Beast by command

Macy groaned as she opened her eyes and adjusted them to the dark of her room..drapes closed and a pounding headache hits her almost instantaneously..flashbacks of the previous night clouded her mind and she could clearly remember the significant details all too well. She wished she could forget the whole ordeal..erase it from her memory but that would be a feat she could never accomplish..she twisted and turned,fluffed her pillow almost a hundred times,drank two glasses of water and still sleep seemed to be a long way off..her eyes were puffy and red..her hair disheveled and in a mess..tissue paper lay strewn across her duvet and rug..she cried the whole night and could not fathom when she fell into an exhausted sleep.she scrambled out of bed,swaying in the process as she braced herself against her bedpost for support..she slowly made it to her bathroom where she quickly washed her mascara smudged face and patted it dry with a hand towel..she brushed her teeth and adjusted the hot water in her shower..she quickly removed her outfit from the previous night and slowly eased herself under the shower.she was hoping that the hot water would relax her tense aching muscles and calm her erratic heart beat..she groaned as the warm water hit her sore muscles and reveled in the warm feeling enveloping her tired body..macy stood in the shower for some time not realizing where her toughts led her once more..lastnight was one of those nights that taught her a lesson..one she will adhere to for the rest of her life..