did he do to himself ?? The compulsion was so great that she could not ask for anyone's help ... Can she get help by saying that she had run away from her home in the desire of respect and love and the person with whom she had run away had left her ... Her father and brothers must have been thirsty for her blood. They would not give him any chance to explain and would take him down to the living grave ...
"Girl, who are you and why are you sitting on our platform? Get away ... I have to clean ...!" A muttering old woman opened the door with a broom and came out holding a small bucket of water and staring at him with disgusted eyes. Seeing a bucket of water, I woke up thirsty for a glass ... Abgina's heart wanted to ask them for water ... Thorns were burning in my throat due to thirst.
"Auntie ... will you get a glass of water?" His voice and eyes were filled with so much.
Sweeping, the woman stopped and Sartapa looked at her with deep eyes. "Who are you ?? I've never seen you here before ..." They threw the broom on the ground and were completely drawn to it. She looked unwell but looked like a good family. The shining diamond tops in the ears were expressing their value with a scream. But why was she sitting helplessly at his door ?? Curiosity flashed in the old sharp eyes.
The glass slammed into them ... If she had been soft-spoken, she might have listened to all the stories about Abigail herself, but she was asking this question just to get a taste. A glass of water had not been found so far.
Abigail turned silently and moved forward, but the woman's muttering did not leave her able to lift her head.
"Looks like a shameless girl has run away from home! Shall I give water to such a shameless girl? Don't poison me!"
Abgina's heart wanted to go back to her and say "Give me poison Aunty! This will not be less kindness ..." Lost in thought, she came out of this neighborhood. There was a main road in front ... She sat down on the sidewalk and stared at life with her chin on her knees.
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Day and night passed like torment on him, now he had become accustomed to this torment. According to his estimate, this was the eighth day that this princess had spent sifting the dust in the streets. He did not know what to do or where to go. She was standing in a dead end ... If she took refuge in a charity, she would easily reach her father and brothers. These small streets were a safer place for him than the city. She didn't turn to the main road unless absolutely necessary. In the early days, she couldn't believe Sabteen's infidelity ... After wandering the streets for two days, she returned to the area where Sabteen had taken her. He did not expect to find his phone and chador, nor did he, but he was shocked to find that there was another person in the flat where Sabtin had taken him, claiming that he did not belong to Sabtin. He knows and he is the real owner of this flat. Whether he was true or false, Abgina had no choice but to believe ... All hopes left by Sabteen were dashed ... Then he decided to compromise with the situation ...
Even her short but precious jewelery had been snatched away by some looters on the third day of her helplessness and it was thankful that the looters were not attracted to her beauty.
Leaning under a tree or on the terrace of a house, she would fall asleep for a while and take the form of a beggar before daybreak. Tangled hair, muddy air, clothes worn for many days were proving to be helpful for him. Her misery gave her the courage to reach out and get a few coins and buy something from a stall and eat it. It seemed like it was just life now ... He had to spend his whole life secretly begging in such fear. Many times his heart also wished to collide with a moving vehicle but the truth hah ... Suicide was haraam in all circumstances, no matter how haraam life is becoming ???
She was still standing on the main road, staring at the back of a speeding car, wishing to die when the peddler put her in a mild rice shopper and handed it to her. Seeing him moving towards, his breath got stuck in his chest ... She couldn't take another step ... Haleem rice shopper slipped from his hand and fell to the ground ... The complexion had turned white and the eyes began to dim. She could see her own death. She was dying before she died.
Standing lifeless, he regained consciousness when Babar grabbed him by the arm and dragged him to his black pujaro. Abigail's breath was holding back and Babar's breath was moving forward. This is what happened when he was trying to suppress a violent outburst.
Leaning on the seat, she stared at her brother's wide back with frightened eyes. Even tears had flowed from the doorstep due to the intensity of fear.
"(Abuse) That's why she was saying, 'Brother, get permission to study at the university.' So she kept playing the game of love (abuse), who was she ?? Who was that barking (abuse)! Will not tell ??? Does not matter! Ada Sai and Baba Sai will feed you in their own way. Even the living will be buried in the grave. No, I will put you in the dust first! By supporting you, I saw the gentleness of the berth, (abuse) the repentance of my seven generations who never understood a woman more than a shoe ... !! "
Babar's voice was very heavy and at that time he was tearing the eardrums of Abgina as he was roaring. Her heartbeat seemed to slow down. All the way she kept praying that he would die a natural death before reaching the mansion, but before something happened according to the intention which would happen now ... She stared at the gate of the mansion with wide eyes ...
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to be continued