Dear diary,

My name is Ivysharna von vecenna

This is my first diary.

My stepfather, kaisen von vecenna is my real mother's half brother .he is the one who gave me this diary book. Because today is my birthday. I turn 9.

Well ,it's not like i'm having a happy life after all. My real mother, Lilith von vecenna is dead.

As you can see, I'm from vecenna royal family. The legendary royal family..

Vecenna is well known as the powerful royal family ,because Zeus vecenna von vecenna, the king of kings, I mean my great grand grandfather is a powerful mages in vecenna kingdom. He was the one who was brilliant, the one who was powerful and the one who was generous. Although he is a little bit strict.. Kaisen said.. Not me..

In kaisen's house,there's only head maid, a few maid, kaisen's wife, victoria and her twin son, Lumiere and halmiere.

But kaisen is the only one who was kind to me. He was always treated me like her own daughter..

Well, after kaisen, halmiere is the another one who is pretty kind to me.. He always get me a bread and some cup of milk if the maid didn't give me food..

Kaisen said that i'm a secret princess. He said don't go out from this house because it might be danger. He said that I shouldn't be seeing by other people. The reason is

'you too powerful '

Kaisen said

Who's gonna believe that! The statement so.. Unreal !

But

that the truth. I can see people emotion .i have a large mana of holy light, I fast learner, and I don't have any pain, it's mean immortal.. Right?

sometimes I heard about me from the maids..

That I don't have any emotion, and my face always look like icy expression.. Now I know.. Everyone hate me..

I- I miss my real family.

Actually...

I'm all alone. Victoria, Lumiere hate me.. Sometimes they beat me when they angry or drunk.. The pain, I don't feel it. But the more I don't feel it the more they get angry and keep messing with me. The head maid and the other maid, they ignore me. But sometimes they give me eat once a day.

They just pity on me. It's okay. I don't feel pain after all. Either I die or not.. They don't care about me at all. I'm used to it.