Days run as fast and within no time, Mellanie's big day had arrived. The venue of the wedding was a public library since it has always been Mellanie's dream to have her wedding in the public Library. Arriving where the wedding was taking place, i could see a crowd of people already gathered waiting for the bride.
All eyes were on Mellanie as she climbed down from the, being her maid,i walked hand in hand with her. The groom was already inside waiting for her bride, Mellanie walked down the isle with measured steps, my eyes followed every step she took until she reached where the groom was.
"Wait who am i seeing???. Is this not Jason Thorne." I heard someone saying from behind me , that's when i looked at the groom.
"Jason Thorne is my Mellanie's husband to be?" I asked myself confused. How is this even possible, so i was messing around with my sister's fiancee without knowing. Worst of all am carrying his child, how will Mellanie react if she found out about this, no she can't find out.
I didn't know i was crying until i felt hot tears falling down my cheeks, i just feel dead yet am alive. " Did Jason even know that i and Mellanie are sisters? " That is the question that i kept asking myself. How foolish was i to fall for him.
"Ariel are you alright." My mom asked bringing me back to reality.
"Yes yes." I replied looking away from her.
"What is with the tears in your eyes?"My mom asked in a concerned voice.
"Am just happy for Mellanie ."I lied to her. In my heart i wanted to tell her the truth but i will end up ruining everything, i have to keep this secret to myself. Being unable to control my tears and the pain anymore, i ran for the bathroom locking myself inside before breaking down. I had thought i had moved on but no i didn't, the pain in my heart was too much for me to bear. I swear this pain is going to kill me.
How am i going to live with this, the fact that the man i love with all my heart body and soul is married to my sister. The same man is the father of my unborn child and which he is not aware of. I stayed in the bathroom as long as i could since i never wanted to see Mellanie and Jason again, I hate Mellanie for taking Jason from me and i hate Jason for choosing Mellanie over me. Am never going to forgive them for this, NEVER.
I could not go back to the wedding, because my presence is not needed there, and the last thing i wanna see is Mellanie and Jason's happines. I hailed a cab that drove me to a hotel near by where i was to spend my night before going back to my appartment. I made sure to switch off my phone to avoid being questioned where i was.
I decided to waste myself since i had a rough day, going to the bar which was on the other side of the hotel, i bought four bottles of beer and took them to my room. I just needed to be alone and drunk to forget everything. I could not get myself a glass to drink from, i just decided to drink direct from the bottles.
I don't know for how long i drank because in the morning, i found myself in the water tub full of water, how i got there is still a nightmare to me, i think the cold water is what made me sober.
I took a hot shower and then rubbed myself in the bathing rob since my clothes were still wet, i had to wait for my clothes to dry before moving out of the hotel. I ordered breakfast which was served in my room.
Thinking of Jason and Mellanie having fun together made my stomach to churn , i hate thinking about them but i can't just stop. Letting go of the love i have for Jason is going to be hard since he is my inlaw meaning i will be seeing him again.
Staying in Toronto meant i will be seeing him(Jason), And for me to move ,i have to cut everything i had with him and for that to be possible i have to move away from Canada my home country and my home city Toronto to somewhere else. The money that i had with me was enough to start new life in a new country so i decided to go to Mexico city.
I booked my flight as soon as possible because i needed to live the country, i wanted to heal and find peace but my peace was not in my homeland Canada but lies somewhere else, and according to my instincts its in Mexico. I had new plans with me, once i reach Mexico, i was going to destroy my sim card and buy another one, secondly i was going to log out in all social media account.
Pulling my suitcases in YYZ airport Toronto, i headed to the lobby as i await my flight which was scheduled at 10:00 am in the morning. I sat there watching people coming and others leaving until i heard my flight being announced. Taking my seat in the plane, i overlooked through the window one last time to the country that had been my mother land for the past twenty years, the place i had planned to stay for the rest of my life but due to circumstances at hand, i had been forced to move away. I will miss home but with the situation am in, i don't even feel i belong here.
"Hey take this you need them." The guy sitting next to me said handing me tissue, that is when i discovered the tears running down my cheeks.
"Thank you." I said taking the tissues and wiping the flowing tears.
I always hate myself for being too emotional but i can't do anything about it.
"All passengers are advised to fasten their seat belts and to wear headphones as the plane is going to take off in the next three minutes." Came in the instruction from the steward. Everybody did as instructed and soon the plane took off.
After five hours and ten minutes, the plane landed in MEX international airport. Taking a taxi, i asked the taxi driver to take me to Krystal Grand suites Hotel to spend my night there. I had already booked for reservation in that hotel before travelling so i just to ask the keys from the receptionist and show her my card then go to my room. Tired from the flight, i decided to rest in my room.