There must be no compulsion to hide the bodies. Otherwise I'd have never found them.

It was a Tuesday night.

I was riding home after work, my leather roll of knives strapped across my back. I'd left my apron on the hook at the restaurant, but I still smelled like the kitchen. Before Doreen had moved out two months ago, she'd jokingly accused me of having a series of affairs at work, and that I was trying to mask the scent of all those other women with garlic and turmeric. It had been funny, a running joke, at least until the new sous-chef needed me to walk her through cleanup again after hours, and then leaned back into me while I was reaching around her to demonstrate where the fryer basket clicked in.

I had been with Doreen four years, then. And the sous-chef—what the cheating man says in stories is that she didn't mean anything. But that's not right. That's not fair. What she meant for me, it was a way out.