I felt so comfortable in Ed's arms. But the dream that I am having is starting to make me uncomfortable. I was dreaming of Ashton. I always dreamt about him but it would usually be about the night that he assaulted me. This dream is far different from what I used to have.
He was staring at me at the foot of my bed. He then came and sat at the edge of the bed taking my uninjured hand into his and caressing it in circles. I saw tear streaming down his face. He looked so tired and defeated.
"I missed you so much." he said. "I don't know where I got the strength to carry on until now."
"I know I have hurt you so deeply. I don't know where it all started. I don't know where I started messing up."
