BingLan spent two days in the hospital, and was discharged by herself on the third day, when she could manage to eat porridge.
When she walked out of the hospital, she did not feel anything.
After all, she achieved most of her goals, and now, all she had to do was concentrate on finishing her intern year with a bang.
She only applied to the huashan, the best of the university affiliated hospitals available to her.
BingLan got in, given she is the highest scoring person this year.
For two weeks life went on as usual.
It is on a random night she missed Delun first.
She was sitting in the last row of the bus, listening to the familiar lecture about anatomy for the thousandth time, and a love song played on the radio.
All of a sudden, all she could think of was Delun, and her eyes watered and her heart squeezed.
Once she remembered him, it was all she could think of no matter how she tried to think of something else.
Gods!
Is this what love sickness feels like? Bing Lan wondered for a moment.
Nah, it shouldn't. No matter how much it hurts, love sickness is not a physical condition, despite the pain in her throat, her eyes that do not stop watering, the acute need to just see him, this should not be love sickness.
After all, they did not meet long enough for something like love to develop.
And love at first sight?
She did not believe in love in the first place, and she refused to acknowledge she may have missed him.
It's just the gravity of what I have done finally digesting mentally, she told herself.
After all, marriage was a big deal, and she just treated it like a child's play.
It is something that affects her entire life.
Yes, yes! She is just feeling the gravity of her decision, and the folly of making such a major decision so lightly is just dawning on her.
Bing Lan wiped her tears away before the people on the bus could look at her weirdly.
But the damned tears won't stop.
What the !
When she got home, thankfully, her mother's asleep, and her brother finished his dinner and studying.
She had her milk, went straight to bed.
As long as she sleeps, these little things will not bother her.
All she had to do was sleep.
When she wakes in the morning, she will not have these weird doubts, and she will not feel the pain in her heart either.
She could not sleep.
She, who could sleep just fine tied up in a solitary confinement prison, could not sleep!
Bing Lan sat up in her bed angrily.
Okay!.
She will not do stupid heroine routine.
She's a smart girl. Since there's no way to meet the real person, she should just stalk him online.
It's not a big deal!
He's a second generation heir, so there must be plenty of little girls who are following him.
One additional her won't be a big deal.
No one will know.
Even if they know… she could cover it up.
Working in Zhu club, she has seen plenty of second generation heirs.
She could just follow a few of them too.
Yep!
That's right.
Her fingers are faster than her brain.
She already typed in 'Fan Delun' and pressed search.
His weibo has three hundred thousand followers.
That's quite the number for a non celebrity.
However, it also has his picture, and many more pictures of social occasions.
They all looked like high class parties, with the cocktail dresses and their martini glasses.
While she is here crying her eyes out, Delun is out there, dancing with heiresses, drinking cocktails and having fun in general.
Bing Lan followed his account.
Her own account has a measly five followers, them being her brother, mother, dayu, her class monitor, and the resident adviser.
The monitor and adviser added weibo accounts of all their students for the year, so they can better manage schedules.
She laid in bed, and read all his activities during the season.
Delun is surprisingly a social butterfly.
However, BingLan soon noticed that his eyes are always guarded.
He has four girls who liked him, and while he does seem to be paying attention to Zhu Rong Hui, he always kept his actions gentlemanly.
The ache in her heart lessened a little.
'I am not a stalker. I just can't stand curiosity.' Bing Lan told herself, before randomly searching and following four other second generations.
With that, she turned in for the night.
Delun closed his eyes and rested for a moment.
He's been working diligently to attract investors to his building project.
Then, just yesterday all of a sudden, all the protesters went away without any effort from him self.
All of a sudden, three investors popped up, all with similar conditions of him paying an enormous penalty provided he did not finish constructing the said building in a year, or if the building encountered any problems during construction.
He paused for a moment before he signed.
Putting people around Bai Ming is almost like pulling teeth.
He trusted very few people, and only the relevant instructions were passed down to lower level employees.
There's a person around Zhu Rong Hui, fortunately, it seems this person is not found out.
After all, he kept this person only for getting the information, so it probably slipped Rong Hui's mind.
It is only then Delun understood.
Both Zhu Rong Hui and Bai Ming are preparing for a Tsunami, or some kind of disastrous storm.
They are insuring all their properties off the coast, and they are only doing it through the insurance company belonging to Yuning.
However, it does not seem like they have come to an accord in this.
Bai Ming is busy separating assets of the Bai group from the insurance company they have, while Zhu Rong hui is only insuring the properties.
Delun stopped rushing into the project, and organized a thorough geological survey, including quake resistance and tsunami resistance.
For the past week, he has been entertaining daughters, nieces and god knows which relations of the investors, trying to keep them in hand.
Now that he is back in his car, alone, all he wanted was to see Bing Lan.
However, he could not go.
He can't go to the hospital to catch a glimpse of her, nor could he make a call to talk to her.
The driver he currently has is his grandfather's man.
Delun had to give up his chauffeur in order to get investors this time around.
He opened his mobile.
He randomly checked weibo.
Like every other day, he searched for BingLan.
What do you know, there's a new name today on the last page.
She is the last person on the rankings, with only five people following her.
Yet, he knew it's her.
The profile picture is a pressed flower from the bouquet he bought for her, the only little flower he included in there, with few of it's petals gone on both sides and the perfume.
The picture is taken well.
Sure, there might be other people who were given the same flower, and the same Hermes perfume, but few who had the same exact petals missing, and few will buy the unisex perfume for their girlfriend.
Delun controlled his expression.
Even so, his eyes shone as he looked at her account.
She seemed to not have updated for a long time.
And today, she followed his account, and four more guys.
The only other people on her account seem to be her mother, brother, and colleagues.
As he was watching, there was one more update on the account.
A pretty ugly picture of the milk carton, and only a single sentence.
' Drank milk tonight and went to sleep now. Good night! '
It's such a banal and perfunctory sentence.
Even so, just seeing that sentence warmed up Delun's heart.
It felt like Bing Lan updated her weibo specially for him.
After all, except for the class and exam oriented news, there's not a single personal sentence among the posts till now.
He updated his own weibo with an empty glass of milk, and good night.
There was such a commotion in the night just because of the single picture.
Half the high society girls, including Zhu Rong Hui read the post.
While the rest looked at the very fan service like empty milk glass and tried to figure out, Zhu Rong Hui was the only one to search for a name called Binglan.
She found it on the last page, just like Delun.
With a single glance, she understood what happened.
They both missed each other, and had a couple moment.
If a person did not know the relationship between them, it is nigh impossible to understand it is a couple message.
Her heart is set on fire once more.
She had been married to Delun for ten years in her first life. She spent all of her youth on him.
Not once in those moments was he this sweet to her.
Not even once.
Her desire to hurt BingLan surged within her once more.