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Chapter 1 - | Lost Souls |

Manik Malhotra

The Most Sexy and desirable human specimen .The name of Ultimate Destruction . You don't wanna be In his bad books . Is a playboy but doesn't misbehave . Lost In his own world With No family and Friends allowed . Has a bad past that made him cold-hearted But He isn't inhuman . Hate Girls But never Disrespects them . Introverted kind of Person Who won't Show his problems : neither by words nor by Facial expression . Love to be In his own world full of darkness .

He has a family which now doesn't Exist for him . His family once Loved him to the death but What happened that Changed them ? What made him Lost ? What made him Lonely ? Why he Is cold hearted ? Once a chirpy Boy Why became Introvert ?

Nandini Murthy 

A pretty girl Played badly By destiny . Her hotness and sexiness is What she is known for ! Her parents loved her and desired for her Very much But at the night of her birth they lost their lives in Accident getting her saved . Her problems started from getting accused for the mishap and then getting treated as the servant.  She bared it all with no complaints but how come she became a prostitute ? Once was a kind-hearted human who can never think bad  about and For others But now Despise Humans . Lost In her own world . A prostitute for the world but No one knows how broken She is ! No one How disgusted She feels When the cheap men Touch her inappropriately and Buy her for a night . No one Knows how much time She thought to Suicide But her parents sacrifice stops her . What made her so Lost ?

What made her reach the Disgusting place ? Why she despise Humans ?

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We can see many girls standing together waiting for someone .

Some were standing with gloomy face , some with excited , some were neutral and some were going insane .

There was a lady standing there with an evil smirk on her face and a paan stuffed in her mouth .

Seeing closely , we can see a girl standing there with her leaning on a walk with her eyes closed and chewing gum in her mouth.

She wasn't affected with any of it , it was like a daily routine for her .

She opened her eyes and saw the overexcited faces and gloomy faces . She rolled her eyes and cringed her eyebrows .

" Overdramatic People " She says in her mouth and stands there leaning to wall chewing her gum with all the arrogance . One can't say anything to her being the most popular prostitute.

Well ! Yes It's a whorehouse and here are the girls who are treated worse than animals . Forced , beaten and raped are the least things happening here.

After a while , we can hear honking of a car making all startled . All the girls started fixing their attires except the arrogant girl.

The lady glared at her and The girl forced a smile .

She adjusted her saree and stood straight with nothing but Blankness in her eyes .

All her past starts coming Infront of her like a screenplay and she fists her saree to control .

The honking became louder and a car stood at the entry side and a man come running to open the door .

One man comes out of the door glaring at the Man who came out late making him scared .

The man wore his shades and lighted up his cigarette. All the ladies started drooling over him including the Head lady except the Arrogant girl .

She did find Him hot & sexy but being lost in someone other than herself and her thoughts isn't possible for her .

Checked closely , We can see the man is quite desirable all decked up in a three-piece tux .

His hairs are messy as if hands have ran over there for several times . The black mole above his thin and pink full lips & the sharp blade like jawline adds more to his Charm .

The chiselled chest , perfect well built body ,his height , his well sculpted face and an arrogant smirk playing constant on his lips with the cigarette in between was making him the world's most desirable man .

He looked around the place and makes an impressed face at the lady and she bends down . He smirks and denies to Go inside making the lady confuse .

The other man Came and says

" Sir Doesn't Wanna come inside , he didn't like the place "

The lady's face got drained out and she became nervous . He smirked more and leaned on his car taking a puff .

She nodded meakly and signalled all the girls to move outside .

All the girls moved outside and The man bowed in front the Main man saying

" Said Manik Sir "

So Here Comes , The Manik Malhotra , the richest Business tycoon and a well known playboy .

The reason behind the Lady's nervousness is Manik Malhotra has first time Visited any Of these types and He didn't like the place .

She prayed to God that He likes any of girl otherwise she is screwed up and she knows it well .

Manik looked around at all the girls and one girl took his attention who wasn't paying any heed to his presence . He smirked and pointed at her .

We can see her clearly . She is one hell of a beauty . Chubby cheeks , innocent eyes , pink plump lips and sexy Desirable body was cherry on her hotness .

She rolled her eyes making him smirk .

" Quite a lady of My type " He thinks to himself and She gives him a bored look

Manik signals to the man and he nodded.

She signalled The Girl to come ahead and She came ahead doing Nothing but Her swaying of her curves looked extra sensual to Manik .

He checked her every inch out Shamelessly making her shudder . She was shocked that for the first time She didn't Feel disgusted of someone's shameless gaze .

Goosebumps rose on her skin and she tried to ignore but Can't .

Keeping her face blank , She came ahead .

The lady said " This way "

Manik didn't move but Smirked and His smirk said many things .

The lady looked confused and asked his manager about it .

" Sir won't spend his night here . It would be in his house "

Nandini looked shocked and he smirked wider .

She was about to Oppose when the lady glared at her and she became quiet .

Not that She is scared but She doesn't want to Create problems for herself .

" And This girl is Not only For Night But For his Whole life " The manger says like a robot making everyone shocked there .

All the girls glared at her and she cared less , she was glaring Manik making him Smirk more .

" But " The lady said but Was cut in mid .

" But If you oppose Me , forget about Your Oh so Luxurious Life "

First Time He spoke and Took her breath away.  Something was there in him , in his voice. It sounded appealing to her .

Why is she even thinking this ?

He said and Sat in his car Signalling something to Manager and he nodded Meekly .

" Your Decision ? " He asks In robotic tone and the lady nodded Scared .

She Signalled Nandini to Sit but She didn't budge .

Yup ! She is Nandini Murthy . A girl With Nothing But Looks , looks and looks that pays her .

Life Hasn't Given Something good to her and This is why She is like this !! All blank ...

" Remember Your Brother . You want him here too ? " Lady whispered to her and Her face became Blank again .

She without saying anything Sat in the car from another side and Manik Smirked removing his shades and Looking ahead .

The manger gave a box to The lady and The car strode off .

The ride was silent all till the destination . No one spoke anything .

Manik put his hands on her thighs making her breath hitch . She let it be Because she can't do anything . She was nothing already and Now she is sold too that to a man With Whom None can expect anything .

The man Full of arrogance , Roughness and dominance .

He Caressed her soft thighs through her thin saree piece . His smirk was still enact on his face and his eyes were fixed on the road .

She glared at him but he didn't budge and kept caressing her thighs making her loose her senses .

After sometime , they reached his house .

House ? No ! It was a fucking huge bungalow and she was left mouth hung open.

Both entered the house and she was looking at interiors with eyebrows furrowed . She was looking cute he thought and smiled .

He shrugged of the thoughts and went into study room .

She was sent into a room told her as his room .

She looked at everything with curious look and was feeling happy for don't know what reason ? .

After a while , Her identity came Infront of her and a tear fell off from her eyes .

She is nothing but a used piece who has came again to get used and degraded .

She sat on the bed and hours passed in a blink .

She being lost in her thoughts didn't notice when someone entered the room .

He came and looked at her who looked at him instantly feeling someone .

He smirked and shrugged of his jacket making her eyes widened .

Fuck it ! He was a Greek god standing Infront of her .

His shirt clinged to his body and his tight fitting pants made her insides shiver . The intensity in his eyes and smirk on his face made her wet .

He uncuffed his sleeves button and rolled it to his elbows making him look more droolworthy .

His white shirt had two buttons unbuttoned and He did two more making her gulp but Her eyes were still blank that made him curious .

She stood up from the bed and was pinned to the wall almost in nth seconds . He jerked threw her pallu and nuzzled in her neck giving wet kisses there .

From other finger he traced her Cleavage making her shudder in pleasure . Tears rolled down her eyes and she was feeling disgusted of herself how can se she enjoy it ?

He unbuttoned her blouse and She was looking like a Greek goddess with blouse undone . He quickly removed her plates and threw the red sari away leaving her in half done blouse and underskirt .

Feeling his shoulders getting wet through the thin shirt , he looked at her. Her face was red and her chin was wobbled .

He felt a pang in his chest ! Just in sometime and he is feeling so many things with her .

This time , he thought to Express those . Life has given him only betrayals one more won't do more .

She was fed up with her life , with the so called kind humans , She just Wanted to End it But Her parents sacrifice . Alas ! She can't let it go in vain .

He looked at her with soft eyes and asked in a husky voice

" do you want to do it ? "

She nodded hypnotised and he getting the assurance threw her blouse . Her white lacy bra didn't hide much of her breasts .

He got a hard on instantly and looked into her eyes . He put his lips on her shocked by himself .

Kissing was never a thing in sex not for him atleast .

She was being hypnotised . Never ever a man made her feel special . Till date , everyone's touch made her feel disgusted only .

This man has something in him . From his looks , to his gazes , from his touches to his caresses , everything has something mysterious in it .

He kissed her hard and She clutched his hairs pushing herself over him .

He unhooked her bra and threw her on bed and hovered over her .

For the First time she was enjoying and she didn't denied and Let it be .

She started unbuttoning his rest of the buttons and he caressed her cheeks looking deep into her eyes .

She unbuttoned his pants leaving him only his boxers . He smirked and latched his lips on her nipples .

Kissing , biting from one to other , he made her feel heaven . He rolled his lips around her nipples and undid her underskirt's knot .

She was just in a panty , this thing made him more hard . He sucking her breasts put his hands in her panties and felt her wet .

He didn't waste time in foreplay and removed his boxers making her eyes wide .

Fuck ! He is huge and majestic . He smirked feeling satisfied and tore her panty .

He pushed his fingers inside her and put her hands on his member .

She stroked him looking into his eyes and after a while , he replaced himself with his fingers and entered her in a jerk .

Her back arched up and she Groaned in pain . Hell ! She wasn't ready .

" Take me raw ! " He grunted in her ears and pushed himself in her making her feel heaven and hell both .

Damnn ! He was heavy but So good .

She came undone within more few strokes.  He felt her walls clenching around him and he felt himself getting closer .

He blew himself inside her . Mixing her juices with his seeds .

He laid on his stomach and she held her head feeling drained out .

They both were calming their raging hormones .

After a while , they felt better and wanted to do it more . They didn't knew how to say it ?

Not able to control , she says bluntly followed by him .

" Let's do it more " he smirked and hovered over her .

He pushed himself inside her and she scratched his back .

The whole night went in both the body indulged in passion and lust .

They thought it's just union of body but Only destiny knows it better .

A new day arrived and Nandini opened her eyes in the noon to find the other side of bed empty and She smiled sadly .

That's her life , she has always just have been used . Yesterday night , she thought he was special and he cared for her But No what can change her destiny .

She found herself naked within the sheets and wrapping herself in the sheet , she went to the washroom .

She freshened up and realised that She doesn't have anything to wear . She wrapped herself again in the Bedsheet and came back in the room .

A knock was heard and She unlocked the door propping her head out .

A lady butler forwarded her a dress and said

" Sir Gave " Nandini nodded and Took it .

She got ready in the dress and For the whole day , didn't went out of the Room .

No one Has pestered her to come out . Her food was taken to her room and Even she wasn't Ready to Face anyone .

At Night also , Manik didn't came and She felt Disgusted of Herself .

Just in one Day , she has Started feeling something for him and That isn't right .

Tears made the way out of her eyes and Crying She slept .

Days Passed like this and Manik Used to Show his care and Concern Indirectly .

He has Himself Started Feeling Something , something Deep For her From the Day He saw her , he saw the sadness and Blankness in her eyes .

Though He has Made Himself ready That If any chance She betrays him , It won't Hurt as He has indured many Much more.

But Only he knows , at the depth of his heart , it will break him to pieces .

The man Who is already scattered in pieces can't handle More breakdown But alas That's His life . Dark and Lost !

He wants To share His feelings To her But doesn't have the strength to .

Never Ever He felt disgusted of her , She was pure to him always from the time he laid his eyes on her .

He is Less Expressive and Can't show His emotions Directly But He is trying .

She has felt His care But Still She is Insecure . She doesn't Want Sympathy and Pity . These two Things have Gave her the life She is living .

One Night She was sleeping , when She heard voices From other Room .

She was scared And went outside the room to See a room was all dark and lights were off .

Noises were getting louder and In no Time , she recognised whose voice it is .

She was Stunned and Tears came out of her 

Eyes understanding what it was .

She quickly went Into the room and Saw Manik trembling with sweat dripping of his Head and He was screaming .

Her tears intensified and He was mumbling something In sleep .

" No ...No .... I didn't Do Anything . Trust Me Mom ! Dad please ..... She...lying. ... Please "

His voices were loud and she Can Think of The Pain he is Going through .

She used To have nightmares too and Still haves .

" Please Leave me ....It's pa-i-ni-ng ... Pls ... "

He cried in sleep and She can't just See him Like that .

It's paining her To no avail .

She went and sat beside him . She looked at his face and it was pale white .

" Aaahhhhh..  no no no "

he screamed more

She put her hands in his hairs and massaged his scalp.

His Screams and Cries Turned into sobs . Her tears just trailed off . She sat beside him on the bed and Caressed his Forehead rubbing Off the frowns .

He turned to her side crying and Shifted his head in her lap . She cried more feeling his head in her belly and hearing his sobs .

In no Time , Crying He slept . His grip was iron steel Like on her waist . She waited for him to Loose his grip .

In No time , her eyes felt Heavy and She too slept there Leaning her head on headboard .

A new Morning Came and He woke up feeling soft under his Head .

He smiled raising her head and when he looked at her Who was sleeping like an angel .

He was adoring her and when some Flashbacks came to her .

Her hands in his Hairs and tears in her eyes.  It made Him angry thinking She is pitying him .

She Jerked her off and Her sleep broke . She adjusted to the lights and Saw him glaring at her .

" What the Fuck are You doing in my Room ?"

He asks In cold voice but She was concerned for him more .

She cupped his cheeks and asked in a sweet voice

" Tum Thik Ho na ? Jyada dard nhi ho raha h na "

He was shocked would be an understatement . He can see it , it wasn't pity and it wasn't sympathy .

" What are you doing here ? " He asks in soft voice .

" Main.. ? Kal Raat You were screaming and Main Tumhe Aise Nahi Dekh payi . Tumhe pata hai , mujhe Bhi aise Nightmares Aate hai . Bahut Dard hota h ... Bahut Jyada . Tum na Bahut pain me the and Main yeh Nahi Dekh payi . "

She confessed in Small voice and He was shocked again .

Me ? Last night you were screaming and u wasn't able to See it . You know , I also have nightmare and it pains very much . Very much . You were in pain and I wasn't able to See it )

" Why ? " He asks Still stunned and She was sort of words herself .

" Mujhe Nahi pata " She says the truth .

Yes ! She is confused . For the First Time she has shared her some problem and She wasn't regretting . He is special and He cares for her . She loves that . She can feel something in his eyes and Her eyes reciprocate it too But she can't say it .

( I don't know )

" I don't know myself . I feel something for you too "

he confessed and her eyes widened .

Her cheeks became red and she looked other side .

He smiled and cupped her cheeks . He leaned into her lips and her eyes widened

" Phir Kabhi " saying this he pecked her lips .

She blushed and hugged him making him chuckle .

Time passed like this only . He used to show his care and concern for her openly and she was trying to break her shell too .

They used to talk anything and everything . He used to tease her calling her shy baby and she used to blush more .

They like each other very much . Both are comfortable with each other .

They didn't have sex after that . They just didn't feel like .

Days passed like this and they know each other habits , what they like to do ? What they hate ?

But still , doesn't know the reason behind his they Became So lost !

She wants To know it Because She can't see him suffering in pain While Having Nightmares .

Though She shares everything But She still becomes lost . She too have nightmares and He comfort her .

He can guess by her wordings that she was forced .

Both Want to Talk about it But doesn't want to hurt the other .

One night , he was laying on her lap and She can feel him disturbed .

" Kya hua ? " She asks Lovingly stroking his cheeks and he nodded in no .

She let it Be . After a while , he asks her in a whisper

" You won't leave me right ? "

She was stunned . Will she ever leave him ? She don't know herself .

At this Time , She was determined , she won't leave him Ever If he wants to Keep her to himself .

" Kabhi Nahi " she confessed and He smiled wholeheartedly .

( Never )

Her words have magic. She said it and he can feel the depth of her words .

" Manik " he hmmed

" Manik aap aise Kyu ho ? Mere Saath Woh Pyaare wale Manik Par phir Duniya Ke liye aise Akdu-sadu Manik ? "

She Says seriously and he laughed at her wordings

( Why are you like this ? With me This Loving Manik but For the Works , that arrogant Manik )

" Manik " she screamed annoyed and he laughed more .

" Nahi batana ! Aur Time cahhiye ? "

She says bluntly and She can understand he was trying to ignore the matter

( Don't want to tell . Want More time )

He lays still and looked at her like a kid with innocent eyes .

She can see the pain and kissed his forehead .

" Batana hai . Par You would Trust Me naa.  Bahut pain hota hai "

( Would tell . But you trust me right ? It hurts so much )

" I trust You Manik Hamesha "

he smiles sadly . His Own family Didn't trusted him and He thinks She won't Trust him too .

But He trusts her , she won't use it as his weakness .

" At The age Of 16 , I was a chirpy , talkative type of kid and the youngest one in My family . Everyone loved me So much . I was so free , everyone used to Adore me . "

His smile Says that He was happy remembering the memories But Full when ?

" Once a Lady In Mid twenties Came to our house . Like I said I was so free , I used to Compliment her on her face and My family used to Laugh with me . The lady Used to Give me a smile , it was creepy but I used to ignore that "

His fingers were trembling and She entiwned her hands with him . He smiled feeling peace and continued .

" One Night I was sleeping In my room , when She came In my Room . She tried Touching me Inappropriately and My sleep broke.  She touched my Chest and My abs . I didn't like it So I swat her hands . She again touched me and This time I slapped her . I was feeling very bad , her touch was disgusting . Bahut Ganda feel hua . She touched my Lower region and I lost it .I pushed her away and She fell .Her dress got torn at her chest area and she Clutched my Collars and Made me fall over her . "

He says And closed his eyes . All The things came in front of his eyes .

" If you Don't want to ... We can talk later " She caressed his forwns and he looked at ceiling .

" I will tell you "

" That Time My door that was already Opened made a sound and I looked at it . There stood My whole Family. From other Side , maybe It looked like I was forcing her But No I wasn't . I pushed her away and Tried explaining But The Next thing Happened left me Shocked "

He had tears and She had tears too Listening to him .

" My Mother Slapped me Saying I failed her . My Whole family accused me and Cursed Me and Believe Me For The First Time It Felt like My heart was stabbed from thousand knives seeing them not Trusting me.  I was small naa .. just a teenager and They Loved me no .... My father beat me and Being frustrated I pushed him back "

He hid his face in her belly and kept speaking .

" They said it Proved I was wrong.  How the fuck did it proved Haan ? How ? "

He screams clutching her belly.

" I had a last hope and I begged the lady to say the truth but You know what she did ? She Behaved like a victim . She proved me Culprit . My mother Covered her and Looked at me With disgust . I was feeling like dieing . My whole Fucking Family Looked at me with disgust "

He cried loudly and she cried too silently .

" Shh ! Main hoon naa "

( I am there )

" It was just the Start for me Of Loosing myself "

He said making her stunned . Her tears increased but She kept giving him comfort .

" They Threw me out of the house in the middle of The night . I was small and the most pampered one . I didn't know the people are so bad outside "

" I begged them But They left me Outside .I was wandering on streets Till hours . I felt hungry but nothing was there to eat "

He thought of his horrible past and Tears made their way out .

" And Then a Drunken Man came and saw me . I was scared . I was more Of a reserved Person for Outsiders So It took me Time to Understand things . He was looking at me with greed . He bind my hands , palmed by mouth and dragged me To a godown "

She was stunned and Just praying to Not hear worse things .

" He Threatened me and Said me To tell them about My parents . He slapped me but I wasn't able to Say anything in fear . He warned me If I didn't tell anything He will kill Me so I said they threw me out.  He slapped me Again . It pained But I kept quiet . "

" He threw The Chair in anger And looked at me with rage . He looked at Me with something I wasn't able to understand but I felt Uncomfortable . I tried to Break the ropes. He smirked and looked at me with creepy eyes . I was somehow able to Get what he wants But I ignored and kept struggling . He teared my shirt and I cried but He like a beast touched me.  He scratched me and was about to Open my Denims when I saw a broken Bottle there . I somehow Get it and smashed it on his neck . "

He cried digging his face in her belly . He was the strongest person she has ever seen .

" I gathered the my Shirt and Wore it before Running Outside . I was like a child , why did it happen with me ? What can we expect from outsiders When My own Fucking Family Threw me like a trash . My luck "

He says sarcastically laughing and ended up crying .

She cried with him consoling him and he cried digging his face in her Laps .

" My night Went Sleeping On the Footpath , craving for food and Crying in sleep . I don't know whether They tried Finding Me or Just forgot me Like a piece of Shit . I don't know and I don't want to.  I hate them From the Bottom of my Heart and Will hate Them forever . " He had tears of Pain in his eyes .

" One woman in her forty's found Me shivering in the cold and murmuring for food after 2 days . She woke me Up and said me To come with her . I wasn't able to Believe her , I knew Something is wrong But my Hunger was bigger than my Subconscious so I went with her with a smile that maybe Now I will get something . She made me Have food and I was thankful.  I thanked her For thousand of Times but she wasn't Some goddess . She made me her slave . She used to Release all her frustration by beating me and make me do all her work and I in greed of food tolerated everything . In the age of 16 I got to know the cruelty of World . If You have someone recognisable in world , the whole seems known But if You don't have , then the whole fucking World seems Cruel and Unknown . Years passed and Five years went by . She have a huge empire to run and She didn't have any hier or Relative . She tested me And found me Her the most loyal slave .

I never disrespected her as She was giving me clothes , shelter and food and that was more than enough for me . She taught me Business deals , importance of arrogance and manipulation to grab deals . A night She fell very ill and next morning passed away . I didn't felt so bad but still at a corner I felt . Her will was checked and she had named half of all her empire and properties under my name and rest in orphanage and trust .

Maybe my life got better this way and That day I was born as the real Arrogant and Monster Manik . From that time To avoid hurt and betrayal I envied humans and treated them in worst way possible . I hate women But never disrespect them.  I use them but Not before their approval.  I know there things dont wash my Sins and I never said I am not Sinner . But this Fucking World and Those Cruel people made me What I am today ! "

He cried having the haunting memories and heartwrenching Nightmares. All his sleepiness nights and His family's face near his eyes makes him feel all the pain he beated till now . Why was life so cruel with him ? This time he thought to Give a chance to Nandini and In last so many days , he knows it has worth it .

He likes her , is attracted to her and attached to her to no extent.

He can't let her go and If she Betrays him , The world has to be Ready To face The Monster again .

Though He trusts Her , she won't.

She just hugged him To soothe him and it worked as Magic .

They hugged each other to life . One was trying to take away all the pain of the other and Other was trying to Forget all his pain .

It was hard for both of them. 

Why wasn't she Able to see him suffering ? Why was she feeling her heart being stabbed every time he heard him saying that he was beaten , starved and made a slave ! Why ? Why ? Why ?

So many whys but the answer is Silence . She know nothing why is not having the answers of her why's ?

Same is his case ! Why he is finding peace in her ? Why he is feeling protected in her embrace ? Why is She being important to him ? Why can't he Her tears ? Why he just want her to smile ? Why he want that Strong & fierce Nandini to be back rather than the naive and crying Nandini in his embrace ?

They were in each other embrace closing their eyes and feeling the moment .

He rose his head having questions .

" How Did You reach The Whorehouse ? "

He asks thinking something and a tear of pain rolled off her eyes .

He panicked seeing her tears and kissed it away .

" Shhh ! Baby " he consoles her removing the short hairs of her face and she looked into his eyes which was full on care and concern for her .

" Manik .. Manik " she repeats whispering and he hmms looking at her

" I was So small When My parents passed away in an accident saving me . They loved me so much as I was the only child to them that too after so many Prayers and wishes. Maa wasn't able to Conceive but a miracle happened and I took birth . Both were very happy . I was 5 when I heard some Aunties saying that After giving birth To me My mother has become weak too weak to handle stress and chores. From there the tauntings started for me . Everyone considered me Unlucky except my Parents.

They considered me a blessing . My parents were a proud citizen of Society and were rich too . I knew it now . They left Me at such a tender age when I was just in age of learning new things . "

She chuckled sadly making him fist his hands in anger. He can say by her way of telling and her present state , life isn't fair with her too .

She continued " I learnt Things like me being called curse , the reason behind it , Me being daayan ( witch ) who ate her parents . Ek Choti bachhi thi Mai . At the age of 8 they left me Alone in this Huge Egoistic and selfish greedy world . They saved me while killing themselves . Why didn't they let me die ? They would have been happy and maybe I would have been too "

She bursts out in tears with a loud sob and he felt his eyes getting wet too. Why they had to bear so much  ?

" At night after our dining outside , we were riding back to home when the door of my side opened . I was at backside and I was bout to be thrown outside when maa caught my hands . Papa's attention got diverted and The car hit with huge tree making both of them jump and crash their heads with mirror . Kaash unhone Mera Haath na pakda hota.  You know ye mujhe Yaad kaise h ! It has been always a nightmare to me . In childhood , we have some best and worst memories we remember always . I imprinted this as my worst memory "

She cried and cried and he tried consoling and asked her to stop but she was determined to tell him and make herself somehow little free from the guilt and the burden of pain and hurt .

" I was numb and wasn't able to understand . We reached home as Some People there saw us and took us to my home . They checked Papa's purse and got the adaress .

When I reached there , my parents were already covered in white cloth.  Some looked at me with hatred , some with disgust while some with pity on their faces . I was only eight still . I was used to these and Maa used to make me understand to ignore them.  I was an extent able to ignore them but Then continuos looks from them made me feel cry and uncomfortable . They were saying very bad things about me.  Kuch Toh samajh nhii aye and Baaki rest were hurting me but No one was there to Console me "

She said with blank eyes and he pulled her closer and she smiled sadly conveying her grief .

He sighed and kept doing somethings and other to console her .

" After some time , My chacha and Chachi came , I didn't know them as we lived away from family . They looked at me with pity and Chachi came and hugged me.  I was still blank and numb but Her embrace didn't make me feel any better.  I was trying to absorb ho kya Raha hai mere Saath . They took me to their home . First Two-three days they behaved very nicely with me as Guests kept coming for asking the whereabouts . After some days , people stopped coming to show their condolences and Then Comes their real identity.  Chachi asked me to do household works and I did . Once I was ill still she made me work and beat me that day as I mistakenly Broke the Vase . They made me their servant for 6 years . They used to beat me , treat me like trash . They didn't give me food for many days but Then Kuch dedete the So that Zinda you rahu "

She cried remembering her parents and he had tears too.  They both have beared too much.  One was able to emphasize with the other.  They were coming close unknowingly , unintentionally and unplanned .

" When I was 14 , chacha took me somewhere . I didn't understand what was that.  One lady came and took me inside.  The atmosphere there made me feel nauseated . Many men were there being sticked to Women and touching them at their  private places . Many opposed but many were enjoying . Mujhe bahut Ganda lag Raha tha . I cried for cha-cha to take me home. Whatever they did with me but Still that place was giving so dirty vibes Ki merko Jana tha. He talked with the head lady and took some money from her . When he was going I grabbed his pants and begged him to take me with him but He didn't.  He kicked me and I cried harder . Mai roti rahi but he didn't care . He didn't listen and Left me in that kothaa . Nahi suna.  Kyu ? Kyu ? "

She cried clutching her hairs and he was no less.  He was crying too . At such small tender age , she got this . Destiny , life and humans all are very very very bad he thought and his tears intensified .

Say it so many times , but they are still kids who were forced to become mature and bear unimaginable worst things at such small tender age .

He took her in embrace and she screamed crying . Koi toh thaa sunne ko .

She clutched his shirt in fist and cried harder .

Cried turned into sobs and she thought to Tell him more of everything .

He caressed her hairs and she started speaking .

"  They started teaching me those dirty deeds.  I opposed , tried to run but they hunt me and used to beat me with leather belts . Bahut Maara unhone . They used to Teach me to do those disgusting things like animals . I declined and they bruised me and Burnt me at places .I got the news of My chacha and Chachi dieing at age of 17.  I remembered rishab , their son . The head lady threatened me that First they will force fully snatch Rishabh from Custody saying lie and Then will kill me if I didn't do these.  I become scared not of me dieing.  Mai toh chahti thi Merko Maar de but No . I was scared that they will bring that small 13 years child to this hell . I tried commuting suicide lekin Maa-baba ki Yaad aa jati thi . Kitna Kiya unhone mere Liye and I die . No no I can't let them down.  Just because of Rishabh and his happy life , I accepted . I was helpless and Still not Fully ready . Inhone Kisi Ko bulaya and He - he Raped me.  Mai hi kyuuu . Mujhe bahut Ganda feel huaa.  He touched me Like animal , scractched me , bit me . I was feeling like a corpse . From that day It was normal . I was used to Get raped daily like a machine laying there.  Kisi ko Nahi bataya kyunki koi sunne Ko Nahi tha But I was feeling very disgusted , bad and like a sinner . Mujhe ghin aati Thi khud par . Chee .. "

She cried and cried remembering those unpleasant and Horrible memories.  Poor soul has endured so much. 

He cried with her . So bad has happened with her .

He still got his life according to him but her she was forced to do something .

They cried and tried to Comfort each other for a time feeling the latter's pain and forgetting each other pain .

This was their first breakdown. Many times Nandini used to Cry Thinking how he lived like that ?

Many times he will cry thinking how was she living her life in that he'll getting raped daily and beaten daily ?

" I started Behaving Arrogantly With them to not to Make my life a less hell " she says rubbing her nose which he found cute.

He flicked her nose and thought to divert her attention .

" Itni Achhi English ! Kaha se seekhi " he teased her and she made a bad face .

" Till the Time I studied , I was full focused in it and English was My lucky subject " she says sadly .

He sighs and said " See ! Nandini . I just can't even imagine you bearing all the things you said and You bearing it Just makes me Feel so bad . I don't know Why I can't think you suffering . It hurts but We have to move on.  You are the very first person I have opened my heart to and that too Very hardly . I see you as Someone very Close . Let's Be with each other and One thing please don't betray me . I just can't tolerate it but If you will Then you will see the Real Monster . The Arrogant Manik Malhotra which you never encountered . " He makes her understand softly and at last warned her .

She wasn't scared while he warned her would be a white lie But she found him more attractive that way.

" Bade Hot lagte ho Gusse me " she says not realising .

" Huh " he asked Shocked.  He would be mad like abhi Isne dhamkaya and She is finding him hot .

" Wohhh . Bas Nikal gya " she says cheekily and he burst into laughter .

" You are so cute " he says between his laughs and She blushed .

He smirked and leaned to her . She was startled and he looked at her intensely.

In a blink , he captured her lips and she responded clutching his hairs .

Being lost in the kiss and kissing each other again and again they slept in no time .

Time passed like this and they fell in love.

They found each Other's annoying habbits cute too .

She would admire him and adore him smiling . She would blush thinking off their make outs .

She can't think her life without him . Sometimes , she feel insecure seeing girls throwing themselves on him . She has seen him ignoring every girl except her off course and this gave her peace .

She has heard of him being the playboy but Never felt like . He would care for her , will make her feel special .

He use to being teddies , chocolates , special gifts for her . Though She is not much fond of Gifts but his efforts makes her feel like some special human .

He is the light To her Dark Life .

She would care for him , she Would make breakfast for him , she would scold him when he gets angry on servants for no reason , she would keep him organised . He would adore her when he ruffles his hairs and make him sleep on her laps .

He would just listen to her when she Talks non stop without any break making cute pouts and adorable faces .

She would take care of him when he is ill .

They had fights , they used to not talk to each other . They had ugly ones too when they will say mean and bad things to each other but In the end , the later would do something to make the other feel his/her guilt .

The journey from lust to attraction to like to love was a beautiful one making them for some time forget their worse past .

But It's a part that can't be forgotten but Remembered to make the future beautiful .

Don't get stuck with it . Life is all about taking risks and making it more beautiful or making it more ugly .

Believe in yourself and try moving on .

Today is the day when Manik has thought to Propose Nandini .

He has called her to terrace and has decorated it with lights with stars shining upon their heads .

She came there looking like an angel . In an off shoulder black elegant gown with earrings jingling in her ears was quite a beautiful sight for him .

He checked her out taking his sweet time discovering her every inch of body parts . The gown fitting her curves so perfectly made him fall for her yet over again .

Her milky white shoulders and neck with slight cleavage area was making him turned on .

Her hairs in a messy yet pretty bun with no make up on her face made her look like a fairy she is .

She looked up at him and their eyes met and boom ! they got Lost in each other forgetting their surroundings and everything .

She drooled at the Greek god standing in front of her in a whole new avatar .

From tux and blazers to straight jackets & full v-neck t-shirts with denims. 

Saying that He was looking hot would be an insult , he was looking hottest , sexiest and the most perfect Human specimen to her

( And to the writer too *wink & blush * )

The outfit clinging to him was giving the idea of his oh so sexy rippled muscles .

Damnn ! You Malhotra , you have made the girl standing in front of you fall for you , insanely , madly and passionately that there is no other way out .

His thick sexy legs and denims clinging to it made her speechless , what can she even say to the beauty in front of her .

Their trance broke and both blushed seeing the other checking him/her shamelessly out .

He cleared his throat and she looked at him from the under of her eyelashes shyly and he was bowled over her cuteness .

She looked at the decorations and was confused . She felt movements near her and seeing the scene in front of her , she gasped .

Here stood The Manik Malhotra Kneeling in front of her with a charming smile on his face .

" Marry Me Nandini "  he says directly and saw her making her eyes wide and dropping her jaw .

It was too straight he thought and closed his eyes in embarrassment .

He opened his eyes and smiled cheekily making her giggle .

" I mean will you marry me ? " And her eyes widened with a blush creeping on her cheeks .

He smiled and says

" You are a Sunshine To my Dark night. I was lost in my own with no people mattering to me But then you came . First sight and i was bowled . Our first time together you know na what I am taking about " He says teasing her and she blushed .

" Ahem. Ignoring My desires for now as you know you blushed and it do things to me . So"

She blushed more and he laughed .

" Our first time together and it was not a casual fuck for me and you would have felt . I was softer and you were never a thing to me . You were and you are special . "

He confess wholeheartedly and she smiled with tears .

" You know first time I saw you , you were like a lioness and I hated when you started being vulnerable from the first time with me . I wasn't able to see that . That time i felt ab Jo Bhi ho Jaye . I am taking the risk.  Maybe I will get hurt once again but I was tired of living the dark and Lost life . I wanted escape and you became my escape . Finding escape in you , I never got to know when did I fall for you that too hopelessly and immensely . "

He says looking into her eyes and she sobbed .

" I can't see you crying love . Please shhh . From being attracted to you , I started becoming soft with you and started caring for you.  It wasn't just care , it meant many things to me.  When you started showing your loving side to me , tab I got to know I have started liking you . Slowly slowly I started falling for your childish harkatein , your cuteness and Started hating your tears.  I asked myself , can I do anything for you ? And I realised I can do everything for you which I can . I asked myself , can I leave anything for you and I realised , I can leave everything for you.  I mean it . I realised I ,Manik Malhotra Loves Nandini Murthy . I love you Ms . Nandini Murthy and I am proposing you "

He says spreading his arms and she cried hugging him and beating him on his chest . He gathered her in his arms and smiled with tears .

" Will you marry me ? " He asks seductively and she looked at him .

" Fucking yes " she hugged him again and he was shocked.  Firstly she cursed and secondly she said yes .

She pushed him and as both were kneeling already she confessed .

" First Time I saw you I was shocked , can someone be So hot and droolworthy . You had an innocene on your face behind that devil mask making you different . I acted like a lioness first but then that day when we "

She blushed and he smiled . She is so freaking cute .

" We did It . You were soft that Made me remove my fake mask . If I am vulnerable with you I am the real me . Slowly slowly I opened up with you.  I started liking you when we did that , your touch was special and so soothing.  You were my angel who made me forget all the animals who touched me . Though it is a past which can't be forgotten But I am trying.  You started caring for me Making me feel special ki haa koi toh hai . You took care of me . You started being angry when I neglected myself . I started admiring you . When you shared your past it hurted me . It pained here in the heart . It wasn't sympathy or pity but It didn't get to me  kya tha Woh "

She said caressing his cheeks and he looked intensely at her .

" Then you started showing the real you and I got to know I can't live without you . You have become an unexplainable part of my life . Your care , your scoldings , your anger , your childishness , I started seeing it with different angle . Can i leave you ? No can I live without you ? Never . You have become my life and I mean it . I Nandini Murthy love You Mr.  Manik Malhotra and I am accepting your proposal ."

She screamed the last line and hugged him crying her hearts out .

At last their dream fullfilled and there love story got completed .

They found their solace in each other after meeting in unimaginable circumstances.

At last he started loving her and She started loving him .

Manik and Nandini Became Manan and got their Happily Ever after .

" So To be Mrs Malhotra , shall we eat and You know I have better options after that to burn the calories " he says Flicking her hairs and she understood his motives .

" Achha and Woh kya ? " She asks making an innocent face .

" We can you know at that place " showing her the mattress .

" Burn our calories by Loving each other , tangling our Bodies with each other and that too naked . I will move inside you and take you to the rides of heaven "

He says seductively and she started feeling wet by his words .

" I think it's a great Idea " saying this she kissed him urgently and He returns the favour with same desperation .

Their dinner got successful with lots of teasing and naughty talks .

After the dinner , they moved to the mattress and loved each other skin to skin with the stars shining upon them .

The end ❤️