every day i go to sleep i wake up in a boys body, i never leave the room i find myself in, and i don't know why, but everything seems so gloomy in there, so i want to cheer myself up by looking at the stars, this wold of mine consists of staring, never ever making contact, this power of mine hurts whatever i touch, it pains me, to see everything i love turn to ash, i want this hell to end, but for some reason i have a big drive to live, i dont know why, but its like im being told to, like dying is just failing to accomplish my goals
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two weeks of this, who is this boy and why do i lose my power whenever i enter his body, its not a dream, i just know it, i wander around his house, in search of a way out, but there is no door, and if there is i dont see it, it scares me, i want to leave to find out where i am, theres a computer which is cool, most searches are concerning, stuff like "how to stop voices in head" and "why do i hear voices"
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my ability is slowly going away, i noticed because i bumped into something and it didnt turn to ash, but when i grabbed a cup it did, its crazy, why is this happening! THIS IS MY POWER!!! IM LOSING THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME SPECIAL... wait calm down... ill be able to touch things for once in my life, ill be free, for once in my life i can make contact with them, yay! this is great if i think about it like that! i never have to worry about harming another life ever! yes! yes! yes!
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ive been passing out more and more going to that boys room, nothing ever changes, except the date, its always a day ahead, i wonder how im connected to him, do i have two powers, im never hungry when im in his body, does this mean he eats often? i hope he is, i never see trash in here, maybe this just means hes well kept, good, over this time ive grown attached to this boy, i think hes 19, maybe? i see his birthday on the calendar, i don't know his password, and i cant leave, i wonder how food even gets here, well no matter
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its been a couple of months and ive been wondering, whats his name?, its nowhere around here, ive found his hero card though, Immortal Demon? i think ive swapped bodys with an edgelord, well either way, i care for him and keep his room clean, whenever i feel like im switching again, i always leave him under the stars, so he can wake up to their beauty and appreciate life, the more he appreciates life, the more happy ill be, i hope he doesn't find me weird, id love to meet him sometime