As I felt my constraint break down, almost at the same time my body stated sensing what was in my environment, not like sing or hearing but literally sensing everything, it was a feeling I have never had before, I could fill the wind that blew throw my stick like body...…..the ground that my body was attached to...….. and the large flower like head on me that swayed every from side to side....! What the f*ck? !. why do I feel like I became something similar to a plant…..no not similar I actually became a plant.
I could not see the complete out line of my body but throw the release and intake f energy. And when that energy hits my body I am able to see the outline of my body, which was very similar to a plant. And when I focused the energy and spread it into the environment I could see the outline of trees and many plants in my environment, with some indication of smaller animals all around. Me. This amazed me because I did not know what happened to me and how I got into this situation but I realize that there is nothing I can do about it.
So I concentrated at trying to manipulate the energy to a more perfect degree. And it paid off because the more I concentrated and tried to manipulate it, my control over the energy becomes more perfect as time passes.
And like this as time passes after finding out about my existence I did what I can for now. And
And that was trying to master control over the manipulation of the energy around me, because I felt like when I accomplish this my life will change forever. It was something like my plant instinct but I believed it with all my might