Michael?. I called as my voice echoed in a dull-like room. No response. The boy panicked. He took a deep breath.1....2....3.. I counted and let go. It's okay. "He" probably still resting. Mumbled in a nervous tone. Maybe the other is awake. I thought. I should call "them" out. I said. He straighten up his back and sat properly. Slightly open his mouth to speak. Victor?. I called but the "voice" that I expected will respond to my call is nowhere to be heard. I felt my hand shaking due to the anxiety. It's okay. Thought the boy. I have Gale. I called out "his" name . But it remains silent in the empty room. No.. He whispered. This must be a fucking joke right?. His eye widened.

My vision become blurred. I can feel the tear down to my cheeks. It's just a matter of time for my voice to break down. I clenched my teeth so nobody notice me sobbing .I don't want to ruin the day. Today is a great day for everyone. It is a great day for me too. So why today? I am not ready to lose "them" yet. For once in every while I gasped for air. Eventually forgot how to breath. It hurt. It hurts so much I feel like I'm going to die. Somebody.. help me. I raised my head slowly to face the door. I can hear a woman voice laughing which belong to my mother. As a voice of a young boy groaning showing that he dissatisfied followed by a young girl which belong to my younger sister. If I make a sound will they noticed that I'm crying. I thought. Will I be alright?. If I ask them for help will they understand me?.I groaned. It hurts so much I can't take it . I don't want to lose control . My head throbbing. My heart beating so fast that I can hear it in my eardrums. I crouched on the bed and clasping my hand together on my chest. My eyes feel hot. Ughh.... I can't take it. Victor....,Michael...,G–gale. My voice is shaking and I barely can speak. Help me . I wasn't aware that "they" will disappear one day. The ropes that I always hold onto disappear without me knowing. Now that "they're" gone . How am I supposed to be "me"?.