Who could know that yesterday would be the last day with my lovely pet? That it would be the last time I help that little fluffy muffin in my arms.
Over the years I had so many animals and I took care of them in many ways. When I found. almost one I'd bring it home trying to search for his owners. If the animal is sick I'd bring it back home and try to treat their wounds.
I would play almost a whole day and night with my fluffy muffin. And I still can remember the warmth and comfort you gave me.
You were a bright star in the night, who loved the company of a human.
Hiding and playing around were your things you once did.
Eating shyly while others look at you with a smile.
A cute and a sweet little being you were.
It's time for you to fly away, just fly away and don't look back.
The sky was beautiful today, but I was too sad to see the beautifulness.
"Have you had fun being with me?..."
- is what I thought about the whole day and night.
"Was I a good human too you, my little angel?"
There are some stuff that I cannot describe with words or draw on a piece of paper, even if I wanted to.
The pain that I felt in my heart was worse than anything put there.
I've felt this pain couple of times actually, and everytime it feels like it's the first time.
I cannot stop the pain, I cannot stop the tears.
I am sorry that you had to be in pain alone, without anyone to held your hand when you needed it the most.
"Did you look for me?"...
"Were you scared, there, alone?"
"Did you...Did you miss me?"
Life give you interesting things, but sometimes you recieve some sad words when you least expect it.
For over the years I'd still remember my sunshine as he's just there with me, tapping me on my shoulder trying to say:
"I'm still here with you, don't be sad!'
I'm not sad anymore my little pumpkin, you can go and visit me whenever you go back to this world. No matter what you became I'll still be your friend and your playmate.
My sunshine,
did you join others or are you waiting at the Heaven's door alone?
Don't wait for others and just hop in yourself, show them the beautiful wings you got.
Fly away and come back only when you want to.
I will see you there someday,
waiting for you with a smile on my face while knocking at the Heaven's door.