My name is Futon, I came from a faraway world called earth. And well, I died. I jumped in front of an electric train and was crushed to a meat paste. Splash, it wasn't painful or anything. I just saw my soul leaving my body, it was strange seeing my dead body but I didn't feel any sensations. Just like a picture, dull and lifeless.
I forgot the purpose why I ended my life, and this reason has hunted me till now, was my life too horrible or was I a coward that got tired of it all.
The people at the train station saw my pieces sticking to the train rail and they didn't even react. It was like a natural occurrence to them, only some faint-hearted girls screamed and some others felt sorry, the rest viewed me as a coward somewhat. Some kids cried as my blood and body parts landed on them and there was that one who was enraged because I delayed the train. Well, it was my fault.
When the rescue officer arrived wearing some red cloth they didn't care as well. It was a daily thing to them, they started cleaning my dead body using gloves and rags then they sprayed some kind of chemical where my body uses to be. Some train workers started cleaning the blood and soon no trace of me was left.
I am a spirit or maybe a soul I don't know the difference, I never learnt about it before but let call it a soul. As I was wondering what happens next a sudden force pull me into a void it looked like a black hole like the one that was recently taken a picture of but smaller, my recent perhaps is your past.
As my soul was sucked into it, I wonder was it the path to the afterlife. I remember the priest said those who commit suicide will go to hell. Will I go there or not? These thoughts clouded my head and I closed my eyes scared of what was to come. After a while the suction force paused and I opened my eyes.
There was darkness it was a total absence of light. Everywhere nothing existed no light no space and time, even matter was missing, not even a trace of Dark matter that was said to exist, in all places dark. And this place I named it the abyss the reason it was named so, was that it was bottomless, everywhere, everything was a void of shadow.
I thought it was my punishment for what I did. A prison and I was the sole captive in this vast abyss of darkness that surrounds me, the sole light that shines in this place the sole being.
After a while, I started to feel alone and lonely even scared of my thoughts. I even long for death but can a soul die of old age, I guess not. It's been more than a hundred years or even more than a thousand, maybe a million, since time doesn't exist I can't tell or it could have been a moment.
Suddenly I got an Idea or you could say the Idea hit me, could I escape this hell hole. I've been here, floating in the same spot since I arrived, I was hoping for rescue or something similar.
I started my journey, I flew in a straight direction for a long, long, long time if other souls see the speed I was moving they would be shocked, 10 light-years per second, millions of years passed in a breath of time, but all my hope was lost I found nothing at all, around were the same thing the same darkness.
I felt overwhelming fear and extreme mental pressure, but I don't have a brain, how odd. I was void of emotion for a time; I floated in the same spot until I had a thought in a long time, what if I could create light. Since there was no light, maybe I can create some, since the time I was void of emotion. I've been observing my body, every inch and cranny of it and I've found energy or you could say soul essence, floating, moving in my body.
I was motivated by an idea and I reach my hand out and concentrated and imagine a light, pure light and the soul essence started moving and turn white and a white element in the middle of both my hands appeared, it was a spark and the more I release the Origin it grew bigger and bigger until it reaches the size of a baseball. I was happy, very happy than a voice spoke in my head, was it me or something else I didn't know, it said ''If you can create light then you can create life.'' An inspiring idea, Futon thought.
I let the small orbs of light go and I flew back and said ''let there be light.'' And the white orbs of light grew bigger and bigger ten times, a hundred times bigger, even more, and it finally stops. It was now the size of the earth-moon, I reach closer to the light and I touch it and it envelops my hand, I didn't feel heat nor did I feel cold it didn't feel like anything. It was just pure light with no purpose, so with a thought, I send red energy into the white orbs of light.
And the obs of light started to shine brighter and started turning yellow with red lustre and then it turns crimson red with a golden light that glows from within. It started taking form and soon after it turns round and bigger it was now classified as a sun, so from today I name it ''Sun'' As if it heard my voice and its name, Sun started trembling and grew even bigger and brighter and then I wonder does my word contain the power to command things created by me, Sun finally stop growing after a time.
''Well, let create the Universes.''
So to get started first their matter because without matter there is no space and time and so matter is the element of creation, I decided to look at it from the three axioms of the theory of the universe time, space, and matter. Time, space and matter are tightly related to each other and the three elements are dependent and link closely.
Time was found in space and space was filled with matter. Thus time and space were related to matter. Among the three-element matter was the primordial element, It is almost impossible for something to come into existence from nothing. However, it is possible for something to come into existence within nothing, given something else is responsible for the creation of the new, let's say, matter.
Like I said nothing can come into existence from nothing, but if something is matter or even dark matter, it can create new things like stars and even black holes. I learn this from endless trial and error.
If space did not exist, time would never have existed. So first I created matter to do so I expand the matter that the sun is made off to the surroundings and creating more by using my Origin and thus so, it expands into thousands of light-years away, It took a long time before it reaches a standard size of a galaxy which was 10,000 light-years across, that was the standard of non-milky way galaxy.
Outside the matter was the abyss, the galaxy was like an obs of light in the darkness of night, but the light from the galaxy was devoured by the darkness of the abyss after leaving the end of the galaxy.
After Matter was formed, space was created and soon time started to flow, The non-moving Sunlight started travelling at a very fast speed. From the abyss, you could see the galaxy started shinning now since it has matter, space and time. Soon stars and other elements will start forming from the 3 primordial elements. But it will take a lengthy span of time.