The anticipation is killing me. I know based on previous memories of Ed's touch that my action will bring me intense pleasure. It is making me feel both excited and terrified.
Excited of the coming pleasure that it will give but terrified since I have never done these things before. I don't know myself that well and that is what scares the hell out of me.
He must have seen the terrified look in my eyes since he started shushing me.
"Don't be scared of your own pleasure, Helena. You deserve every inch of pleasure that you feel right now."
"What about you?"
"You are pleasuring me, babe. Just watching you discover yourself is giving me great pleasure. And don't worry, I don't have any plans of abstaining."
After saying that, he grabbed my hips and started pounding me from my behind with my panties on. Making me feel his bulging and unfulfilled desire.