The day went by just fine. It made me feel like I was in a different world. Where nothing bad could happen and that it was only filled with good things.
Love. Warmth. Laughter.
I really want to make myself believe that this was real and what is happening to me at work is a nightmare. These two days spent with the people I love and love me back are the most precious moment to me right now.
I watched them banter and bicker through the kitchen window. It seemed that the Smith's were just born to take in anyone who is genuine and sincere.
I saw dad throwing his arm around Ed making me tear up with joy. That was a scene that I wanted to see with Ashton but never happened. I saw my phone light up with a notification and went to get it.
I felt myself going numb with what I saw.
