Hearing nothing from Ezy, Vicky started to hesitate to ask for more but from what she realized from Ezy's attitude. She knows how calculative is this person living with him for many years that all his plans with them gave their safety as his priority but now he has so much to protect and to save, scoping his vision of goals on a wider scale.
Vicky's preparation in her kingdom can be achieved by using her family's status and privilege of being a monarch of a country. She knows it was selfish but how can she convince the world to an event in the future that is hard to believe while people were domesticated for a long peaceful era.
But for Ezy, his plans are always on a larger scale making even the Roman church that has been here for so many years can be threatened by a rising new religious group and using Sophia as a catalyst. She could only feel pity for the Roman church's naivety not stopping them and doing something to maintain their supremacy.
Looking at the baby's tense back and still didn't want to say anything, she can only wait for the time that he can tell her what did happen after their deaths.
"Ok Ezy.... if it's not time yet, then I can wait..." Vicky said gently and sigh while seeing the baby's back relaxes.
Vicky went near and grab the baby from Natalia's cradle and raise the baby equal to her eyesight making them looking at each other from eye to eye making Natalia surprise thinking the conversation was finished.
"But I want to know how many years did you live after my death?..." Vicky looked at Ezy with bloodshot eyes holding herself from crying.
"Vicky... it's nothing... can you not ask me that, please..... I beg you...." The baby said stuttering and looked away while his body starting to tremble.
Natalia saw for the first time the baby's head lowered with face automatically change into a blank expression and saw his eyes with no life. The baby's shoulder lowered showing exhaustion and no confidence while hugging his own stomach feeling cold of something and his feet that are always curved now are flat showing depression. Her heart choked from the pain looking at the baby's emotional defense mechanism protecting himself from depression and ignoring or avoiding something painful and seriously hate it. She wants to stop Vicky but feeling her intention, she can only pray for the baby.
Vicky also saw Ezy's change-making her heart heavy and ache seeing him like this. She knows Ezy too well that he had always been like this when he talks about his tragic past but for him to react this strong made it more serious for Vicky to know it.
"Ezy... Tell me... I have the right to know!!" Vicky burst out with tears feeling guilty about her last words to Ezy before she died making her feeling angry about herself seeing Ezy's abnormal situation now.
Hearing Vicky crying, Ezy subconsciously looked at Vicky and started to drip tears, his blank expression grimace while some life flickering on his eyes.
When Vicky saw this she hugs Ezy and whispered"tell me Ezy... Share some pain with me... You are not alone anymore..." While Ezy's tears gush and life returned to his eyes while he furiously shivered to feel all the emotion that he sealed deep inside his heart.
"Don't hold it in... let it go..." Vicky while crying comforts Ezy and wishes for him to share some sorrows with those who are close to him.
"..." The baby's chin trembled while it making him hard to speak
"You can do it Ezy..." while rubbing the baby back triggering emotions to come out.
"Fi...."
"Yes... let it out..."
"More than Five hundred...years...." Ezy's wailing and suffering echoed throughout the room while blabbering short sentences and being heard by the ladies in the room.
Hearing Ezy's answer and blabbering, Vicky trembled while guilt enveloped her heart and feeling the pain Ezy went through.
"So lonely..."
"..."
"Always farewells"
"..."
"Always remaining alone..."
"..."
"Death of everyone..."
"..."
"Only worthless struggles,"
"Sorry..."
"Only hopelessness,"
"Sorry..."
"Always alone..."
"Sorry..."
"No one to talk to..."
"Sorry..."
"So hungry..."
"Sorry..."
"So painful..."
"Sorry..."
"Sorry..."
"Sorry..."
Vicky's vision blurred out and painfully remembered that time with her last breath.
Ezy was hugging her tightly, half of her body was gone while blood flow to the ground sipping her life slowly. Thanks to her strong vitality, her life lasted longer for her to talk to Ezy who is now with only one arm and one leg burned from something. She watched him wailing loudly full of sorrow and grief making his wailing hoarser as time passed while his tears became blood. Vicky also saw Ezy holding lovingly a beautiful arm, even if only the arm was remaining, she knows this corpse's hand was Lulu who was always with them but now this is what's left from her.
Lulu already left them from this world while didn't have the time to say goodbye, but she knows that she will also join Lulu. But she was reluctant from leaving, looking at the mournful crying man that she loved deeply being enveloped by so much misery.
Vicky's eyesight started to darken while feeling her consciousness is drifting away.
Knowing her time is going to end, Vicky started to speak weakly.
"E....Ez....Ezy....." hearing Vicky speaking Ezy quickly stopped crying while he responded.
"Vicky, do....don't worry.... You will not be alone in your journey and we'll catch up with Lulu quickly..." Ezy brought out a sharp dagger and pointing it to his heart.
"No... You can't... I want you to live..."
"How will I live without you and lulu... what's my reason for living..." Ezy already sunk the tip on his chest but was stopped weakly by Vicky.
"I want you to know... cough cough.... To what the world will end..."
"..."
"Maybe if there is heaven.... We will wait there for you...."
"..."
"Then you can tell us everything...."
"..."
"Promise me....Ezy...."
"..."
"Ezy...."
"..."
"Promise...."
Before her consciousness faded she heard Ezy." I...I...pro...mise" said with a very weak voice.
Vicky smiled and left this world while hoping and praying for Ezy to find a reason to live while using his power.
After Vicky's flashback on the sad moment, the reality was cruel while she is hearing Ezy's complaints while crying from his heart.
There was no adventure,
No accomplishments,
No happiness,
No amazing moments,
No stories of discoveries,
Nothing but sorrow,
Vicky's heart breaks into pieces hearing Ezy's complaints and what she hoped for didn't happen but made the man she loves suffered all over again many times.
Vicky's lip quivered apologizing to Ezy again and again while Ezy continues crying while didn't say anything anymore.
Ezy cry everything out remembering all the sad experienced he went through until he fell asleep on Vicky's cradle.
Natalia on the side also was crying quietly a while ago making her eyes blood red while watching the baby sleeping now with concerning eyes.
Seeing Natalia's red eyes, Vicky began to speak while caressing Ezy with love and care.
"As you discovered, the little man has many real burdens in life while all the people connected to him closely will also be part of his big concerns," Vicky said softly.
"His perks are real, he is really a perverted person that her greed for women has no boundaries but the truth is the perverted man is craving for much attention that will make him drown his bottomless pit of loneliness he went through."
"He will always be the clown for the people to laugh at making his surroundings cheerful while using this positive energy defending himself from his inner demon slumbering inside his fragile heart."
"Natalia, you are like me from the past future first meeting Ezy. You think this person is very strong and nothing to be afraid of. We were right for thinking about his power but failed to notice that even if you are at the very top but no one to share with it, saving many people but still losing them one by one and ending up alone again while the cycle of tragedy still continues even if he did his best..." Vicky looked at Natalia.
"..." Natalia stayed silent.
"Now I'm happy to see he changed so much to even gives me a headache with his many goals but everything has a reason, so I'll just join the fun. eheheheh" Vicky giggle with Ezy's harem plan while smiling bitterly imagining the future looking at the baby sleeping peacefully.
While Vicky talks to Natalia and giving her some tips about Ezy.
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Meanwhile on the other side of the world.
A woman with a hot office secretary suit running inside the hallway of the white house while the people saw her made a path for her knowing her identity. The president was having a talk in the phone while he saw the secretary rudely barge into his office.
But seeing the frantic expression on her face, a foreboding feeling ate all his anger away while trying to end the call politely.
The President relaxes himself while thinking happy thoughts and praying that this report was about a Dictator who needs some spanking in the butt or a country declared war on them.
While the President gestured the hot secretary to speak, a phone started to ring, and when the president looked at this high priority phone to know what country want to say Hi. The President was shocked all the light of the country on the phone was doing a Christmas lighting presentation just for him but it didn't make him proud that the country's showing their Christmas grating to him.
With a flustered expression, the President ignored the calls and look at the hot secretary to begin her report while gesturing her to report straight to the important ones.
Gulping her saliva while taking a deep breath and spoke."Someone donated 1 billion..."
The President cut in knowing what the continuation of the sentence was."Oh my lord, this is pure god-like stupidity..." while closing his eyes with a dejected expression.
While the secretary still continues with sweat starting to drip while looking a location to hide.
".....And 19 with the same amount followed through!" The hot secretary saw the shocked expression of the President and quickly dashed to the corner of the room beside a big cabinet like a ninja, he closed his eyes erasing her presence.
After the hot secretary hide, a loud roar came next to it like a slumbering Ancient Giant just wake up from his beautiful dream feeling mad at the interruption while the office desk rolled like a comet near the hot secretary giving her shivers and heard him spoke.
"WHO....THE.....FUCK.....DONATED.....THAT...MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"MOTHER....FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"COCK....SUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"ASS....EATER!!!!!!!!!"
"DICK....MASTER!!!!!!"
"FIND THAT SHIT AND FLASH IT ON MY PRESIDENTAIL TOILET!!!!!!!!"
"FUCK THAT SITE ALREADY!!!!!!
Chairs, lamps, crumpled papers, sign pens, books, and other items that can the president carry and throw.