Tyler's p o v
I woke up with a groan, my head pounding furiously, I signed.
It's been one month after the death of my mate Kiara. I didn't accept it at first.
One month ago...
After the war with the rogue...
I ran all the way to the pack, while mind linking my beta to go take care of the rogues or should I say their corpse.
I barged into the operating room interrupting the doctor who was about to announce her death, kiara was covered head to toe with a blanket.
I pushed the doctor out of my way," SAVE HER'', I bellowed at the doctor who was shivering in fear. " I... I... can't..I ...tried.. my ... best...''
I caught him off in anger, ''I don't care just save her''
"I.... she...em...''
I cut him off again, ''Fuck!''.
I knew she was dead already but I just couldn't accept it.
" Kiara,mate please wake up, we still have do much to do, please I want you back please'' my voice lowered at the end as it finally dawned on me that my mate is gone''.
I didn't cry, I didn't even show any emotion other than my usual cold demeanor, the only difference is I was still approachable before but now everyone stayed a good five metre away from me as I stumbled home.
I was not myself anymore, I ordered a shoot on sight for all rogues, innocent or not then locked myself in my room until the funeral day which is a week after she died.
The pack suffered three loses and lots of casualties.
I could tell the pack is restless since the alpha is emotionally down and the Luna who is supposed to help the pack in times like this was dead.
So I reigned in my sadness so the pack does not get affected, well they'll still be affected, I mean they lost their Luna after all.
Kiara's parent, the former Betas rushed down to the pack when they heard the news if her death.
Her mother especially was especially very inconsolable,she cried day and night till the funeral day.
They couldn't bear the fact that their daughter was gone so I politely told them to continue their holiday with the other former monarchs as it will help them overcome their sadness .
I found it funny since I was the one whom her death affected the most.
Three weeks after the burial, her parents went back.
Back to present...
Today's been hectic and the days looks extremely dull and lifeless just like any other day since the death of Kiara.
My wolf has been restless lately trying to come out for some reasons.
This kind of thing only happens in three situation;
1. If a werewolf is about to meet their mate 'and that's not possible 'cause I just lost my mate.
2. If a werewolf mate is in danger and three
3 If the particular werewolf is in danger.
But I'm not in any form of danger, the pack is not under attack and everything seems fine.
What could it be?.
some hours later...
It's already evening and this feeling has not stopped!, what's happening?.
I remembered Kiara and smiled sadly, I thought about how she was killed and I got angry.
Angry at myself, at my incompetence in protecting my mate, Pure rage was evident in my face as my blood starts boiling needing some rogues blood to keep it cool.
My wolf took over probably more desperate than me, I shifted and started running, I mind linked the gamma that I will be out of the pack for some time.
Still running about three hours later I got to the boundary of the pack.
l hesitated for some moment before bursting into the outlands, a no man's land where rogues are free to roam around at will.
I hunted down wild animals, killed a few rogues but still I didn't stop, I still need to do more.
I looked around the quiet forest,it seems every animal including bird had took off when they saw me, the predator approaching.
They made a good choice 'cause I sure as hell would have killed any bird that dared disturb my rage with their stupid song.
It was already late and I was nearing the human town around here but I couldn't find it in me to stop even my wolf seemed confused about something.
I throttled to a river nearby and lapped the water.
Feeling full, I entered the water expecting to feel calm due to the warm shooting effect that enveloped me but instead,my wolf started getting impatient and I swam out of the water and shook out water from my fur.
I started running again, before shifting to human, I stole a pant from a drunk guy and left him in just his brief and shirt.
My wolf started rising again as a restaurant came into view, hmm love the design,a strange scent filled my nose and I inhaled, my pupil dilating before my eyes found a girl about my age,a little younger me.
God, she's beautiful,a walking goddess and looks so much like Kiara!!!.