Ammi (mother) ! I am going to Sara's home, I called her last night but she didn't reply, she always does, if not immediately but after some time. However, she didn't last night. I am a bit worried about her as she has not been feeling well since a week. Huzefa! remember to pay my Salam (Hello in Pakistani/ Islamic culture) to her and her parents, and bring some bread and eggs on your way back home. Alright ammi! I will. This was the day when Sara started feeling all strange and weird, though she had been weak and sick throughout the week. I was really worried about her deteriorating health and her fading face. I have always seen her happy and glooming. I have known her since my childhood as she was my only girl cousin and my only best friend and now my fiancee. All these thoughts were flashing through my mind while I was driving and suddenly this crow came in my way and hit my wind screen. Fuck! what's up with this day? Everything I do and something comes in the way. Anyways, without even realizing that crows getting killed by someone is an indication of something evil (in our culture), i sat back into the car and got to her home as soon as possible. I brought her some jasmine flowers as they were her favorite. Mayn! just look at her, all yellow and weak. This is the weakest I have ever seen her. Hello Jaan (dear)! how are you? Are you feeling better or it's just getting worst? Sara say something nh! don't just stare. Huzefa! you know i love seeing you. It has just been so hard, i can't even talk. Whenever I talk, my stomach starts hurting really bad. Well did you call the doctor? And why were you calling last night, i wasn't aware of your call. Jaan I was just calling to make sure everything was fine and I just wanted to hear your voice as it has been so long we haven't talked properly the way we used to before all this fucked up our lives. Huzefa everything will be fine once i get well. Now quickly go and call the doctor , it would be better if we call the doctor and ask him for his suggestions as my situation is just worsening day by day. Oki! don't worry, I'll call him right after getting home. By the way, Amma was paying Salam to you! I saw a little grin on her face and then she just dozed off as if she was never awake. Then i went into the kitchen to say hello to my Saas (mother in law). She seemed so worried. Hello Kim cho? (how are you?). I am good! how are you beta (son). I am good too. Auntie is there any new updates about Sara. I tried talking to her but she is not in her senses as it seems. Moreover, she looks really pale. She was asking me to call her doctor for any new suggestions as she thinks this medication is not working any good. What do you think? I think she is right Huzefa! we should call her doctor. Okay! auntie i will call him today and let's see what he has to say about all this. I should leave now. I will come to see her tomorrow with doctor.