This week, Sun God came and ask me "Why don't you take sides before the war starts? It will be much better."
When I asked about the sides, he said "Me and Wind God and Head God and her sister."
First problem is that I want to team up with the Head God but having the Sun God in a different team will be a trouble.
Second problem is that I don't like fights and I'd like to avoid it as much as I can.
But the small fight has already started.
Third problem is that if I team up with the Sun God, the regret that the Head God who taught me is fighting against me and teaming up with the Head God, I'll regret not able to talk to the Wind God.
Who did the Water God choose?
I asked him and he said none.
She is staying neutral in this matter. I told him give me this week to think it over.
When the week was over, I thought of teaming with the Sun God. Today I'll walk to his domain.
I was not familiar with his place. I'm not good at remembering directions either.
In the past, when I used to go to the Head God's place to study, I was lost.
She used to see me and used to guide me to her room.
Even in my own domain, I get lost often, wondering where is the study and where is the kitchen.
When I was a human, my mother used to get worried about me.
School, tution and shopping, I would be in a place that no one has ever found. My case right now is same.
It was bright sunny day and the chrysanthemums outside, bloomed.
I took care of different types of plants, trees and herbs. The rain and sun were regulated at the correct time in my place.
I even started growing the chrysanthemum since it brings good luck. I wanted luck for my sense of direction.
I hope that I reached the Sun God's domain. A worker came and he bowed.
I said "Just take care as always. I'll be going to the Sun God for some buisness."
He said "I hope you reach to him."
I just chuckled at his answer. He really does take care of me and my domain.
I was off. To travel the Sun God's domain I had to be passed through the Wind God's domain.
Knowing that she won't be at her domain will be a waste of time.
I will have ignore and fly through it.
I was humming a song which my mother sang to me when I was small. Suddenly, somebody from behind covered my face with a cloth.
The cloth had some kind of bitter smell. It was making me sleep. I was kidnapped. Who would do such a horrible thing to me!?
My luck, even though I saw the chrysanthemum today. It brings bad luck or I have no luck at all.
After a while, I think the sleeping spell wasn't strong enough. The sun was still high in the sky.
But when I turned to my left, there was a woman who was cleaning her right hand. She looked like a mad women.
I had to escape and she asked me "Which weapon do you like?"
Why a weapon? Does she have a whole set of weapons? Will she kill herself with the weapon I mention? That would be great then.
I said "An old fashioned sword."
She then pointed her right hand at me, soaked with water. It turned into an old fashioned sword.
I asked "Are you going to kill yourself with this?" She laughed evilly as if she had a screw loose in her brain.
She said "No, of course not, I will kill you."
Did I hear it correct? She'll kill me. I just became a God. That horrible death of mine was enough. And I'll die again.
My vision was turning blur, it was as if she has already cut my eyes. But no, it was because of too much sun.
That means I'm in Sun God's domain. The sun might kill me if I stay any longer.
I forgot about the mad woman in front of me. She was going to kill me and I would be dead for good this time.
Sun God appeared before me and rescued me. He said "Who do you work for? Murderer!"
I was saved by him. Now I am sure that I should join him to save myself.
I said "Why you want to kill me?"
She said "My master told me to try to kill you specifically and let the Sun God appear to save you. My job is done."
Sun God said "Who's your so-called master? Why specifically kill Earth God?"
She said as her hand returned to normal "I do not know my master's mind but she has everything under control now. Please spare me and I tell you my master's name."
Sun God said "I'll spare you just the name okay."
His eyes widened and his smile was big enough to make a person feel good. But he looked like he wanted someone to be out of Heaven.
She said "The Head God is my master."
I was shock that she wanted to try and kill me. She was just trying. But still.... why won't she kill me off?
The Sun God laughed as my mother did in her last moments and said "Your doom has come Head God. You'll be exiled for a treason. I'll make sure you'll be treated with cruelty."
My heart shattered it was like seeing somebody die over and over again.
But this seen of my mom trying to kill my father for good.
When I came to Heaven, I thought 'It's different than things on Earth.'
I was wrong, everyone has a evil side that they don't want to show and I think soon enough I'll be sucked in by my evil side too.The proof lied in front of me.
A God who I thought that was kind and calm, suddenly changed into somebody who liked to take a blood thirsty revenge.
My eyes was glued to his own. I vow to myself that I won't become like them, not in the least.
I'll protect myself and keep my guard at all times. If I fail to keep my vow, I will die as soon as break it.