Yu Tu was stunned for a moment: Jade Rabbit's Weibo?
Jing Jing:
Yes.
Then she sent a long voice recording over.
"Earlier on, my mind was all caught up in how you were leading everything and just dazed. How can you say you've achieved nothing? Even if you want to give up your present career and start over from the beginning, the things that you did before will still be there. Although I don't know exactly what you have done, I think it must be very precious. Thus, even if you don't do this job in the future, you don't have to negate what you did before. At least, you strove and struggled for your dream. Compared with compromising and never trying, I feel that this is at least, was not a mistake."
Jing Jing:
Rabbit God, add oil!
Yu Tu stubbed out the cigarette. After a short period of time, he pressed on that long recording to listen to it again. Qiao Jing Jing's voice was actually very pleasant to listen to. He remembered, during their high school years, she would always go on stage to sing whenever there was a cultural activity.
He did not expect that one day she would say such a thing to him.
— You're already a rabbit that has seen the most stars.
Yes, no matter what he did in the future, these past ten years, he did not let himself down. Whether he was going to persist or give up, at the very least he should not think that this was a mistake.
Yu Tu's finger was pressed against the reply box on WeChat. He didn't realize that at this moment his mood was so tender, to the extent that when he was keying in the text, his typing speed was so slow.
Yu Tu:
Thank you.
Yu Tu:
You should go to sleep.
Yu Tu:
We will start ranked matches tomorrow.
Jing Jing:
…Good night!
Yu Tu smiled, put down the phone, got up and walked to the window.
The sky outside the window was pitch-black, and even the slightest starlight could not be seen. He recalled, that day he went to look for his parents, it was also such a pitch-black night. He still remembered the suffocating feeling in his heart when he pushed open the door of the hotel room.
There was a time when everything had been right at his fingertips and he could just take it if he wanted, so he had not cared about any of it in the least. He had thought that he could solve everything. The whole process of growing up probably was telling him, he actually wasn't so omnipotent.
He thought, he had already helped himself in trying to achieve his dream. He should have no regrets anymore.