[Yoongi's view]
I know my path, but I feel like I am on the wrong lane right now. If I would be dumb enough I'd already would've started to smoke.
I constantly try to fix the little fragile spot in my soul...people awake it often.
I was always criticised for my body. It's not that I'm overweight or too skinny. It's true that I don't eat a lot, but I also can asure you that I don't have an eating disorder. The problem, instead, is that I am not in Form. I heard my teachers talk behind my back. They used to say thinks such as 'you just notice right away if someone is not in Form. I would be embarrassed'. It hurt, it still does. So now, I am here, 17 years old trying not to fall off the deep end, being the leader of a vandalism gang.
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One time I walked around the woods near my house. It may sound strange, but they are connected to a beach. When I got there I was planning to write down my thoughts on a paper, but I couldn't since a certain pink haired boy caught my attention over and over again. He looked as if he didn't know where to go...almost as if he was lost without planning to find his way home. He kept looking from the water to the woods, in a way I would describe it as 'should I stay or should I go?'.
It probably doesn't sound like a big deal to just concentrate on my own stuff but this boy, probably 16 years old, has this strange aura around him. It was giving me headaches, almost felt like taking drugs and studying at the same time. My gut, or was it really my gut?, told me to stand up and walk over to the pink one. The closer I got the more dizzy I felt. When I arrived I tapped on his shoulder and he turned around, starring directly into my eyes. It felt more like he was trying to filter out every single mistake I made in my life, and tell me I did good. Before I could even say hello, or ask him if he maybe needs help, he said "I'm Jimin. It's nice to meet you". I got goosebumps by his voice. It was bittersweet, adding to his cute almost doll like face. He then proceeded to smile at me with a desperate face, as if he waited for this day to come a life time long. At this moment I knew,, he's going to take it all away...
I shall' call him, my twisted nostalgia.