"I spend most of my days inside away from the sunlight, I was born, or you could say cursed to be unable to touch the sun, lest it burns me, imagine my mother, wanting to show me the outside for my first time as a baby, then I get burnt badly, almost dying in the ER, what cruel man put this curse me I don't know, all I know is ill find that son of a bitch and kill him, ill tear off his face and make him watch as I make a mask out of its leather- oops, I got carried away"
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"I despise children, why are they able to live so happy when I wasn't, it should be a crime, no not even that, it should be a cardinal sin, punishable by death, but that's just what I'm doing, punishing naughty children for committing a terrible sin, yea! why else would I hurt those little rats? I'm not a bad person, just doing what parents won't! yea! I'm on a holy crusade! anyone who gets in my way should drop dead! oh, I lost my composure again, that happens a lot, maybe I should get back on those meds- NO not those god-awful things!"
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"I have to confess, I was once considered "normal" but then I lost those satan pills and I saw everything clearly, everyone around me was a demon, and I was the rapture, I was meant to save all the innocent by eliminating the sinners of this world! if only that marsh didn't exist, he's causing too much of a ruckus, he must be a demon himself, with what I can tell he's an immortal freak, how else would someone become immortal other than making a deal with Satan and become a demon in exchange for his soul?"
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"Sometimes I wonder to myself if I'm the only sane person on this planet, I really do think I am! I mean I'm the only one who can see all these heathens correctly for who they are! why am I the only one who sees these sinners!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?! WHY!?!"
he has been saying all this in front of a mirror yelling to himself and screaming, all this time, in this lonely basement, a single man and a mirror, as well as a large pc setup, has been suffering, but those that make his actions ok? no, of course not, he killed kids, but if you replace them with adults, somehow he becomes redeemable, at least to some, I look back on the old days of the internet and see tumbler, they'd have a field day with this guy, but, for good reason, they realized that was wrong, so they cleaned up and got a lot of mental help