Now Seher was committed. It was hard for her to accept that but whenever she thought about that she smiled. She was never felt that it was new for her.
** Next day. **
She came back from school and took shower, she ate something and was going to her bed to take a nap suddenly she got a message from max.
Max: let's go somewhere.....
Seher: i have my tution classes....But where?
Max: after your tution ends I'll wait for you at the entrance of your society and then we can go anywhere you want to.
Seher: ummm...ok we'll see. I'll take a nap. See you there.
After she woke up her mom was talking with someone on phone. She asked who it was so her mom's told her about her cousin uncle's wedding. Seher was delighted to hear that as he was her favourite uncle. Her mom told her that she would go out to do some shopping for her uncle's wedding and that she had to do a lot of work because there was no time left. she got ready for her tuition and told her mom that she was leaving so that her mom can close the door. She met max on her way to the tuition and told him about everything.
Seher: I can't go anywhere with you because my mom could come at any time and if she doesn't sees me in tution she will get worried and I would get a good beating from her.
Max: fine but after your tution can you just show me your house? Uhh...I want to see it.
Seher: I'll try.
Time passed after her tuition she saw her mom going towards the mall her mom gave her the keys so as she told Max, she took him to her house. He saw it and they talked for sometime, Then she told him to go back as she was afraid that her mother could come anytime but Max got needy. He asked for a kiss from her and she gave him a kiss on his cheeks but Max kissed her on her lips also, although she went with the flow because she wanted him to go back fast but she didn't felt comfortable. They said bye to eachother and she closed the door. Then she ran towards her bathroom and brushed her mouth. She did it but she was not ok with it it she was uncomfortable with it and she was feeling guilty because she thought she was betraying her mother. She thought about that the whole night and she reached to a conclusion. Next day she called him and told him that she wanted to break up, as she was still not ready for that. Max was understandable and didn't created any drama. But his friends used to tease her and Hayat while he was not there, seeing all this she messaged him, she told him everything. He immediately apologized on his friends behalf and promised her that it will not happen again. After that she really didn't got any comments and she got back to her normal life.
Few days later she told all this to her school bestie while having her lunch. She explained every part especially that kiss part one senior heard it as he came he saw both of them and then smiled he did that twice. Both Seher and her bestie were embarrassed seher sat on the floor as she was laughing so hard on herself.
She regretted doing that because she thought she broke her mother's trust on her. But she was still in touch with Max. He was a good boy he understood her problem and always respected her decision. Even after all this he always used to tell her that he loves her and wants to marry her and that she was his world. At last she told him the reality she told him that she doesn't wants to be in more guilt because of her. her mother will feel bad and will never trust her in future. she was already not a good daughter so atleast she wants that wherever and whoever her parents wants her to be with she will do that. She wants to make them proud and she is afraid of losing them specially her mother.
As max was understanding he understood her and respected her. And because of this they became good friends.
Seher was an introvert, she always kept all her feelings within herself because she didn't knew how to make people understand her feelings so being quite was the option she was left with. She had very few close friend who could easily be counted on hand....
Annie and she were besties since they were in second standard, they shared everything and would always stick to each other. She was her first friend she made in her school as she didn't liked to talk with people, but she felt a connection with Annie, she found it comfortable and she could always be herself whenever she was with her. When she grew older she started getting along with people but always used to find it awkward talking first. In sixth grade when Annie went to another school she was left alone as she didn't knew anyone that much and because she would always be lost in her own world not many people used to talk with her. After one and half year Seher was late for her school that day when she reached her classroom, one of her class mates told her that Annie came back. As soon as she heard this she was so happy that she went on seventh cloud but she was also scared a little bit that what if she forgot her because she was really popular in school, she waited until lunch and then they finally met. Annie was so delighted to see her old friend and so was seher. She told a lot of things to her about her experience in that school and Seher told her that she became alone without her.
Her second bestie was Giya. Both Giya and Annie were in same class so when Annie came back they both became more good friends. Giya started hanging out with her and obviously she hanged out mostly with seher so Annie introduced Giya to her, it was really awkward for her as all these years she was only comfortable around Annie and now suddenly she introduced Giya. But after spending some time with her she realised that Giya had an amazing personality and they had a lot of similarities between them and from then those three became close friends.
Her third bestie was Akka. And she was also in same class as Giya and Annie so she also sometimes used to hangout with them but after sometime she became an official member of the group. They all became sisters, they used to do everything together, they used to tease each other with their crushe's name, sometimes they bunked classes together. They gossiped like other girls. With time akka and Seher became really close they used to talk with each other on phone for hours, they discussed about their dreams, about their likes and dislikes, about their crushes, about their studies, about their idols. Seher had a lot of foreign friends as she liked BTS a lot so she started interacting with other A.R.M.Y.S (BTS fans are known as ARMY) from all over global through Weverse. She saw a chat invite on one of the ARMY'S account and joined that group. After few months she invited Akka in that chat group so that she can also know people as she was also an A.R.M.Y.