Lawrence knew that he shouldn't be thinking this way but because of the influence of alcohol and his heartache, he couldn't discern his intention. These thoughts were not supposed to be running on his head.
That Movu, that bastard left her, while he---he was the one who loved her dearly---he's been beside her all along. He respected her so much that he hadn't done it to anyone for more than a year because he was hoping that she would give it to him once they got married. But, there's no more marriage for him, she chose that bastard over him. The man that hadn't contacted her for two decades.
She will leave him for that kind of man--Leave, no---she can't. She can't leave him. He can't live without her, not anymore.
