The rain outside poured heavily and I tried to hide more in my blanket shivering with the fear of unknown once again.
life shouldn't have been difficult if my parents wouldn't have died in that car accident 6 months ago .
I wish I would have died with them . But god let me live to face this cruel world all alone along with my elder brother Rihan and my aunt maria .
If I try to reminsce the memories it felt that I was living in a dream since 18 years.
My parents , my brother everything now seems a dream.
Soon I'll be joining the high school but nothing seemed so charming as it should be because my parents weren't there to see me going to school and graduating .
Coming back to rains ...
There was a time when i used to love them but now I hate them because of this rain the car of my parents run down the cliff and now they were gone .
Jenny martin .....a girl with no boyfriend...
A girl who was a nerd since ever ....
A girl who failed exams ...
A girl who always got zero in her projects...
A failure....
No' boy has ever tried to pick on me why?
I never understand the reason.....
My two besties.... they used to have so many so many one night stands and they use to flaunt about it while I just used to sit with my hands on my face when they used to embarrass the hell out of me ...why?
Because I was still a virgin ...huhh!?
They tried to hook me up for few times but I ran away on the very first day ..
I was okay being single truly ...
But...
After my parents died I lost all fun....
Two weeks ago my friends once again caught a boy for me to date and when he tried to kiss me I slapped his ugly lips away with that I ran back home...
Tragic !??
I know .....
Thinking and shifting on my bed restlessly I finally got tired and got up , hell irritated from everything.
Wrapping a warm showl around my bare shoulders I quietly walked towards the terrace and stared aimlessly at the night sky, dark , rain drops falling with a faint sound on the ground .
The chilly wind touched my face and I closed my eyes taking deep breaths . my hair touched my face in a soothing manner and suddenly I felt light at peace .
Breathe in ..... breathe out..... repeat....
my eyes were closed and maybe I would have stayed like that till forever but a faint thud sound broke my trance ....
I turned around the whole terrace and stared in the darkness to find the reason of that sound but nothing made sense .
" who is there ?" I called out in a shaky voice but there was no response .
" Aunt maria?" I called again and a sudden fear crept in my heart ....
" Rehan Bro ?" that's very much possible because he was capable of scarring the hell out of me by throwing stupid pranks .
The thud sound came again on my back and this time I almost fainted with fear , because non of them were at home .Aunt was out with her fiance and bro was partying at his friends house. I shivered with fear like an autumn leaf .
Let me tell you I have a heart of a little rat and I get scared easily .
I frantically run back inside my room and to my bad luck my foot tumbled with the carpet Craapp !!!!!
I closed my eyes again because soon I'll be touching the ground but a pair of arms wrapped around my waist and I was pulled against a rock hard strong chest .....
Instantly , my heart leaped in my throat as an unfamiliar but so soothing ,so intoxicating and oh so so seductive manly scent hit my senses making me clutch to the person next to me almost desperately .
" Be careful il MiO amore !" The husky voice reached my ear and my eyes widened .
what the hell was I doing ?
who was the man I was clung to ?
And wait .....how did he get in here ?
I backed off with a jerk and his warmth was lost the very next moment.
I saw a man .... actually didn't see him because of the dark his face was almost invisible but oh my god...
He was so tall and ....handsome?
He was wearing a jeans and a black shirt with a brown leather jacket ....
He was like a Greek god ...
I tried to look at his face but there was so much of darkness clouded around him that I failed ...
"Trying to have a closer look amore ? " He whispered in a seductive hot tone and the temperature around us raised ...
shit ....where was my voice lost ?
"w..who are yo..you?? And ho...how did you get in he..here ?" I tried to muster up courage as I almost shouted at him ...
oh no...,what the hell was wrong with me? I felt myself shivering but not from fear ... neither from cold ....then why did I shiver ?
Due to his intimidating proximity ???
Hell no...
"Don't bother about that ! you should be asking why am I here ?" He whispered in a very simple tone ....his words had nothing sexy in them but my wild imagination drifted towards the possibilities of the reason for him being here and my stomach clenched into knots .
Ishhhh !
"Ask me amore!" He whispered again and the husk dripped from his words while he started coming forward with slow steps to which I instinctively backed off unit my back touched the wall....
Damnn....I was trapped.....
I licked my dry lips nervously and felt his gaze following my each move .
why can't I see his face huhhh???
That was irritating ....
I breathed harder as he very carefully placed his both hands on the either side of my head and leaned closer.
" oh Amore ! what am I gonna do to you ?" He breathed over my lips and I felt hot ...very hot ...I should be shouting ...I should be screaming for help because a total stranger was practically ready to do anything to me...maybe rape me ? But here I was standing like a dummy getting hot ?
seriously ?
"Pl... please !" Bravo !! That's all I had to say .
" Awww!" He awed at me ?" please what Amore ?" He tched and stared at my face making me gulp tightly .
please what?
I myself failed to comprehend and he stared at me more digging holes in my skin until I felt his one hand dragged the shawl away from my skin . Exposing me to his devor .... hungry devour ... Now I stood in front of him just in a sleeveless crop top which literally did no help to hide me ...I felt life leaving my body when I felt his nose touching my ear and the tip of his tounge touched my earlobe . while his one hand traced the path from my neck to shoulder and reached my breast ....
damnn... damn...damn...
" Hmmm! Much better ! fu*king bellezza ! IL MiO !" He whispered in my ear, nuzzling deeply and my legs gave out due to the intensity but he held me immediately .
what did he say ? what language it was ?
" you didn't ask me ? why? He was on the first question he asked and I could feel his tongue doing wonders over the flesh of my neck .
Assholes.....
"wh...why? Ahhhh! " I asked but was forced to let out a cry of pain which immediately got mixed with pleasure as I felt his teeth sinking in my skin near my collarbone and soon he sucked the spot fervently licking it carefully with his expert tongue.
I was a writhing mess now and I didn't realize my hands were fisting to his biceps desperately . I suddenly wanted so much more. my stomach .... something very strong built inside and I let out a shaky breath when he pulled back after sucking the hickey to his heart content.....
"Ahhh you look amazing !" He whispered in a longing tone and I was a statue by now .
oh...just do it already ...I thought mindlessly....wait ...do what ?
"Tell me you want me to kiss you? " His cocky mean voice reached my ears and I stared at him blankly . Did I say it out loud?
sh!tt.
A stranger was asking me to steel my first kiss? what if the kiss will lead to much more ? Don't say yes....
No ....it's a no...
I won't let a person ruin my first kiss or my first time whose face was invisible in darkness and he was speaking the language which was unknown to me....
No ....No..
say No..jenny ....
"yes !" shit....I breathed out desperately and next second he slammed his eger lips on mine knocking the breathe out of me with that he held my hands which were till now fisted over his biceps he lead them to his hair .
The things got eager and heated with each second. I could feel his hands roaming all over my body and this made me hungry for him.
He is a stronger Jenny. my subconsciousness tried to remind me but I was too much caught up with his lips that my mind gobbled up . And suddenly without breaking the kiss he threw his jacket off his shoulders , his shirt followed the pace and my hands now touched his bare chest and abs .
"Mi sei mancata Amore !" he whimpered between the kiss and I was confused again..... what was he saying?
Before I could even think of asking I felt his hands over my hips nudging me to jump which I did almost robotically and wrapped my legs around his waist kissing him deeper... I was acting like pure shit but that man had something in him...
Thoughts once again drifted apart as I found my back touching the soft mattress and my head sinking in the pillow with that man still kissing the life out of me ...
He left me when he found me breathless and his head was now dug on my throat with his lips and teeth kissing and bitting over my flesh causing me to whimper helplessly .
Now I felt his hands struggling for my shirt and before I could do anything he tore it apart. I let out a Sharp gasp and before I could protest he dug his face back in to my chest taking me to heights of pleasure ....
Everything was so new and different for me....
oh God...
My stomach clenched more and more while he worked his mouth expertly pushing me towards the edge until I started crying out pulling to his hair desperately. He came to my lips and pecked them staring in my eyes...
"Let go baby !" He ordered in his husky tone and the first pleasure of the night rode through me as I dug my face in the crook of his neck while hot tears spilled of my eyes ....
"Hushh ! Baby! " He whispered stroking my hair and I tried to catch my breath....
" who are you ? " I asked in a shaky tone once again and he made me lay back on the bed smothering my hair .
"Not important ! " He whispered in a loving tone and I melted badly .
" why can't I see your face ?" I was high on emotions so my voice become throaty and I felt that I was going to cry with the sadness of not being able to see his face. To that I felt he smiled....
" once again not important !" He whispered sweetly and I felt his lips pressed on my forehead.
" what's your name ?" I asked slowly caressing the light stubble he had on his cheeks and his chest rumbled with laughter.
" you asked too early !" His voice held teasing and I blushed realizing that after having such a passionate encounter with a stranger now I was asking his name ....
He was so sweet ...
" you can call me Benito !" He whispered touching my nose with his forefinger and I giggled shifting in his arms .
"weird ! what kind of name is that ?" okay why the hell am I getting so friendly with him .
" it's a word with the meaning 'The blessed one !" He explained and I could feel his voice getting dark .
The humor left my body and I sensed his serious expressions .
" To whom you are blessed with ?" I asked in a low voice and the next second he pinned me back to the bed .
"Enough of the talking Amore ! let me show you something more !" His voice came out as a growl and he kicked off my shorts along with my undergarments in a second while his own remaining clothing followed the suit ....
wait oh shit ...
that's happening ?
No ....ohh God ....
" Hey !" I let out a whimper as he sucked on the skin of my neck again and again ....
I won't be a virgin anymore ?
Giving the only asset to a man who is a stranger is a stupidity right ?
But I knew ...I knew I didn't had the audacity to stop him .....
He was there to get it and I knew he won't leave without having what he wanted .....
I needed to tell him that I was a virgin ..
" Hey !! I need to tell you something !" I tried to call him harder this time but his lips on my ears muffled my voice once again....
" I know Amore ! I promise I'll be slow and gentle !" His whisper hit me hard ....
He knows I am a virgin how ?
"who are you ?" I was getting scared now .....
He pulled back and stared at me for a long moment .....
Then he whispered only a single line and without giving me time to think he claimed me.... Taking all his rights .... making me His .... letting me cry out in pain and shock ... letting me sob over his shoulder ..... pleasuring me towards the heights .... taking my Virginity away .....
The whisper was .....
" I am your's ....since eternity Amore ! And I am going to ruin you for anyother man ! Ti amo, baby !" .