Cyrus

'Some mistakes get made, that's alright, that's okay!

You can think that you're in love,

When you're really just in pain'.

Everything at this moment is turning, even my entire existence is in great despair that I cannot comprehend what is going on.

These vocals are terrible to me. It feels like someone constantly breaks glasses without knowing what it does. Still, these broken pieces push me toward unfamiliar feelings which are physically harmful.

My eyes right now are completely swollen because of the dizziness I feel, this dark room emits the energy of a blood-curdling place to me, the emptiness and horror vibes give me goosebumps.

The strange and disgusting tapestries emitted radiation which gave me an aura of a massacre. On huge office desk cards are dispersed, these are not a few ordinary cards, but these tarot cards that are just made of weird paintings.

Oh! I can't imagine surviving through the illumination of the phantom crystal ball. I wonder who invented this stupid thing 'cause you live and you die', you don't need this stuff to freak people out.

Why is this type of broken song played in such a creepy place? Things are so out of the box and mismatched.

'Nostalgia, what a funny feeling

I feel depleted from feelings I've been revealing'.

Again, a new song starts with the steps of somebody approaching me. Slowly and mildly, I sense that things are going to get worse.

Like the song playing in my eardrums. I can sense exhaustion going in my veins.

There we go, boom! She's standing in front of me still with that flicker in her deep blue eyes.

The gothic sense of fashion feels too much for me. I am in total disbelief that she is the same girl I saw in high school with soft shades and bright colours now lacking so many colours in herself.

Overall, these long black nails, chains on her neck and the rings she wore with some symbols seems like possession. I didn't know they existed, and that's what scares me the most.

However, the moderate height of hers, with long shiny boots had something independent about them. She made me feel so hard and crazy that it can't be tolerated anymore.

"So, Mr Cyrus Arson, how do you feel about this music room? Don't you love this astounding adventure?" She said in an amusing tone.

Astounding adventure is she high or what? Looking at the environment around me I can see myself dead after some time

"Why the hell am I here? What nonsense are you playing with me? I yelled.

"You need to calm down, or it won't be easy for me", ``Hold on, I apologize for forgetting to introduce myself to you, Mr Cyrus".

"I already know you, Zella, stop messing around and explain why you're wasting my time in this remote dungeon!"

"Cyrus Arson this is me Zella Dion, a name you can't take lightly, but you know what your anger felt phenomenal." She muffled me.

"Zella, cut to the chase and tell me what your intent is in this weird game you're playing, why are you doing this with me!"

"Have some ounce of patience, Haven't you heard of this? Time enjoyed is not wasted time! I thought you were the supreme master at recognizing everything that goes on in this world."

The music begins all over again. She moves and begins to palpate to the rhythm of a weird song.

'Stop, what the hell are you talking about?

Get my pretty name out of your mouth

We are not the same with or without'.

Zella

I left the room with a menace in my heart, s

On May 2 2018, that day was filled with petty criticism from people who smelled like trash. I was so frustrated that I went to the bookstore for a novel that would lift my spirits.

When I arrived, there was this thrilling crime novel which was based on a detective's case. It was quite creepy but made me damn happy.

I purchased the book and I rushed to read it.

After I got home, I opened up the book and found a piece of paper inside. On that zodiac sign, and their horoscopes were written.

It looked lame first, but it was like a miracle that took place.

The day was still crappy, I read something I would never, yet searched for my zodiac sign, Gemini, and read most of it.

That view of the Zodiac sheet left me in shock, in complete silence because what I read was unbelievable.

That small paragraph concluded what I've been doing all day. It read,

"People who make you feel under the weather could give you a late start, postpone everything that stops you from happiness. You will gather momentum as the day goes on. TONIGHT: get hooked on a detective novel".

After reading it, Gemini created a new Zella, that very instant.

At this hour, I felt a feeling I had never felt before, something different struck my heart.

I didn't know a lot about horoscopes, so I took my phone and searched about horoscopes.

After some research, I discovered that horoscopes are a sort of writing that speaks to us about our future.

The sound of this turned me on to start continuing with these predictions every day and motivated me to look forward to a new beginning.

The next morning, I went directly to the store and asked the guy for a horoscope magazine.

I took the magazine with a croissant in my head and sat on the bench outside the store and started reading my horoscope, it said,

"You could be affected by a sad story, so keep tissues handy. You will feel the urgency to do something altersuitic. TONIGHT: Gossips with friends".

o afraid and unsettling.

I knew nothing, yet I committed this heinous crime without any second thought.

I hold my life in my hand, the moral support and all the belief I have is right in it. So everything that happens is based solely on that.

While reading this, my recollection of memories started as to how far I have come and now there is no going back.

I remember the first time I was drawn to a horoscope and how real and intriguing it was to me.

That day was the same as it told me, the words, the situation corresponded as they were drafted for me alone.

After reading this, I was amused and I waited if this horoscope was something that foretold straight.

On my way to school, I met Tara, my schoolmate who is a really helpful person.

We went to the class together and sat in our seats. But she looked kind of dense that day, so I asked her if she was okay.

She started crying and told me that her grandmother died to whom she was so attached.

She shared with me the final words that her grandmother said to her lying on the hospital bed. I was so touched that I started crying with her.

I felt awful about what happened to her so I took her to the amusement park to cheer her up. Where we met our former classmate and everything went great,

At the end of the day we lasted up with our old gossip and memories that we shared.

Listening to my favourite song, I made it home that day. Everything that happened was involuntary and when I recalled my horoscope, I was so oddly happy that I just started dancing to the beats of the song.

'How many nights does it take to count the stars?

That's the time it would take to fix my heart

How many nights have you wished someone would stay?

Lie awake only hoping' they're okay'.