Bella stared at me with wide eyes. She can't believe she has been so worried about my whereabouts last night only to see me now I guess. I know I sound so stupid right now.
" where the hell have you been?! I had to lie to my parents when they asked about you last night. You didn't even give me a call whatsoever. Gosh! "
I felt guilty for doing that to her. I know I should have gone back to inform her about leaving but didn't think much about that. At that point, I was too consumed with the man last night to even think straight.
" I'm sorry" I apologized. That was the best thing to do at that moment. I took my wrong with open arms.
Bella paced around the room " Look, I'm not mad because you were off but the fact that you didn't inform me is what's annoying." She let out a loud breath.
" I'm sorry"
Bella glared at her " I hate you right now " And that was it.
I burst out laughing. It's so funny watching an angry Bella. I couldn't hold it any longer. Seeing that I couldn't stop laughing, She also burst out laughing " I hate myself right now. Why can't I be serious for one? "
" You tried to be but you know, With a friend like me, it's always impossible to be angry at me," I said slyly. I pulled her in for a tight hug " I love you"
" I hate you so much," Bella said with a small laugh.
We pulled away. I went to collapse on the bed releasing a dreamingly sign. The event of what happened last night came back to me. I wish I could explain how much I enjoyed the moment we shared. It was a night filled with pleasure.
I smiled to myself which caught Bella's attention.
Bella stared at me suspiciously from where she was standing. She noticed how I was looking really happy and in my world. She strode towards the bed. She sat down gently " Tell me what I need to know," she said.
She would love to know the detail of how we went down last night of course.
" I don't even know where to start from Bella. I've never felt this way before in my life " I let out a sigh again. Too bad, it had to come to an end.
" Just say anything " Bella encouraged
" Remember I excused myself to the rest room " She sat upright while Bella nodded and waited for her to continue.
" I did what I needed to do at the rest room and then I walked out to join you guys when the man stumbled into me " I reveal while reminiscing the moment.
Bella knew I was in deep shit with how I was acting like some love-sick puppy. " How did that happen? Are you sure he wasn't watching before he stumbled into you?"
I shrugged. It can't be " I don't think so. It happened so suddenly and I don't think he is the kind of man who would pretend to stumble into me just to talk to me. By the way, I wouldn't even bother whichever way " I finished with a smile " As far as I can still have my hands on that godly body, I'm good with whichever way"
Bella chuckled " You can't be serious in love right now?" She knew obviously that I was now fond of this said man whom I met last night
I pouted " I don't even know what to call what I feel right now. I don't know if it's just the feeling of being taken care of by him that made me like this but all I know is, I want this feeling to last longer "
" Did you do it?" Bella asked this bugging question. I understood what she meant so I took my time before saying" Yes and it was perfect "
Bella's squealed so loud " You aren't kidding me right?"
I shook my head " I promise "
Bella screamed again. She couldn't believe her ears " Oh my gosh! You are now a woman "
I hit her lightly on her arm " The fact that I didn't give my virginity out earlier doesn't make me less than a woman. Oh please "
" Okay, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way. "
" I know, it just..it just felt surreal to me. I can't believe I finally did this " she said in surprise.
" Who is the guy?" Bella finally asked, " Is he someone you plan on meeting again?"
I never thought about that.
" I don't know " I answered with sagged shoulder " We never had that conversation. I don't think we'll meet again with the way the whole thing ended "
" The way it ended? How?"
" He received an urgent call so he had to leave me on my own," I said with a small pout " At some point, I felt like a prostitute. He left some money for me to take a cab"
Bella knew how that must feel right now " I got you, girl. All men are scum"
" True but other than that, I enjoyed myself. He is good, I give him that "
Bella rolled her eyes " Okay enough with this said the man. Last but not the least, did you use protection?"
I froze immediately. I haven't thought about this at all. I feel so stupid " NO!" I scream so loud
Bella's eyes were wide open. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. I know she sees me as someone so stupid. She got up instantly " Are you crazy?!"
I bit down my nails. My hands tremble as I paced around " It happened so fast. I don't know if he used it or not. I was so stupid, Gosh!" I was almost in tears " What do I do please?"
Bella stared at me with a look " I have some drugs with me that stop pregnancy immediately"
A relief look washed all over me " Thank you"
" First you need to have your bath. You smell like alcohol. "
" I know "I rolled my eyes so there was no point in denying it.
Bella pushed me to the rest room " When you are done make sure you piss in this " she gave me a pregnancy kit " Let's be sure "
I stared at the tube confused" does it happen that fast?"
Bella gave me a look as if saying will you leave or do I need to push you off first " ok sorry. I'm moving now "
***
A few minutes later, I came out. She looks so worried.
" Have you peed in that thing?" Bella asked while I nodded my head " Yeah. By the way, it was hard getting pee into that thing "
" Will you shut up already "
" We have to wait for a few minutes before we know that result, " Bella said to me " I just hope it comes out negative"
" I don't know why I see this as not compulsory. It's too fast for a pregnancy test if you ask me " I said with a pout.
" Who cares right now? I don't know why you aren't as worried as I am " Bella asked surprised while I shrugged " That's because I don't think I could get pregnant. I'm very sure that I won't get pregnant "
Bella didn't know what to say. She stared at me like she was watching a scary movie " Ok fine but you need to take these pills "she handed over the pills to me.
I took it nevertheless
There was a glass cup of water on the stand, I took it with an eye roll and then down the pills with the support of the water. I dropped the cup and stared at Bella as if saying " Are you now satisfied?"
Bella rolled her eyes. She can be so handful at times. It's not surprising"let's just hope nothing happens "
" Trust me, nothing will happen at all " l assured her but deep down I needed that assurance.
Bella strangely stared at me" Why are you staring at me like that?"
" Do you by any chance know his name?"
I was confused as to why she was asking me that. She doesn't think it was necessary. Although I still felt that I should have asked for his name" I don't " I shook my head stupidly" it's not necessary"
Bella hit her forehead slightly "What kind of friend do I have? I can't believe you see it as not necessary?"
" I just don't think it's necessary. Moreover, he didn't promise me a relationship. It's a one-time thing and that's it"
" I don't know how your brain works but trust me if I want to go down with a guy I must find out his name. I can't be as gullible as you are " Bella stated harshly and that hurt.
I fiddle with my nails" please can we just forget this? It's a nightstand nothing more. There is no meaning to what I had with him last night "
" You are right. Let's just forget it " but deep down she wants to press more.