How can I wear this daisy dress, and I looked down, at my neck, where the butterfly necklace was placed, and it was shining brightly when the sun rays were falling on it. How is this possible?! I was sitting on dinning tables chair, where sun was directly hitting me. I remembered well, last night I was wearing, that silver shimmer dress, and there was no neck- oh wait, is it my 16-birthday party!?
I looked around, the same decoration, the balloons, the same faces wearing that dress, I don't remember if they were wearing this dress. Oh, I would remember if I see the cake, and Kate! Because Kate came, at my party and, we had so much fun together.
I ran near the food-court, yes, this is my 16 birthday!
The same black forest cake, I loved it taste, and never got the chance to taste it again, as it was available but didn't taste like this, I guess, the chef changed. Well, let's eat it first then we will think.
I smiled, on how hungry I am. And delicately sliced the biggest piece. I balanced it and placed it carefully on the dish.
I scooped it, and started to fill my mouth, until there's no space left to chew. Umm, this is so freaking tasty. I want to go, and kiss that chef on his hands, what a cake! I am in love with it!
"Here, she is, my hungry daughter Nova. Nova, dear please, left some cake for your uncle and aunty." Both of them started to laugh. What can I do, I smiled. Fuck dad, who cares, I took another scoop of it.
"So, Nova, in which uni are you planning to go for? As you have, A grade in every sub, you got two medals in swimming, and you are amazing!" aunt exclaimed it with joy.
Last time, I remember she was, talking about how good his son is, and she couldn't stop talking about her son. And now, tables changed, she is non-stop talking about me.
Dad laughed, "let her first finish this cake. My naïve Nova!"
I hate this man. I placed the dish on table, and walked from there, as if I had not listened to any of their shits!
Oh crap, Kate!
I tried to search for her in the party but she was not there, how can this be poss- wait, I think I got it.
I ran upstairs, and then I remember well, I locked my door.
I GOT IT…I opened my eyelid. Now I know, what to do! I spined in joy.
I took the paper from the shelf, and hurriedly took the pencil.
"Uh, as per that bird, he said me I am STUCK, which means, I am replaying my life, I am changing my past, and grades, and my life! okay, and last night, I was with V, and I don't know what happened, as when my eyes opened I was sitting here. I am teleporting! and if I don't get out of it, will I be RE-PLAYING my life again and again!?"
I scratched my head a little, and started to draw the flow chart:
Life
1_ Teleports, when something I wish for take places. Like, the party scene, and V's
2_ I messed up with Kate, which means I FUCKED up with RULE! So, this means I will be stuck here, until I make it up! And once I am done with it, I will teleport again. And I think when I clear it up, I will play my life from Dance mania I guess. Or I will start with filling up my UCAS form, cuz I took long enough time here! And full filled my every wish!
I sighed, and crumbled the paper and threw it in dustbin, as know one is suppose to know about this, except me!
Okay so my plan is ready, first Kate then cake, one last time, and then next generation!
"Open the door Nova!" mom said it from the other side of door. I unlocked it. She hugged me. and looked at me with love in her eyes, "Nova, you don't have to be upset on what your dad said to you, you know he loves you, right!"
Love, and me? okay I never said this to her, but enough. My whole birthday was ruined, because of him. and I am not gonna leave him. Mom, said me the same thing, and as I was this afraid Nova, I couldn't tell her what I felt that day (on my previous 16 birthday I mean). But now, now I have the guts.
I clenched my fist, "Mom, it's a bitter truth, but dad never loved me-
"don't say like this Nova, its your birthday, we love you, my child!"
"Mom, listen, I know you guys no not you both, but only you, I know you love me, and wants what's best for me. but dad, he doesn't love me, because if you love that person, you don't make their fun in front of others, he did this all his life. he was only good with me, for some time, when I was a small kid!"
She was looking at me with, sympathy in her eyes. "mom, I am fine. Don't look at me like that, you are making me feel weak, you are making me feel like, I need a psychologist!" I sighed.
She took me in her embrace. And whispered.
"I trust you!"
"so do I!"
I went out from my bedroom, as I couldn't stand there any longer.
I ran downstairs, to find Kate. I was on my way to out of that party. But dad stopped me, "Look, there, she is, hungry Nova. She is running towards the food, and it will soon finish! Lets run guys, or we won't have a piece to eat!" Others started to laugh, on the lame joke he cracked on me. The word's he said and their stupid sound of laughter made me stopped, I felt rage inside me. he did same on my previous bd, and I felt so uncomfortable, cuz of him. he is a bully, bullying his own daughter that's enough!
I went near him, "Dad, I took this hungry trait from you!" I point my finger directly at him, "and please never call me your daughter, I am sorry if my words are hurting you, but seriously! You know, why, cuz, whenever, anything happens, you make my fun." I placed my hands on waist and looked at him with rage, that was burning inside me, "What did you thought, I would stand still, and hear my insult, huh? well let me clear one thing, that's not going to happen now. You had made enough fun of my and my life. do you even know, how much I hated my life because of you, I was so demotivated, I couldn't speak my mind off, I never felt comfortable with anyone, except Kate. When you can not play your role well, don't expect me to do the best. Hope I made myself pretty clear to you!"
I felt relief, when I told him this, for the first time in my life I felt like, I had faced one of my biggest fear, I felt confident than ever, I felt brave. I turned, and started to walk. I am feeling grace in my walking.
I did it! I feel like, I am now, all set. But I am also feeling lil bad about what I said to him earlier. I know, I shouldn't have speak to him like this, but I couldn't stop myself. How can you gulp this attitude, his sick behavior made my life living hell. And I am very thankful for this transmigration thing, cuz of which I can make my life best, I could take my decision again, and build my confidence!
Forget him, lets go at Kate, time to make it up.
****
I knocked K's house.
She came out. She was looking confused, when she saw me. lets make it normal, I don't want to start with sorry.
"Bitch, how can you forget my birthday!? I came all here, to take my best friend! Where is she!?"
She sighed, "you lost her long ago!"
Oh, did, I hurt her this bad!
"I could never, we had promised to be with each other forever!"
She smiled. I started tickling her. she was laughing like crazy. "Okay, Nova you win..n-n-now stop, p-p-please!" I sopped tickling her.
"let's go!"
"Where!?"
"It's my birthday, so we are going in the meadows first. And then you will treat me with Mc. Gray's Pizza. That's it!"
"Wait here. I'll be back!"
****
We were in meadows.
I took a deep breath, and closed my eyes, I could feel, sun rays kissing me. I feel free.
"Boo!" Kate, screamed in my ear. And I snapped out of my feelings. I stared her angrily. "I am going to punch you, you are so dead Kate!"
She ran through the tall grass, and I was behind her.
There was joy of laughter, and loads of love, the best birthday, I had spent again!
We then went to eat pizza. We had so much fun today.
"N, I am sorry!"
"For what!?"
"I should have, put my ego aside and come to you, to say sorry, I had missed you so much!" told you, she is sweet and pure, as her name, remember?
"Come on K, it was my fault. I behaved like a total jerk! And I missed you too. My bestie!"
She hugged me tightly. And I dropped her home, while we were laughing, talking and giggling.
Wait, I cleared my mess, Kate is happy, I gave my piece of mind to dad, then why am I not teleporting!?
Is this some kind of joke, did I took the uni tension so seriously, that I felled in coma, or something like that!? I had seen this things in movie! Oh god, what's happening!
I was wandering, in town. In hope, that I would teleport somehow, or find that little bird.
But cloud became heavy, and it started to rain! New York whether can be worst, it was sunny whole day and now raining, who thought!?
I was running to my way back home, and I am all wet, woah, I stumbled, and a big hand, hold me carefully, and he balanced me, before I fell again on ground, making a thud sound, like happened in the Maina case. I looked up to see who he was and to my surprise it was V.
He was looking some sort of sexy men. Standing in heavy rain. The rain was falling over him, and his shirt was sticked to his body, I could see all through it. Oh gosh, how good he looks. Its like Noah standing in front of me from that movie, The notebook.
That rain scene, like how we are in, standing in middle of road, the rain falling on us, he holding me carefully, and the rain which touched our skin, it felt like, the god blessing, falling on us!
How can someone look this hot in this cold weather? I can't control myself-
"Nova Ride, you are so beautiful! How am I so lucky to have you in my arms!"
Oh my, when he said this, I could feel a fire in my stomach, my cheeks, got red, and I was blushing da*m hard. "Day dreamer, are you dreaming about me, again?"
This time, I didn't deny it. How could I, "yes!"
He smiled, his hair came, on his face, and water was dripping from it. Oh god, this is so beautiful. He beautifully, set them back, and lick his lip, on which rain-water was there. I couldn't control anymore.
And I smashed my lips on his. The kiss was so passionate and more like caring. He kissed me back, and I closed my eyes, as I want to feel him, his soft lips which was on mine.
The best thing, which can ever happen on my birthday is this. I take it as a present from God.
Huh, how can I hear laughing sound? It was not here before! I opened my eyes, and to my surprise there was a red-