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Basically, growing up in a third world country is even worse than it sounds.
You don't have much money, stores only carry knock-off brands and the infrastructure is often lacking. And yes, all of that sucks ass, but when you add corruption and questionable politicians, that's where the real horror lies.
For as long as I can remember, I've always been very conscious about everything I do but once I started becoming aware of what was going around me, that childish fear turned into a way deeper lying problem.
At first I didn't care much about the country I grew up in, I never was a fan of national pride or interested in politics whatsoever. When we learned about the structure of our government in school or discussed any upcoming elections the world is facing, I always turned my brain off and started doodling on the empty worksheets in front of me.