I love you so much as a human heart can love the first time i looked at you, something happened in my heart. I was forzen outside , but i felt that chill in my bones. My mind was at Peace, my heart was chaotic and i screamed, "it's you" You look at me confused , but i swear, you know that i was talking about and that was it-the sweetest part of my life and begun ! !we r on different pages, but we're in the same book. I know we'll meet each other at the end of the book and have our happy ending. In this world, became a poet because u were the poem. In another word I m becoming a wolf and you're already the moon. We've a connection in every language, in every metaphor. I 'm still searching for a better way to say I love you
but, when your perfect love turns toxic, the genre of your life flim switches from romance to tragedy. it's heartbreaking transition in your life. suddenly, cold/mess becomes your favorite song. you are left with avoid. what you are trying to avoid. what are you trying to avoid is hope. but, you just can't control. you're sad because you believed in forevers , but yours wasn't one. the time reminds of you the schedule calls, which you can no longer be on. falling out of love reminds you of all that you could've done better. you're filled with regrets, grief, and leftovers of love. The equation changes, but the feelings doesn't. memories remind you what isn't the same. it feels like the end of the world because your world revolved around your love. but Even though your love is lost, living still stays. it's difficult. you miss moments you miss little things. everything around you is theirs and all of it can't be the same. falling out of love is a difficult process.
Their shirt in your wardrobe, the smell of perfume, the diary they gifted, the cafes you used to visit together-eveything is theirs. you don't want to erase, but you can't live with it. it's difficult to breathe in the loss, and not release the regrets. A love that stays won't be a tragedy, but for that you need to come out of that zone of lose. you are scared of facing all of it, all over again. you think you just can't take a chance at love. because it's difficult to go through that pain again. your fears will hold you back