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Chapter 23 - I am.....but am not

Lily seemed happy that Steve was with her all through out, he showered her with gifts and love and at the end they had s**

Lily had been enjoying this for a while but then it seemed to get a hold of her.

"Its getting too much" she confronted Steve. Anytime she refused to lay with Steve.....

"I'm getting fed up" He only seemed to show her love only when she had satisfied him. She felt so dirty herself

"If you are tired then you get the fuck out of here I don't need you" he had told her a lot of times

She felt so disgusted with her self daily. Betty was right she thought but she couldn't go back to her it was too late for her. She had no other choice but to keep on submitting to the desires of Steve

"Good girl"

"After all the insults?" she asked covering herself up

"come on babe I was just angry" as he zipped up

This continued for a while and lily was getting fed up. Betty had been watching lily over time she felt bad for her she knew it wasn't her fault but Steve's

"Hi lily" she walked over to sit near her

"....."

"I came...to check up on you...."

lily hugged her so tight as tears flowed down her eyes she didn't know how to start apologizing

"i...I...I am ....."

"shhh lily I understand"

After a while lily got herself back

"So how is everything going between you two"

lily couldn't say a word after a long term of silence

"Lily..."

"As long as your happy with him I'm alright with it Ok?"

"....."

"Your happy with him right?

"...I....I..a..m...." she stammered

"Then its Ok am here for you alright"

she hugged Lily

"But am not" lily said to herself

lily felt a little surge of hope the moment she got back with betty. she decided to end with Steve finally and focus on her new found life.

"Steve I..."

The door of Steve's house was open she was somehow anxious. She saw his clothes littered in the sitting room. She headed upstairs to his room pushed the door and what she saw shocked her to her bones.

"Steve...??"

He glanced at her and sighed. He was making love with two girls one beside him and the other on top of him. He moaned harder. Lily didn't know how to react. He kissed the first girl

"Your so sweet Darling!" as he massaged her chest

lily couldn't just take it anymore, she ran downstairs as she header towards the door to leave

"Hey lily!!" Steve called her and she halted

"It was nice having fun with you"

"And I even thought you were reasonable" he scoffed

"You were even easier than I thought"

"Baby...come on I need badly right now" the first girl asked as she came out of his room. The second kissed him and he carried her inside to continue with their business

lily stood rooted to the ground like she had just seen a horror movie that had sucked life out of her.