It's been six and eight months ever since I fell in love. Everytime I thought I found the right man for me something would happen. Everytime I convince myself that I've found the love of my love I would be left heartbroken. Why I may ask myself. Am I that of a bad person? Is God punishing me? What wrong did I do to God that he would punish me so bad? Am I a bad person? I have everything one could desire but not love but I do not know the feeling of being in love, I do not know the feeling of being loved. For many years I've been asking myself endless questions. Telling myself that I will never find true love. But not until I meant Shaquan the love of my life. Shaquan is the best thing that ever happened in my life. For years I thought I would never find love. I thought I would die alone. But Shaquan changed that. He changed the way I felt about the world, the way I felt about me. I became someone else. Someone better than I thought. I became a woman amongst women.
I know it was just a few months since we started dating but to me it felt as if I've known Quan for decades. My life changed into something else, something amazing I say. I know you might think am crazy but am not. Am just inlove that's all. While I was busy daydreaming I was quickly brought back to life. I eventually forgot about my dream. My best friend Hazel walked in. "Are you daydreaming again?"said Hazel "No am just thinking about how my life changed from being hell to being the best thing in my life."I said "Rissa I don't mean to ruin this moment but I don't think you and Quan will work out."said Hazel "what do you mean?"I asked " I mean... okay take a look at Quan that man is low-key,he shouldn't be dating someone like you."said Hazel "How could you say something like that... you out of all people my best friend. I've never been happier ever since I meet Shaquan. But you wouldn't know that because you are busy looking at his imperfections."I said "Am sorry! I was just telling what I think. But if you love him am going to support you all the way."said Hazel