My eyes remain fixed on his as I try to understand how he can be so indifferent and heartless: now he will surely know that I am a virgin ... that is, I was a virgin.
Damn it! After years of serious relationship with a man, I managed to keep what I promised to myself, but it took a couple of glasses of vodka and a jerk to break it.
"How was it?" - I raise my voice again, this time with an ironic and bitter tone, while Ethan opens his mouth slightly, moving his eyes from my mouth to my blurred pupils, as I fight with every single particle of my body in order not to throw tears in front of this asshole.
"Was I as good as the others?" - I say outspoken, this time with a fake smile, as if my attitude could change what happened, but this time Ethan sighs heavily on my face, assuming an annoyed grimace and looking down at me, but this time with such a threatening glare that I am forced to swallow my saliva with difficulty before speaking again:
