I pulled the blanket closer to my chest as I shivered from the cold as I hugged my knees.
My body felt numb and my heartbeat felt slow and eyelids grew heavy.
I sniffled a little as I took in a deep breath memories of his body flashing across my face and my lip quiver as my eyes filled with tears.
I looked to my side around the rest of the plane seeing the rest of guys storing away as I sat there heart broken.
We had been flying for hours and I haven't seen Shiwoo since the doctors left and my hands had been itching every minute to open that door and touch him, but his wounds were still very fresh and he needed to rest, but God I needed to see him.
I still couldn't believe what had happened today and I don't think I ever will.
I was still in shock and every time I started to drift into slumber, memories of his hand falling lifelessly and his faying I jumped up with my heart pounded so loud in my ears.