Dead was a word that might have been terrifying for Zelyn back then, but it was very different from how it felt now. In the past she would mock and curse those who chose death, while in this world there is a lot of beauty to be seen and felt.
Moreover, in the past she always said that people who chose suicide were stupid, but it was very different from now because she felt very sure that he wanted to meet her biological parents.
She never thought that she would choose to commit suicide as her birthday approached. Two weeks away is her birthday as she was born on March 14 and this year she is 26 years old. However, she never thought that she would choose to die at an age that was quite mature and was worthy of starting a household.
