Today
I feel like I'm dying again..
Even when I thought I still alive
But the pain, i feel it
Weird..I'm not supposed to feel any pain.. But I feel it and it's getting worst..
What happened to my power? (sob)
My stepmother, Victoria really hate me
She said that I'll be love by her but she lied to me
If she love me ,
Why would she leave me when I need her?
Why would she said that I never run away when she beat me?
Aah..
I really want to die even people say don't
The night before I asleep victoria come over my room
Knock! Knock!
"Who was it? "
I asked..I curios about the person knocking my door room so hardly in the middle of night..
I opened it.. Hiccup! Hiccup! The sound of people drunk.. It's victoria!
"Mother? What are y-"
"YOU!HOW DARE YOU! I'M KNOCKING THE DOOR AND YOU MADE ME WAITING!...IVY!"
Victoria slap my face..is she...drunk?
oh no! She drunk again.. What should I do? I bow to Victoria and said that i'm sorry.
"Hmph!you better sorry! Because I will take over this house and become heir of this house! Well, you just an orphan why should I worry about.. Hahahaha"
Victoria laughed and mocked me again and again. but I used to it. So, it's okay... Right?
"Hey..you know what ivy.. I..Hiccup!..really ha.. Hiccup!..hate.. You! What so perfect about you anyway!"
Victoria glare me and grab a stick
She smirked and beat me
"I hate you! I really hate you! Just why? Why would someone like you be perfect! You just 9 years old and yet you still belove child by that old man, kaisen! Supposed my Lumiere and halmiere beloved by him.. But you! Just why!"
"I'm sorry...mother"
That's only word that coming out my mouth.. Victoria ran away from my room and back to her room because she doesn't like anyone in this mansion know.. I'm.. So pathetic.. Sigh..
There's no point on crying by the way..
I hope tonight I can sleep well..