"Silvia wait!" I begged her as she stormed off. She didn't dare look at me but instead just ignored my plead to apologize to her. "I know I messed up big time Silvia but it was one time I swear." I said. She stopped and turned towards me,tears in her eyes. I saw anger like never before. Silvia slapped me so hard I fell backwards. "How? How could you do this to me? TO US? I thought I meant something to you! I thought I was your world..Guess I was just fucking stupid. Stupid to believe that love would ever come my way. Look at you. I looked up to you when you defended your sister before her dying breath. I faced your frickin psycho of a mother and I'd even told you my horrible upbringing." She says angrily. Silvia wipes away her tears and looks to the ground hurt,sad and confused.
"I'm...I can't help but feel betrayed. We..Us..WE LUNA..WE HAD SEX TOGETHER MULTIPLE TIMES. We had..no..I was..gonna tell you my plans after we graduated from school..WE WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER. I..I was gonna propose to you!" She cries out. This shocked me. I had no idea Silvia felled so strongly about our relationship.
Now I feel like a bigger fool and Fafir got the last laugh. Great my second girlfriend is about to become my ex. Bravo me. Couldn't resist a good dicking could I? I think to myself on this while I watch Silvia cry some more she then turns away from me and folds her arms. A awkward silence between us. I feel very bad about what I done and didn't think any of this through. We say nothing to one another. Silvia gets up on her feet and asked me to take us back to the school. I agree and off we go. We arrive and it's midnight,usually Silvia would walk me to my dorm and we'd kiss each other good night. Now. She remains silent until she grabbed my collar weakly and uttered a sentence that would be engraved in my thoughts.
"I never wanna see you again. Your no good for me. I hope you find someone more to your liking. I'm not it. This is goodbye. We need some time apart." She said with one last kiss. This one was weak and just on my forehead. It stung very bad hearing those words. There I was looking at a girl who once bullied me,became my friend,became something more and now. I feel like im back were I started. Alone. No girlfriend or boyfriend at all. And soon no friend either when I tell Chelsea the news.
I walk back to my dorm and get undress,fall in bed and just think of that sentence Silvia said. The last part. "We need some time apart" lingered. I put my hand behind my head and just stared at the plain ceiling. The next day I go to class and see Silvia hanging out with Chelsea. I think nothing of it. Chelsea sees me and waves for me to come join her. I hesitate as Silvia gets up and leaves. I heard her sigh and saw a tear come out her eye. Chelsea was confused and wonder what was up. "You two get in a fight or somethin? Silvia is never down. She's usually a free spirit and speaks her mind. She seemed..I dunno. Sad. Is everything good between you two?" She asked concern.
I didn't say anything for a few seconds. I just drank my grape juice and thought of all the good and bad times Silvia and I shared. I do miss her but this is my consequence for my actions. "Helloooo Neo to Luna? Ya there?" Chelsea asked waving her hand in front of me. I snapped out of it and hesitated answering her question. "Are you two alright? Did something happen?" She asked even more concerned than before. I said nothing and just got up and walked away. Chelsea wasn't very happy with my response. Pissed off was more accurate she hates being ignored but to save her the trouble. This is my own fault and no one else should deal with it but me. Two days later and I practice my new routine of being a student at Vei Shong Academy. Get up,brush teeth,wash face,shower,get dressed and head to class. After classes I usually go to the gym and play dodge ball and if that's not available. I grab my swimsuit and go to the school pool. Today I felt a sense of dread and guilt. After I finished my final lap in the pool I felt a small pain in my stomach. I figured I had to use the restroom. So I scurried off and did my business. While I was using the facilities. I recognized two familiar shoes. One pair of brown loafers belonging to Chelsea and one white sneakers with red bottoms that belonged to Silvia. "Shit" I mumbled. This was the worst time to be using the restroom. They were talking so far about normal things. They laughed and even through jabs at one another. Well..until Chelsea brought me up.
"What's been going on between you two? I asked Luna and she just got up and left. Poor girl the stress of being the Saviour of Neo is getting to her. I can't imagine that. That responsibility placed on you from birth and everyone either hates you or fears you enough they use you to be your friend or worst lover." Chelsea said. Silvia seemed angry and yelled back.
"RESPONSIBILITY!! WHAT RESPONSIBILITY!!! YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HER LIFE OK JUST STOP TALKING ABOUT HER AROUND ME PERIOD. I WISH I NEVER MET HER. Her mom threatens me constantly and passively yet Luna does nothing about it. I don't wanna be associated with her ok. Please Chel. Drop it. Its her problem not ours. Im done with her and her horrible mother." She dismissed wholeheartedly any claim towards me and any other Luna-related questions. Not gonna lie indeed hurt. It felt like a knife stabbing over and over. Her words pierced me and I just felt awful so awful as soon as Chelsea and Silvia left I vomited in the toilet.
"Maybe I'm not as good as I once thought I was. I got myself into this and I got to get myself out." I sad sicken by my own face as I stared at it in the murky water of the toilet. I got off my knees,wash my hands,dried them and went back to my dorm. I was upset with myself and grabbed a journal Papa gave me before I arrived to Vei Shong. Chelsea was going to say something to me but stopped. I wrote in the journal my thoughts and sooner than later felt at ease.
"Im..Im sorry if I was an bother to you and Silvia earlier Luna. Your my best friend and I care so much about you guys. I don't like when you two fight. If you want..You can tell me what's bugging you. I can keep a secret I promise." She said. I took a deep breath and faced my friend. I stood from my chair and hugged her tight. "I...I don't blame you if you don't wanna see me too." I said. Confused Chelsea asked why did I think that. I sat on the floor and told her the truth. "One night..with Fafir. I...I had sex with him and..I felt so guilty I told Silvia two nights ok so that's why she's pissed at me. I feel dirty,horrible and stupid. Im such an fool. She deserves someone better than me. Had not I fell for Vu Rachel's trap and her stripping me naked, let alone Fafir seeing me all chained up and naked that way. It'd never would of happened." I said feeling relieved. Chelsea smirked and giggled. "W..Whats so funny?" I asked. She pulled out her phone and turned off her recorder app. I panicked and begged Chelsea to not send that to Silvia. "Why not? I believe you. Fafir use some sort of aphrodisiac on you. Was it by chance a pink planet?" I gasped with surprise. "I..it was..h..how did you know about that? Why do you know that?" I asked in wondering. Chelsea pulled up some old website on the Neotic Deites and there lore. The lore for Fafir in small print states:" As God of Evil and Lord of Beasts. This god has two other names he goes by: The Master Seducer of Sin and The Crafty User." I was still confused and was just wondering how Chelsea knows this. "I also like mythology. Sooo Neotic mythology is accurate. He used The Love Planet and his..lemme guess. False Marriage Promise to you didn't he?" She asked. Ashamed I nodded yes. "B..But how do you know of his supposed promise? H..has he done this with you?" I asked. Chelsea unbeknownst to me sent the recording to Silvia. She sat me down and told me her grandmother fell victim to the very same act thus an forty-five year relationship with her grandpa gone. They never got back together and her mom as an child witness the divorce causing her to act out and rebel at the age of twelve.
"History states Fafir has done this for eons. He's over one billion years old and yet so many women have fell for the same trap. You were just another on his sex list apparently. In all honesty Luna. The first time. He took you to his bed unwillingly and Im still pissed that happened to you but this time..You did in a way agree so I can understand Silvia being angry at you. As far as your Mom threatening her. You should probably talk with her about that one. Ultimately, You and Fafir share an heinous act. You I forgive. Fafir. He can burn in Hexus for all I care. Give Silvia time. She'll come around ok?" Chelsea wisely said. I never knew this side of her. She pulled me close and kissed my head.
I started to cry and thanked her. Days went by and the same ol' same ol' kept happening. Eventually I grew tired of waiting for Silvia to talk to me so I decided to go talk with her. Last night I meditated for the longest and forgave myself. It was hard to do. Its so easy to linger on our bad days but if any thing Momma taught me is: They don't last always. I smiled and headed to my dorm room tired and relieved to take an nice bath only to see Silvia.
"Oh...uh.....Hi..been an while hasn't it. Heh..heh..This is awkward. Y..yeah..we need to talk. Ya got a minute?" She asked looking sexy and beautiful as ever. Her hair was now shoulder length. One part green and the other had a name in it..It started with a L. Weird. I couldn't look away at her steely blue eyes,her denim shorts and her cute little hands. Those hands grabbed mind and suddenly. I was in an water fountain. She smirked at me and giggled. "Got ya cutie hehe. I missed you oh so much Luna Berry. I like that...Luna Berry." Silvia said picking me up. She was slightly more muscular and toned. Those abs...mmmm. Could grind meat on those. She removed my head from my body realizing im a dullahan and kissed my lips. We locked lips which seem like an eternity. Once we stopped Silvia placed my severed head on her lap and smiled. My body laid down next to her.
"I got an new look Luna Berry hehe. Look...I got Chelsea's message and I also got your pathetic voice messages of you crying saying you wanted me back. At first; I didn't even want to hear nor see or talk to you,but now I have to tell you something."