Something about that first love

One's first love. Something we never forget, that boy we laid eyes on and have loved for ages but never brought ourselves to confess. The boy we always admire from a distance but never have the courage to confess. Yes that first love. It was the same for me , Yoo Jae Suk a boy in my class who also happens to be my first love. I first met him when I transferred to cheongha high school, the sight of him running around the court playing basketball left an impression on me. Since then I've liked him since I can remember. But one thing I've learned is that its not easy to confess to someone you like. Watching other girls being rejected by him often made me scared. Unlike the other girls who liked him for his looks and fame , I simply liked him cause he was fun to hang around. He had a great sense of humor and was always ready to help others. Of course he was way out of my league , popular and rich all types of girls wanted him , all of them approaching him in quite shameful ways I would say. Of course that's my opinion. The closest I got to talking to him was in geometry class, we were lab partners. Meaning we did all sorts of experiments together, and I have to say all those times we did experiments together were the best times of my life. I've wanted to tell him how I felt for a very long time, but like any first love I was afraid. Afraid of rejection, afraid of how things would be afterwards. I told myself its better to stay friends than to make things awkward and loose a good friend. So I just admired him from afar, that was more than enough for me. But not any longer because, I'm going to tell him how I feel. Yes I Kang Ma-Rin am going to confess to Yoo Jae Suk. If he rejects me I wouldn't have to see again because I'd be in college far away from him. But I'm still going to try my best because as the saying goes "make sure to live your life with no regrets ".