Do you know time skips in fps games? yea, those aren't happening, I have to wait the entire waiting time, luckily I can use that time to get better at shooting so it's not all bad id say, but now that I think about it, can these people count as people? I mean I assume they're like bits of code brought to life or something, but I'm in a real conundrum, actually not really, I'm not about to get all sentimental, that wouldn't fit my character, I'm more 'just do' type of person, but I do think, and I've weighed the benefits and I believe just killing would be better
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I forgot full years passed and yet I haven't aged a day, so I wonder if it's because in games you don't age? that has to be it because at this point I'm out of ideas and I want to occupy my time, I also learned by dying that checkpoints are a thing, so that's fun, I can die I assume three times per checkpoint, don't want to risk it anyways so I assume one, but I've died two times same checkpoint before, but anyway I only have a couple of missions to go
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ok, so I learned today that if you mention they live in a game the fabric of reality fritzes out and I can die during this, so all around not a fun time, but I also realized the time period and that I'm playing the newest game, with what? robotic Hitler? honestly, I'm not sure I liked this title, it was full of cliches and bad story writing, I mean the big bad off himself at the en...d.... ._. NO! I know your gonna make me look like the bad guy, god damn it! I refuse to save him!
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I know what it's trying to do and it pisses me off, I mean I'm not the bad guy here I just want to get out, I don't want to actually save him, I swear I'm a good person, at least I normally am, I swear I've been forced to do all the ba- I'm just making excuses, that was me, and I need to live with those choices and make sure to amend them over time, and if I ever forget it will be because I fixed my mistakes, I swear to never kill an innocent life unless they wish or if it is unnavoida- no, ill try my hardest to make it avoidable
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I made it to the boss, he's a bullet sponge, there's a bunch of ammo cashes through this stage tho, and I made it to the final part, as he's about to shoot himself I think of something raise my pistol and shoot him myself, a bit violent but it seems like it did the job- AGH- now I'm in a room... the. room. I'm in a puzzle game! these are the worst! i hate these, they work out my brain, and I've never beat these before....