It's been a week since I wrote a diary ..let me see.. I think it's been over 7 years I stayed in this mansion with victoria and her twin son.. Her husband,kaisen is seriously sick cause a disease named 'juvine poison'
It's a disease like a poison but it's not cause of poison.. It's cause of who have vecenna royal blood that been cursed, although i'm not sure what it's mean
But still..
No one knows what the cure is.. Actually I felt bad to my stepfather,kaisen ..because he gonna die soon..he really nice to me.. He even treat me like his own daughter..
Well his wife, Victoria really doesn't care about kaisen.. Because she just want the position of the heir.. I really hate the woman like that, hope my real mother not behave like victoria did..
Well...
Kaisen once told me that my mother, Lilith is the empress
And a great woman,always make a surprise
'you sure like your mother'
That's what kaisen said to me but I don't think that's true.. I think I'm just weakling in this house.. I'm too afraid to fight with my own stepfamily,
Nobody love me.. I'm all alone..
I went to kaisen room..kaisen always tell me fancy stories,magic,everything that I want to know,even when I want to try sword fighting like father ,he teach me too while lying on the bed.. He use his magic to send some of his memories of sword training.. Like telepathy.. (giggles)
Today.. I want kaisen told me my family story because I want to know more about my family..
I enter kaisen's room, waiting for him to tell me another story. I sit on a chair beside kaisen's bed. So comfy!
Kaisen begin to tell me the story about my father Leonard von vecenna. He seems happy about telling the story to me.
'your father is a great person too..he won every battle.. He even sword fight me and your uncle,raphael too! Hehe but it's not long victory.. Your aunt,Laniey beat him until your father defeat..and the word that only come from his mouth is 'this.. Is the first time I lose sword fighting.. But to a woman? Ha.. You're gotta be kidding me 'Hahahahahaha! We laughed a lot that time.. (sigh) .. I really miss that time'
This conversation is really long than I thought.. But it's not that bad.
Emperor Leonard von vecenna , my father.. He is a great swordsman. he the right hand of former emperor. He even lead the right team war with the former emperor.i wonder what kind of my father is.. People called him 'monster' or 'coldblood'.because of his cold behavior, expressionless and he always does what the former emperor said even if he must kill a person, he so loyal! But today story about my father.. I think he's look fine.. Well rumor is a rumor after all..
I'm glad to have a father like Leonard..
Kaisen pat my head... And it's seem he want to comforting me..
'Ivysharna.. If one day I die.. Please run away from here'
Said kaisen
What? I-is he for real.. Why would I..but if you die then I..
'I know what happened to you this 5 years after I've got this disease.. You been beat by victoria right? Ha.. I knew this would be happen.. I'm sorry ivysharna.. If i'm not sick.. I will-'
'father.. It's okay, please don't blame victoria.. She just teaching me into a good girl, that's all'
'NONSENSE!( Sigh)..Ivysharna.. You already good girl and yet you got beaten so badly.. Why didn't you tell me before..i knew you scared of telling me but remember this.. It's okay for being scared but don't be scared if you want to fight for justice '
I'm pretty shock after hearing that.. It's my first time.. But is it really okay? What's this feeling.. My heart feel burning inside, and what's this..tears? Am I... Crying? The tears slowly down to my cheek. (sob)
I'm crying for the first time in my life..kaisen comfort me.. I cried so badly
It's feels like a dream.. and my eyes are hurt.. Well maybe because I cried so hard today..
I lying on the bed in my room.. It's past night.. I think I'm able to sleep well tonight (haha)