She caressed my cheeks which are hurt then kissed my forehead "Dear, h-how have you been?" tears falling from her eyes as she asked the same question. I smile and wipe them away "Mom, I am obviously fine, how have you been?" I smile even more making her slightly relieved.
Though I am hurt, though I can tell I am being tortured here but my mom, her presence makes me stay here, even if I want to run away remembering her talking kindly to me makes me take all of it without hesitation.
"I am very good, Are you eating well? It is because of that guy you didn't make it last time right?" she asked making my head lay on her lap, sweetly, kindly, lovingly she talked to me, and treated me. I smile a lot near her! We enjoyed sharing every minute with each other as if like a son and a kind mother who loves her child more than her life. Though... just forget it.
"Mom, I am eating a lot recently see even my six-pack is fading and converting to fat, hehe" I just unbutton my coat showing her my abs. "Haha, not at all my son is as always so fit and handsome," she said buttoning my coat back.
"Who is it?" she asked with a slightly mocking smile, "Who?" I asked acting not aware of anything. "Who you ask? Ha, never mind, you will introduce to me right?" she said smiling brightly. "Why don't I introduce him to you but promise me that you won't make him struggle to answer your silly questions," I said bringing some water from the table to drink.
"Of course, I am so... " she came along with me, caressing my hand, "so happy that you got someone to love, someone to share everything of yours with, Tae I can't be a person who can take care of you, I can't be a person who can stand for you but now, you found that person, the person who can stand for you in any situation, take care of him well and I hope he will be as kind as you" she even called my name... how rare!
I bow to her saying my goodbye, "Hey wait, that song I played before is Morceaux, Op.10, it's a romantic song" she said excitingly, I blush listening to her tone, she is always making me embarrassed.
I left the main hall, it's as if I heavy burden is out of my shoulders, should I head to the office? Or just see my cutie? Just one glance and I will leave right away. It made me almost forget the current situation, it's been many weeks since I saw him!
But wait, Did he miss me? hehe, he might. "Sir, you look tired, should we head home?" I came back from my world when my assistant called me. "Hmm, Did you say something?" I asked, clueless about what he asked. "Sir, Shall we head home?" he said, "No, let's go to my sister's university," I said while taking my seat in the car, Ah, it hurts, oh, my stomach hurts. It must have left a bruise.
"S-sir, did everything go well? I am so sorry to let you know at the very last moment, it's because that guy in you, he did not show up anytime until yesterday when he called and said to bring the car. I called many times but couldn't get in contact with him. Sorry sir, its", "Hey, I know it right, you don't have to explain" I said, I know he will blame himself for all this but nothing in this is his mistake to start with.
It's almost lunchtime, he must be going to the canteen if I can just see him once, I will leave right away. My heart started racing to imagine his reaction seeing me here, a small smile flashed on my lips while leaving my car and moving to the stairs of this grand university.
It's his class, just a few steps away, I could go and greet him but somehow I want to wait and surprise him, please come out, please come out...
I hide near the door of the other room which is empty, and he came!! he came out! I hide there, while he is about to pass through the door, I grab his hand pulling him into the empty room.
"Hey!! Hey leave me, let go!" in a spit of seconds he shouted, I hug him tightly, my stomach hurts, my cheeks hurt, near my forehead it hurts but my heart is happy, I feel relieved, "It's me" I whisper in his ears. He stopped suddenly, whispering back "Let go, we are outside! hey!". How cute... My tears rolled... if only I could save you back then this wouldn't happen, I hug tighter, grasping him even tighter.
Facing him while my forehead touches his forehead, tears fall on his hand, I face him "S-sorry, It might have been even worse for you..." I pleaded. I don't know why I am doing this but I feel much better this way. "It's alright, just relax, it's alright" he hugs me back caressing me.
Why am I crying like a child now? "I don't expect you to tell me what happened, but you will feel much better once you let it go," he said clearly.
Ha, you want me to say, where to start with, should I tell you I am Pyscho who is tortured by another Psycho? But there is no need for you to know, "Hmm, it's just that I miss someone." I replied slowly. "But... what are these wounds for?" he asked me with a questioning face.
"I just fought with someone" I answered shortening our discussion. "Ha, it looks like he is pretty strong, I bet you slapped him first right?" he said with a mocking smile. Why are you laughing at me? Do you think I beat people out of nowhere?
"How come you assumed that way?" I asked curious to know his opinion. "Why to even mention? You are a person who gets angry for little things so obvious you must have started the fight" he said moving back from our hug.
I grip his waist pulling closer "Is it because of our first meet? Don't you think that way, I get angry about such stupid things if that person is my lover not anyone else" I said smirking. He blushes instantly, so cute!! "I-its almost time I go to the canteen" He ran away in no time.
"Don't forget to apply medicine sir" I heard it when I thought he left, he still cares, how pure. Unlike me who always thinks of taking revenge, so that's the reason he always shines bright.
I leave the empty room after a while. I sigh entering my car, it's so alone just by myself, if only he can come with me, it will be enjoyable, when will you sit beside me, talking a lot like before, there will be no corner for the boredom!
Dae-Hyun:
What the hell just happened? My heart is racing like crazy, "Dae, Where did you go, here take it, we have to hurry because our next class" Bogum said placing a neatly placed food in front of me. "Yea..." I went back into my thoughts while eating. Why did he appear suddenly like that? How did he know it was my class? Firstly how did he manage to enter into classes??
That's secondary, how much it might have hurt for him, who is that cruel person to slap him like that, even his forehead might have hurt a lot, I should have applied some medicine for him. Hmm, he will treat the wounds right, or will he forget?
And why did he say 'It might have been even worse for you...'? He did say he thought about someone else while saying that, but didn't he look so desperate to cry and hug me even tighter? It must be his family, someone he loves. Hope he could find that person and leave me alone.
Somewhere inside a corner of Dae's mind "Do you want him to leave you alone?", my face turned red listening to my inner thoughts, "Such a sexy man, with a handsome body! And added to it he is a strong Alpha!! Why the hell you don't want him?! Just admit he is good, just admit that there is nothing that you hate in him, hehe"... Emm, yea I guess there is really nothing I hate in him but wait, isn't his personality a shit! How can I forget... Yet his gentle gaze just now is so overwhelming, I always wanted someone who can hug me like that and also feel at ease if they stay with me.
Ha, if only that person he thought of is me, my heart would explode with happiness...